I laid in bed, as it felt like it was really hard for me to get my self to sleep, with all of the thoughts that were swarming through my head at the moment. There was a lot of them as well, as I did not feel like a human any more, after what I had just been a part of today.
I felt like I did not have much of any other choice, but it felt like I had lost a part of me. This place was freaking me out as well, and that did not help the cause at all. I wanted to close my eyes, and just lay my self to sleep, but I was so worried that some thing was going to sneak in to the room that I was in, and finish me.
As I looked around at the dark room, I felt like I could see things moving around, but as I blinked a few times, it seemed like it just went away. I wanted to tell my self that it was not real, and try to ease my conscious, but if I was going to be honest with my self, I was not sure if I would be telling my self the truth or not.
I was not sure what was real or not, even if I had been told stories about a cult, I could have never thought that it could be real at all. I thought that there was no way that a person could simply be that evil, as to the fact that they wanted to praise the devil.
I suppose that was where I was wrong, but it would not be the first time that I was. There was a lot of things that I did not know about, and if I stayed at this place any longer, I was damn sure that it was only going to get worse than that as well.
I closed my eyes, as I breathed in heavy at the same time too. The kid was the only one that seemed to not be a part in all of this, as even if I felt like the mans wife did not want to be here with him, I still knew that she knew all about it, and that she was a part in all of it at the exact same time as well.
The kid did not know a thing about it, even if he was being brain washed at this very moment, I still knew that I was at least a little bit safe with him in the room beside of me. I was fairly certain that nothing would happen to me, as long as I stayed close to that kid.
It felt a bit strange that a cult leader was so over protective about his son, but it was clear that it was the case. I shook my head, as I took in a heavy sigh at the same time. I knew that I could fall asleep now, as I was sure that nothing bad would happen to me while the kid was near me.
I was fairly certain, that even if the kid was being brain washed at this very moment, he would not just forget about me by the time that he woke up in the morning. I hoped at least, as I took in a gulp, and then the day that I had just gone through began to start its wear on me.
I began to feel quite a bit tired, as I did not normally have to walk so much in a normal day. I let out all of those thoughts from my head, all at once. I then began to get my self in to a little bit of a deep form of sleep.
I woke up, but I once again was not in the same place that I had been in just the night before. I let out quite a bit of a loud sigh, as I just wanted all of these dreams to end. I was tired of them, as I knew that this was not going to be a very nice and happy dream. It was rare that I ever got those sort of dreams any ways.
Over the last few days as well, just based off of the dreams that I had been having in fact, I had to assume that this one was going to end the same sort of way. I could already tell as well, as I began to look around at the surroundings that were in front of me, that this was not going to be good.
I was back in the woods, that I had just been in the night before. I saw the cabin not too far away from me at the same time as well, as it was late in the night, and there was light coming from it at the same time too. It kind of confused me as well, as I had been told that they had these meetings in the after noon.
Though I really did not want to find out what was going on in there at all, it felt like a higher power had taken over me at the same time too, as I began to walk over to the cabin for some dumb reason that I could not explain. I gulped, as I heard a bit of some noise going on in there, which almost sounded like a dance party.
I drew closer to it, as I realized that the sounds that were going on in there, were not any sort of dance party that I had ever heard of. I shivered a bit, as it sounded more like screams of joy, and moans of pain. I did not want to go in there, as I some how managed to stop my self for once, which was very rare for me to do in a dream.
I was right up to the entrance of the place now, as I felt sick just being any where near this place. I did not have much of a choice how ever, as I could not control what type of dreams that I was going to be getting my self in to the night before.
I wish that I could, as I would rather be in any other dream, rather than the one that I was in at the current moment. I heard more screams from the place, as it sounded almost like it was from a horror movie. I knew that this was not a horror movie, or simply some show that I was in.
Either way, if you wanted to say that it was a prank show, it was evil the way that they would do this to a person such as I. I knew that this was real, and whether or not this dream was real, it left much to be decided. I really did not want to go in to the room, to see what was going on, but it felt like my body did how ever, as I began to walk in to the cabin.
Just as I got in to it as well, I saw the man, and the leader of all of this, Pat, as he was staring at some thing that was in front of a small little circle in the middle of all of this. I tilted my head, as I was a bit confused on what was going on at the current moment, as it seemed like the screams had now disappeared.
I saw that there was a few people in the circle as well, and his wife was not included in that group at all. I shook my head, as I knew that I need not to be worried about that, as this was just a dream after all, right? I was not sure the answer to that question, as I was not sure what was true or false any more at this point.
I shook my head, as I felt like I dared not to go any closer in to the circle, as I was worried that some how, Pat might notice me in the room with them, even if this was just a dream that I was in, in fact. I was kind of interested to see what was in the middle of the circle how ever, as this time, when I began to walk over, it was my self that decided to choose to.
As I drew closer, I suddenly stopped, as I felt a bit sick. I recognized the shirt that one of the men had in their hand, as it was my fathers shirt. Well... It was my shirt now, but he had given the shirt to me long ago, as it was a Bob Marley and The Wailers shirt, which I loved to wear all so much.
But if they had my shirt, than it meant that they had been going through my stuff, and had been tak-. I stopped all of those thoughts that had been swarming through my head, all at once, as I saw what was in the small little camp fire so to say, in the middle of the circle of all of this.
I also saw them eating a bit of meat, that had been cooked. What was in the circle, that was in fact being cooked, was the naked dead body of me. They were eating me... This could not be real at all, I knew that this had to be some sort of a dream, and a fake one at that, as it was just some thing that was done to scare me.
I began to close my eyes, as I knew that when I did that, it got me out of the dream that I was in. Just before I got to the point as to where my eyes were closed how ever, that was when all of the sudden, I heard a voice begin to speak up at the same time too, that made me stop my self from doing so.
I opened my eyes to the fullest, as I looked over to the man that had spoken, as I saw that it was Pat in fact, as it seemed like he was the only one out of this entire group, that had the balls to speak up. I was not sure if that were a good thing or not how ever, as I would not consider this a good group by any means at all.
I stared at him for just a few seconds, as it seemed like my thoughts were drowning out his voice, as I then shook my head, and I listened as to what it was that he had to say to the entire group of people that were with him in the circle at the exact moment in time.
"Its a shame... He had potential... Didn't really have much of a choice though..." Pat said to the others that were with him in the circle. The others that were there seemed to have no sort of emotion on their faces, as they then just nodded back to their leader, in a bit of some agreement, as they continued to eat me apart.
It did not even seem like they wanted to be doing that, as even if it was hard to see any sort of emotion on them, I could tell that they flinched with every bite they took. It was almost as if this was real in fact, and that was the part that scared me the most as well.
I shook my head, as at this point I just wanted to get out of this sick dream, as I then closed my eyes, and did my best to drown out all of the noise at the same time too, which thankfully seemed to work good enough for me as well.
I woke up, as I was drenched in sweat for some odd reason, and I was breathing in heavily, over and over again. It was clear that the dream had fucked up my actual body at the same time too, as it almost felt like my brain was trying to tell me that the dream was in fact real.
Maybe it was real, as I did not want to wait any longer to try to find out if that were the case. I had to get out of here as soon as possible, and try to find my self a way out as well. I had my phone on me, and I had plugged in up to 100% just this night as well, so that was not any thing that I needed to worry about.
The problem was for me, was how I was going to find any sort of connection to get me out of Kansas? I knew if I went out in to the woods, the odds are, that I would get my self to a safe location, that I could get my self away from these people, that I was at their house as well.
The first step for me, was to get my self in to the woods, as that seemed to be the most safe place for me right now. I was certain that they did not have any sort of tracking device on me, and even if they did, than the woods would still be the most safe place for me to stay at for the time being.
I was not sure what was in those woods, as I was sure that there would be no bears in the middle of Kansas, so that was nothing to worry about. I just knew that those woods were a lot safer than where I was at right now. I looked around me at the same time as well, as I was not sure what I should bring with me.
I was tempted to bring my bag, with a lot of clothes, but at the same time I also knew that if I needed to get out of there quick, than that would only slow me down. I went over to my back pack, and I began to start throwing all of the clothes out of it, at the exact same time as well, not giving a care in the world as to where I threw it.
Normally, I would feel bad for these people, as I knew that they would have to clean up the room in the end, but I also knew at the same time too, that these were not exactly the right people that I should feel bad for. If any thing, I should feel bad for any person that got near them, such as I had.
I wished to God that I had not gone to in to the woods, and over to the cabin that I had found. I might not have really had much of a choice how ever, as I had to assume that if any thing, it might have been Gods way of saving me. If I had not found out about all of this, than they could have easily just used me as a sacrifice, and the poor kid would not have a clue of it.
I shook my head, as I looked in to my back pack, to see what was left in there, after the fact that I had just thrown all of my clothes on to the bed room floor. I still felt like a part of me was telling me that none of this was real, and I was still going crazy to think that this was in fact a cult.
I had seen them, and I had to join them in it the day before, so I knew that it was in fact real, and there was no telling me that it was not at this point now. I shook my head, as I then looked in to my back pack, to see what was left in there for me.
I saw that I had about 6 or so water bottles, which would be good enough to last me a couple of days, until I found some other source of water. I also had a few snacks in there as well, which would have to tide me over for the time being as well.
I was tempted to try to steal some water bottles from them, but at the same time too, I did not want to wake them up, as I figured that I should just go out the back door of the house. I was still a bit worried that they might have some sort of security alarm at the same time too, but I also knew that these people were not up to date with technology at all, so I really should not be all that worried by that at all.
I shook my head, as I was about to go out of the room, when I realized that I had nearly forgot the most important thing in all of this, which was my phone. I looked at it, to see what the time was, as I also made sure that it was on silent at the same time too, so that it did not make a loud noise when I went down the stairs, or was in the hall way none the less.
I looked at the time, as I saw that it was 2:30 in the morning, meaning that I would have just a few hours to get as far in to the woods as possible, before they would realize that I was long gone. It meant that I could get a few miles in to the woods as well, before they would ever be able to track me.
I knew that they would tell all of their so called friends about it how ever, as I knew that I could not go in to any store, or any sort of public place if I even were to find one, as I had quite a bit of a worry that they would see me, and they would realize as to who I was in the first place.
I nodded to my self, as I also realized that I was wasting valuable time by just thinking all of this to my self in my head at the same time too. I began to walk out of the bed room that I was in, as I made sure that my foot steps, would not make loud creaks, as I went to the hall way, and down the stairs.
I was doing a damn good job at it, at the exact same time too, until I got to the bottom step, and I heard voices speaking, which made me stop at the same time as well, as I listened to what it was that they were saying in the first place.
"You can't just do that to him... What if Satan thinks that it is a bad sacrifice? You will get in a lot of trouble for that!" I heard a voice of a female say from the hall way that was down the stairs. I shivered just a little bit, as I stopped my self at the same time too, as I then realized who it was that was speaking.
It was Ashley, the wife of the man, and I knew as to what it was that she was talking about as well. It meant that all of this was true, and I had in fact made the right decision by the fact that I was going to run away. Pat, the man, was in fact going to kill me no matter what.
There was just one problem with the fact that I was going to run out... They were both wide awake, and while I could tell that Ashley was doing her best to try to save my life, I was not sure how much it was going to work, when they both heard the door to the house open and close.
I shivered just a bit, as I stood in the same place that I had been at, for just a little while longer, as I finally heard Pat begin to speak back to his wife, after just a few moments of silence. I stood there for a bit of some time as well, as I listened as to what it was that he had to say to her too.
"What have I told you about calling him Satan? That is what those idiot Christians like to call him! Call him by Lucifer or God!" He said to her. I felt a bit sick as to what it was that he had said at the same time. It was clear that he believed as to what he was saying was in fact truth. I shook my head after a little while longer, as he then continued to speak to her. "And I am sorry Ashley... We don't know him... We might have no other choice..."