i'm always alone. why does everyone despise me? why do they do this to me?
what did i do?
did i make them angry? no... i didn't... i never did...
.... but why? why are they angry at me?
i wish i wasn't alone... i just wish...
there would be a friend that would hear out my voice...
that would protect me... that i could share my feelings with...
i really want one...
...a friend...
one is enough for me....
Really... just one... Can i...?
I wonder if there's anyone...
that would be my...
....Friend?
.....who would want
....A friend like me....
...I
...don't want
...to be alone
...anymore...
...someone!
...please... open my heart...!
...Please....
...Please... ..!
...Please...! ... anyone... ..?
ah... looks like no one... is going to fulfill my one simple wish...
no one...
why...
why really no one...?
...not even a single person?
...ah...
* * * *
A girl with black hair look outside the window, she was sitting at the corner of the classroom, all by herself. Watching outside, seeing the wind blows the trees, the kittens playing with each other.
there's an empty seat next to her, but no one was sitting there...
...everyday i wait...
...waiting...
...it really hurts...
"nee Eva-chan..." Two girl came to her table with a piece of empty A4 paper.
"yes...?" Eva said as she look at them. It was Wan and Iq.
Wan and Iq, they are nice... but they doesn't talk to me much... Ah, these two, such a close friend, always be together .. doing something together... I wish i can be like them...
...It would be nice, wasn't it?...
...to have such a friend...
"um, well, can you draw cute anime girls for us? if you are free..." Iq said as she ask shyly. she's cheerful but a bit shy, she don't usually hang around boys. she's a good person.
"okay. when do you want this?" Eva said as she smile a bit to them. That is her best on trying to smile since she rarely smile.
"if possible, as soon as you can?" Wan said as she smile back. Eva nodded. Wan is Iq best friend, though it just a year since they met, they are really close to each other.
"thanks a lot eva-chan." both of them smiled then leave happily.
...they left...
...it... hurts...
a lot...
* * * *
As you can see, Eva aren't very sociable, aren't very talkative... and that are just some of her daily routine at school. she draws for her classmate whenever they ask. and she also sometime...
"Heh. Hey you." A girl with a bossy personality approach Eva.
"Yes?" Without a reaction shown on her face, she look to that girl.
...the big bully...
...is here...
.....uh...
"Do all my homework. I want it tomorrow." the bossy girl said as she put her book on Eva's table.
"..." Eva just silence, she didn't say yes or no. but whatever happen, she have to do it, or that bossy girl won't leave her alone.
....nothing i can do...
...i hate.... ...being bullied...
Just.. ...like this...
"hey Alina." A boy with a quite cheerful personality approach the bossy girl.
"oh farid!" Alina smiled to him. "anyway, bye." Eva just sighed as the bossy girl left happily.
"oh hey cutie~ you look sad today!" farid then sit at the empty seat next to eva while eva just ignore him as she start to do the homework.
"oh! i know! you are sad... because... you wanna date me! right? ahah... you know, blah blah blah... blah blah blah... ahah..!"
...oh no...
not again...
...he's starting already...
...can't he just stop...
...so noisy...
"go away." eva said as she still on doing the homework. "you're annoying, perverted alien."
"aw sweet, aha i like that. then blah blah..." farid continued with his non-stop babbling.
...ugh...
...just stop talking already...
Eva sighed. well, that's how her days go on, with that perverted TO-MUCH-TALK alien, with the bossy girl and with the drawings request.
...that is my day... everyday... with no real friend to talk to... i'm... just alone...
i feels so lonely... was i destined to be alone?
...will one day...
this all change?
...i can only hope...
and wait...
...every day.