Jun POV
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It's been nearly three months since Jun has lived in LA. Despite the necessity for him to stay here in the framework of a collaborative project with American singer Jerry Lex, but perhaps more precisely he is running away from trouble. Now the project is finished. Now Jun only has to choose. Return to Seoul or to Indonesia.
He should have returned to Indonesia not here. But Jun didn't dare to go there. They're probably nothing will change. He can't possibly pursue Azmya's love anymore. She can't forgive himself for committing adultery with Hyo Jin. A regret that had been bothering him all this time. He has an unexpected first night with Hyo Jin. He did have a principle that the "first night" was only for married people. Korean culture and its art world are probably very close to that. In fact, almost the Seven-F members have done it often. But for Jun. It is a once-in-a-lifetime thing that will be priceless. Moreover, he did it with the woman he loved who became his wife. However, he had already made one fatal mistake. Hyo Jin has made him not a "virgin" anymore, and that he regrets every day. Every time he remembers Azmya, he also recalls the moment he woke up naked at Hyo Jin's apartment.
No matter how much he missed Azmya, it would turn into sadness if he remembered what he had done with Hyo Jin. Once again he was just too weak and cowardly. If he had left HV Entertainment in the past, maybe he would have been with Azmya without a hitch. And maybe Hyo Jin will still be alive. Indeed, regret always comes too late.
Tonight he stared at the sky full of stars while daydreaming. Various kinds of things make him feel tired sometimes. It feels like everything is in vain.
The sound of incoming messages on his cellphone continued to ring out answers. Jun reached for his cell phone which he had placed on the edge of his apartment balcony.
[Azmya will be engaged]
[Where are you]
[What would you do]
[You won't meet her just once]
Jun's hands were shaking when he received the message. "Does she want to get engaged?" Jun muttered in disappointment. Finally, one thing he was afraid of happened too. The woman he dreams of will become someone else's wife. And it hurts so much to hear that. His head started to ache.
Jun is unable to reply to Akira's message. He was too upset and slammed his cellphone on the floor to shreds. Jun then went to his room and threw himself onto the bed. Both of his eyes started to crystallize. Unable to hold back, the crystals melted down the cheeks. He also cried because he felt excruciating pain. He couldn't imagine that Azmya belonged to someone else.
Because lying down can't reduce the pain and sadness. Jun got up again and got out of bed. Standing in front of his bedroom window, staring blankly at the expanse of night lights in the city of LA.
"Do I still have a chance to correct my mistake?" muttered Jun.
He then remembered something. But again he chuckled annoyed. Earlier he destroyed his cellphone. Jun looked confused and then he looked for his laptop. Quickly turned it on and then he entered the airline ticket booking application.
LA-Jakarta ticket booking has been successful. Jun then typed an email for someone.
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Jun then bought a new cell phone. Tonight he will go to Jakarta. He plans to stay there for a while. Previously he also sent an email to his high school friend first. Vivian, the Class Leader is a person who is close to him. He also asked him to find a place to live there. Because Jun's house used to live with his mother was only a rented house. So surely he needs a place to live that he can occupy. Tickets already, where to stay just waiting for a reply from Vivian.
After waiting half a day. I just got an email reply from Vivian. And he wrote down his cell phone number so he could more freely contact him. Immediately, Jun called him.
"Is this Vivian? I'm Jun."
"Kyyyaaaa. Jun. Is it true that this is Jun, my high school friend?" Came a scream from Vivian.
"It's me, I still remember your email address, because your email address is almost the same as mine," Jun replied trying to relax.
"Whatever, I'm happy to hear your news. All high school friends here don't think that you become an idol in Korea ...."
They are also at length and chat. Until finally Vivian also informed him that there was a cluster house belonging to his manager in the office that he wanted to rent for a year.
Jun immediately agreed to rent it. Jun was very grateful to Vivian. And feel a debt of gratitude to him. Vivian only replied that Jun could respond with just one dinner. Jun smiled at that. And promised to treat him to dinner at the restaurant Vivian wanted.
In the evening, Jun flew to Jakarta by plane. Along the way, Jun imagines Azmya's face that he has long missed.
Missing the way she looked at him
Missed by saying, "Jun I like you".
Longing for Azmya to spoil him.
Miss her voice.
Miss her smile.
Miss the sound of her laughter.
Miss her eyes that are always flirtatious with him
Miss her hug.
And also miss her lips that so tempting.
The next day Jun arrived in Jakarta. He immediately ordered a taxi and gave it the address Vivian gave him yesterday. But in the arrival hall, many people saw it. Luckily there are no CIVIL (Seven-F's fanbase) at the airport. If there is, maybe the entire airport will be excited about Rjun's return to Indonesia.
In the taxi, Jun informed him that he had arrived in Jakarta and headed straight to the intended house.
[Okay, I told you who worked there. His name is Mr. Sam. I can't go there. Because I'm ready to go to the office today]
[See you Jun]
[I can't wait to meet a star]
Jun smiled reading the chat from Vivian. He will surely be surprised to see her later. Jun, who used to be a bookworm, was often bullied, now he's a famous artist. Jun is also curious about Yan, Oscar, and Farrel, the people who bully him. How are they?
Jun stared at the streets of the capital city Jakarta. It had been eight years since he had set foot here. It felt like just yesterday he left here in an atmosphere of deep sorrow. Her mother's tragic death left her unable to forget her. His chest tightened when he remembered his mother's face. At the last moment, Jun didn't have time to be by her side.
Jun sobbed remembering his mother's face. He missed his mother. Too longing and it hurts because he can't describe his longing because his mother is gone.
"Sorry Mister, can the place be in the fox, I want to go to my parents' grave first," Jun sobbed, holding back his longing.
"Oh ... fine sir. Where are you going?" Asked the taxi driver.
"Tangcity sir!" Answered Jun.
He wanted to visit the graves of his parents. His mother as well as his father. Jun rubbed his face, which was flooded with tears. His chest ached with the sadness he had buried and endured. Lamented the fate of his poor parents. If they were still alive. Can his fate like this change. Even though he's not the famous Rjun, it's just an ordinary Jun. Could it be the opportunity to be happy with the people who love themselves.
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