Lillian's point of view.
Note: I'm sorry for the short coming and different trouble updates I will be good at this time, thank you for reading my web novel story!!! -Moonxie
Three years ago, I found my self running and escaping to those people who wants me dead, I'm not sure where I will go or where I will live-alone. All I know is I want to leave the persons who makes my life miserable.
Running and keep running until I got tired and I'm already nowhere, I don't know the place and I don't know who I will talk from now on. All the time I kept asking my self 'where I will go? ' not until a stranger helps me.
"Hey!" He said and help me to stand, he is tall and good looking for me.
I keep crying and crying because I don't know if this is strange for me.
"Hey calm down, what's your name? geez you look mess right now. " Concerned voice of him and checking my neck if I'm sick.
"My name is Lillian I escape from the orphanage, the owner of that orphanage wants me dead so I decide to escape, and now I don't know where I will go. " I said while crying, I'm not just crying but my tummy is aching.
"My name is Kazehaya, let's grab some foods and buy your clothes. "He said and hold my hand.
We're walking at the mall to find a good clothes but he insist the thought of me that I will pick only one.
"Are you rich kazeha? " I asked him. He glanced at me and then smile.
"Yes, and by the way I love the nickname you set for me. " He said and bring his attention to the clothes.
Did I set a nickname? he told me earlier that he is kazeha.
"I want pants and t shirt only. "I said and he smiled to me, he's picking up random t shirt and pants but unfortunately you cant help him he wants me to get a pink dress.
When we're done he waited me to change and he is happy like a dog. "That's too good for you, I told you. " He said and he almost shout.
Well the one he wants me to wear right now is the pink dress that he picked up, I'm too confused how I will walk in a dress, I never been wearing this.
"Err it's not comfortable. " I complain and he just laugh like its funny.
"You need to be girl this time because you'll gonna live with us, you're not alone anymore. " He said and smile.
Because of him my life is getting brighter, because of him I learned a lot of things, because of him I see now my future, and maybe it's because of him.
Reality:
"Waking up too early Huh? " He said and sit down beside me.
" I have too many things to do, since tomorrow you'll gonna leave- 3 days. " I said and I stand up.
"Wait for awhile lillian." He said and hold my wrist for me not to let go.
"Yes? " I turned around to be polite talking at him.
"Why are you being so rude this past few days 'til present? " He asked and I bitterly smiled.
"I'm just not in the mood. " I said but he don't believe me.
"That's not the act of not in the mood, maybe you're jealous. " Teasing voice of him so I suddenly felt my chicks getting hot.
"I'm not, who do you think you are to assume?"
"hahahah! maybe you can deny by words but not with your heart." He said so Im already pissed off.
"I'm not, Kenzie is watching us. " I said while forcing him to let me go.
"Is that an excuse? She is a dog, she can't understand what we're doing and what will we do. "He said with his reading voice.
"What are you saying? " Irritable tone of me, I hate this feeling we have no relationship but 2 years ago he became like this to me, sweet and clingy personality.
"I'm talking about... us. "He said and kissed me.
Recalled:
"Don't please! " I begged as many as I have strength he keeps kissing me from lips to neck.
"Just one round ki-"
End of recalled.
I pushed him away and start crying, I hate it.
"What happened Lillian? "Concerned tone of him but I only cry and cry, I don't want to remember it, I don't want to bring back the old life.
"Lillian answer me!What happen,are you sick? " He asked while hugging me.
I wish I could tell kazeha but I have no strength to tell you who am I.
"I'm here to listen, just please tell me what do you remember." He said and keep hugging me. I don't know why I can't tell him but I know that I have a right time to tell him the whole story and I'm sorry because this is not the right time that I supposed to tell.
I can't lie to him because he really mean to me, he helped me and he pay for my tuition fee for me to be able to study and I promised to him that I will do my very best to payback what the good things he Done for me.
I stand up and fixed my self. "Pack your things they need you there. " I said and leave him alone.
Maybe they think that this is kind of being rude but for me I'm just cutting the ties of my feelings for him, yes, I have this love that only fits for him but I know that someday he will reject it and I will be hurt, so much as possible I want to forget my feelings for him. This is the right thing for the both of us, I don't want to be assuming that every single clingy acts of him towards me is a symbol that our feeling is mutual-while it wasn't.
I hate being around him but I have no choice. I don't want to see myself again that has no plan where I will go and to find myself, as long as I can control... there's no problem.
"Hmm... Lillian let us talk. " He said while sitting on the couch. I walk towards him and then sit beside him.
"What is it senp-" He cut off my sentence and gives me a money.
"W-what is this? " I asked and he smiled tenderly.
"Aren't family giving money to their member?"
"But this is too much. " I insist, I don't want him to waste a money easily.
He just tap my head and pulls me and then he hugged me.
"Really? Why don't you revoke your feelings for me ,it's too much and I can't help to love you back. " He whispered in my ears and then he kissed my neck. I don't really understand him, why he need to be like that?
"I really love you Lillian. " He whispered again and I've been like a freeze of what he say.
He loves me? how? why?when?
"Stop playing around you slut!! "I said while laughing I kick him and he fell on the floor.
"Argh I'm not playing around. " He said irritably while throwing me some ball toys.
"HAHAHAH" we both laughed and throwing ball toys to each other.
"Take care to our daughter. " He said and my heart keeps running so fast and I feel that I'm blushing.
"Daughter? Stop playing around I tell you! " I warned him but he just laugh. He stand and get Kenzie.
"This is our daughter... " He said pointing Kenzie. "I'm the father..." He continue and pointing himself. "This is our daughter and I'm the father while you... is my wife and her mother. " Because of that I felt like there is something inside me, I'm confused about what he saying, Kenzie is a dog.
"Err first, we're not married.Second, Kenzie is a dog and last but not the least we have no relationship. " I said and let Kenzie go from his arms.
"Psh. With relationship or not we're still family, family that have mother, father and daughter. " He said and left me alone, I laughed secretly because of his reaction, he is a little bit cute while irritated some time.
I have no family, but now what I don't have before is what kazeha give me today. My New family is a little bit strange but I know and I will knew that there's a reason why I have them.
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Yey!! The Chapter 1: My First Family,is now updated. As you can notice I update 4times but same chapter title "New School, New Trouble" so now I delete it due to wrong replace work done of my notebooks are not found last morning so I try to find and now the first title is My First Family so I hope you enjoy and love my story.
Don't judge the book by its cover and first part.
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