I come home to the smell of sopas
The house is almost put together
"How was school sweetly" she said happy
You know mom starting three months into school
In the middle of the week
It was a fucking blast
She pops her head out of the kitchen one eyebrow raised.
"Okay little shit how was your day actually" she says with her stern voice
" well beside running over the only friend I made today it wasn't that bad.
All my classes are way to easy
And boring
As well as I got invited to a social gathering this weekend
And my histt"
Before she even lets me finish my sentence
Hoping she didn't catch
What I was trying not to imply
"A social what!"
Mum it's just a little get together with my friend and her boyfriend
Which in my head is a dick but my mum will never know this
" Sweety I know making friends is good
And by all means make them
But please do not do anything to this friend
That we will have to pay more lawyers and move again." Her voice is cracking
"Mum I'm not planing on dating or do anything with no one okay I promise
Im keeping to myself
And I'm going to make actual friends
I know I messed up
I know I caused a lot of pain
And we had to move to this small house
And dad didn't and still doesn't want anything to do with me.."
" with us baby, stop apologizing Ash
Your father is a piece of shit
And we couldn't stand each other any more
I had dreams for us
And he couldn't accept you for
Well you
I love you for all that you are
Even your tattoos and art work you do to your body
You my daughter
And I will love you forever"
"I love you mum"
I don't know when this happened
But my mum is one bad bitch
I hold her above it all
"Hey Ash"
" yeah mum"
" you can go but promise if it gets out of hand you come straight home"
"Of course mum"