Today is the last day of school for this year, all of my classmates have gone home, except me, who was called by my class teacher. "ah... I'm sure, it was just like what i have been thinking.." I sighed and waited for the teacher in class.
Few minutes later my class teacher arrived. She take a chair and sit, facing me while holding my academic record book. As she view my end year result, she sighed and looked at me. "your end year exam result is as bad as your midyear exam result."
"I'm sure i've warned you earlier. If you get this kind of result, you'll have to move to other class." She look at the result again. "now, next year, you'll leave this class..." She sighed.
"okay.. and i know that..." I answered calmly, seemed as if i didn't even care about this at all.
"You know why this happened, rite? If only you would stu-" The teacher said with more sigh but was cutted by me.
"Ah, I know... I know that already." I smiled. "But since i don't particularly like this one certain subject, i think it's much better for me to leave." I smiled more. "Rite?"
"So, you purposely fail it?" The teacher seems unsatisfied.
"yeah, afterall i'm bad in this subject." I said, still smiling.
"you could've try to-"
"ok, now, stop. Let's cut all this whatsoever talking and just tell me which class i'm going to enter next year." I said fast, cutting her again.
"Fine. You're going to enter class 3K6." She said while i picked my bag and ready to leave. " and so, i've told all the teacher bout your behave-"
"yeah, yeah." I said as i leave the class room.
"Hey! I haven't finish talking yet...!" but i didn't hear her since i'm already far away from my classroom, and heading to the bus stop now.
..ah, maybe i can make a new start...?
...I won't bring shame to my friends... new friends, unlike when i'm in my old class.
...I'll try... I'll try...
...All those things...
...Ah. I always embarrass my friends...
...Always act stupidly...
...I... don't deserve... to be their friend...
...Who am i? ... To get such a nice friends like them...?
...Such a nice... kind friends...
...Teachers...
...I'm sure i must have been such a hassle to you...
...Didn't i?... Who would've wanted to teach a student...
...Like me? ...
...Even to my family...
...it must have hurt you a lot...
...To have a thorn in your flesh...
...I'm sorry... I'm sorry...
Maybe this can be a new start for me...
...Hopefully...
...I'll put on a mask... and start a new..
...No one cares, so what?
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