Lillian's point of view .
I'm waiting for kazeha, he said we will buy some needed things in his caffei so I agree to come with him, but I don't know why is he taking so long in the room.
I just used my cellphone to contact Aubrey for some important things she need to do while we're not at the cafeteria and I contact Jason To Help aubrey in the cafeteria. I waited for so long and I have no patience to him, he is too long in the room so I walked to the room to check on him and I was shocked when I saw him lying on the floor while catching he's breath.
"Kazeha what happened? "I shout and run to him, he is seriously can't breath so I panicked because I don't have any knowledge about this, I'm trying to calm down but I can't.
"Love, I can't b-breathe." He said so I panicked too much and trying to find his inhaler.
"Hmm... I don't know what to do!" I shout and I felt that I'm going to cry.
"Just give me some air! p-please." He said while crying so I started to cry and cry because I don't really know what to do and what I need to do.
"How?! Air to air? how can I? I can't leave you here. " I said while crying and he can't breathe instantly.
"I need please, a-air g-give me some a-air." He's begging and I can't think fast right now.
"Ai-ah lip air! " Exact idea no matter this is weird for me he need my help so I have to do this. I bit my lower lip and slowly going closer to his lip, I touch his face and I glued my lip to his lip and I keep breathing and passing my breath and I feel that his saliva is moving until I feel that we're kissing he hold my back and keep kissing me so I stop and give a distance to him.
"You already have air. " I said while wiping my lips.
"Yeah, immediately but I guess your lips is so soft and Iam already addicted. " He said while standing up and I pushed him.
"Stop assuming I just help you even it's weird. " He glanced at me seriously.
"I'm not assuming I can sense the way you payback my kiss. " He stand and walk toward the door.
"Did I hurt him? " I told my self and chamfer at the floor while touching my lips. "We really kissed!! " I said while smiling.
I stand up and locked the door, what am I gonna say to him? 'Doshimate? ' 'I really like it' Ahh I better forget it, or else I'm going to be crazy!
"Let's go. " He said without any hesitation, he leave me alone to lock the door and he is not like that before, he always wait for me or he is the one who will lock the door. I supposed not to feel any of these but I probably can't help my self to be hurt, im not scratchy to his attitude today, if im to rude to him what about now?
"Psh. I don't do things that you might be angry. " I told myself and already done locking the door, I walked to the parking lot and ride to his car.
"Are you mad? " I asked him but he just ignore me.
"Stop the car. " I command but nothing change, he ignore me again.
"I said stop the car!! " I said and he suddenly break and the car stopped.
"What's the problem?! " I shout at him but he just stay quiet.
"Do you think it's fine for me to ignore, walk without me and you're being so rude?! You give me heart aches!" I shout again and I feel myself crying, I lean to the back seat and wipe my tears.
"I'm not being rude love, I'm just not in the mood. " He said but I just keep silent for a second.
"Stop call me love kazeha we're not in a relationship. "
"That's the problem, I show my feelings verbally and physically but you can't show your feelings! I really love you Lillian." He said.
I looked at him and I'm sure that he is serious.
"Okay fine I love you, is that acceptable already? " I gave up and tell my feelings to him.
"Say I love you while seducing me. "He said with no emotion and my heart beats so fast.
"You're joking. "I said but he glanced at me and he looks mad.
"Am I? "
"I'm sorry. "I apologize.
"Don't say sorry just do it if you really love me. " He command so I lean to him and my hands is in his chest.
" I love you. " I said looking into his eyes and kissed him, he kissed me back and our saliva is mixing.
"Hmmmm... " He moan while we're kissing. I give distance because maybe I can't control myself if we keep continuing.
"That's a great kiss of a great kisser. " He said and push me into the back seat and kiss me again. I remember the day when I was raped so I push him.
"please stop. "I said while crying.
"W-why? " He asked and I just cry again.
Why this past bothering me? because of this I can't kiss my guy, why do you keep bothering me!!
"I just can't do it. " I said and he hugged me tight.
"it's alright, I will remove that past of your love. " He said and let go off me he drive until We safely got in the mall.
We quietly walked at the Supermarket, to buy some stuffs for the cafeteria, he own it and later on 1year ago he renamed it as I own it, he wants me to be part of his life and business, he told me that I will hold one company, one cafeteria and the house that we lived together is renamed by me. I try to stop him to give me those but he insist he said that it's a small thing for a trouble girl like me, he know how violent my life is,and he told me that he will teach me to be a better so that time I trust this stranger and he never failed me.
"Hey Love I think we need knew product. " He said and I think.
"Hmm... kind of, Maybe our customers will be interested more in our cafeteria. "I said and pick up golden cappuccino syrup.
"Frappe i think. " He suggest, Gold cappuccino plus frappe, hmm... good taste.
After I get three syrup, i walked to the chocolate station to find chocolate kisses to put it on the top of the frappe, i guess customer will more interested to our cafeteria if we give them the best product.
"Kazeha, what do you think? I'll buy this chocolate kisses. do you think it will help?" I asked and he glanced at me.
"What did you say? What will i think if i kiss you on the lip and if i think it would be helpful?" He said and i feel that my cheeks getting burn. I turn away and repeat what i say.
"I said love.Kazeha, what do you think? I'll buy this chocolate kisses. do you think it will help!" I shout without looking at him, i heard the he's laughing.
"Im sorry, I think lets put kisses and Ferrero." He suggest with his own serious voice so i glanced at him.
"You'll gonna buy ferrero just to put it on frappe?!" I shout at him and he just stay serious while explaining his side. And i found him cute.
"Love, if you want them to come back in our cafeteria you must give the best of yours. Maybe you think that ferrero is too expensive, but price is useless if they return it enough." He explain and i get his point so i get five ferrero and kisses and put it on the cart. He hold my waist and he pull me to his chest and kiss me to my forehead.
We walked and buy the needed things for the cafeteria, after that we walked to the nearest restaurant, tokyo tokyo is the name of the restaurant. He order what i want.
I think about him and i can't believe that, this stranger will be my boyfriend, well I'm lucky if this ain't dream and if this is dream, I'm still lucky to have him in my dream, because he complete me in just imagination. I looked at him and he always smile but I know something is bothering him.
"Kazeha, I'll go to the restroom, i'll be back." I said and he just smile so I walked away.
Kazehaya Point of View.
I checked if she's already gone, I get my phone and contact alice to continue my plan, i know i will hurt lillian but this is the best way toknow.
"Oh? Kazehaya." Alice react, i sigh and explain to her the plan.
"I expect you saw lillian go out from tokyo restaurant." I said aznd she just laugh.
"Yes, so the plan is is ready?"
"Yes, so i need you now, you must be the one who will first arrive." I said and she agree, i end up the call and ate the tempura.
I'm sorry Lillian if I have to do this.
Later on alice arrive, she sitted at the chair of lillian. "Are you sure you'll gonna do this?" He asked out of nowhere.
"Yes, Why are you afraid?" I asked and she hugged herself.
"You're not sure if she will forgive you, if she don't..." She cut her sentence and pointing my left chest."Your heart will be broken." She said.
"After this, I'll explain to her." I said and look at the door.
"If you can't bring her back, it's not my fault anyway." She said.
When we saw Lillian walking at the door, we immediately act as a couple, we started to pretend sweet until the climax plan arrived, I kissed alice on her forehead and i know lillian is watching us.
"L-love," her voice growled as a sign that she is crying.
Im sorry.Im sorry.Im sorry.Im sorry.Im sorry.
I looked at her and i pretend that i'm shocked. "L-lillian?" I pretend to ask and she just run away while crying.
"You're in trouble dude." She said while laughing, and my brain is nowhere.
What i have done?
Lillian Point of view
I can't believe this, how he can just hurt someone easily? How and why me?! Why me kazeha why!!
I cried and cry to my room , I feel the same way as my parents leave me, the heartaches in my heart before that i don't want to feel anymore, is the heartaches i feel right now. It really hurts me, killing me and making me weak. I can't stay longer with this pain.
Someone willing to explain to me?
Please...
I need to know.
Kazehaya Kamito tachinaba why me?
Because of crying i found myself sleepy and I rather not to think.
Lillian Zen Yi just rest and tomorrow will be alright because you can smile even your mad. That's how the creation of girls made of.
As long as you're not enough even you own him, you will never win even you gave your all, even you bring it all or even deal with it, you will not be enough with your all. That's how love play,pretend,trick itself.
Love is not like what you got but love is about what you choose and it's not a feeling.
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