It's fucking 5:30 am
it's cold as tits outside
and my mother is yelling
"Ash get your shit out the taxi already"
I'm here in fucking New York City
And all I feel is cold.
It's October for god sake
Couldn't we pick a warmer place to live.
No of course not.
My mother is proud of this place she wants to call
home.
But all I see is a fucking dump
"Isn't it so beautiful"
Mum says
I look at her
fake a smile
"Yeah mum beautiful"
"We better get inside unpack as much as we can before you head to school"
Mum says to excited.
I start unpacking my luggage
And see nothing but grey walls in this
Petty room of mine
I change my clothes for my first day of school
And sure enough the bus is right on time
I get off feeling low
Cause what sophomore doesn't have a car.
I put my music louder in my ears
Marianas trench By Now
Comes on
And I feel like the universe is mocking me
I stop in my tracks and feel my tears burning
I change that stupid song so quickly that I didn't even realize
Wammmmmm!
I run into this dark haired girl with big brown eyes.
"What the hell!"
"Did you not see me!"
"Hello!"
Oh fuck, I'm so sorry
No I didn't see you
I wasn't paying attention
(More like trying to run from my past I thought)
"Well pay attention for us little people"
And that was the first smile I got that day
And the only smile I thought of all day.
"I'm Ash, what's your name?"
"Star"