"You know... I am so afraid of losing you baby, I am afraid that I scare you and eventually you will leave me and most of all I am scared that you will hate me for who I am or hate me because you think that I am weird that I am just making up a story.
I just can't live knowing that you hate me for whatever reasons. I am so nervous, I know you won't believe me now, but I am falling in love with you the moment I set my eye on you...Baby do you know when I first saw you?"
"Hmm at the Café?" Eli replied me
Shaking my head "No baby, I feel you when I passing by your high school and it lead me to the school library. That's where I saw you for the first time you curled up in the secluded corner sleeping soundly" I smiled thinking of that magical day. I try to wakes you up but I don't want to scare you and lose you before I even know you."
"Huh? That day? That the only day I ever sleep in my school library. I… I feel you that day"
"What do you mean baby? "
"I felt your warmed aura, it engulf me like a protective shield because I feel so safe surrounded by your warmed aura. It lulled me to sleep deeper"
I can't stop myself grinning widely hearing Eli, he feel me he did felt my presence. I engulf him with tight hug and putting my head on his shoulder smelling his faint lavender scent that I always smell on him.
We been cuddling in the living room after we had our breakfast
"Since I found you, my love for you keeps going deeper and deeper, every second of my breath I think about you, I want to be always there for you, I don't want you to feel lonely, I want you to feel loved, I want to take care of you. I want to spend every moment of my life making new memory with you."
I loosen my hug and lean back looking at Eli as he been so quite. His soft gaze looking back at me and his eyes are tearing up and some of his tear falling down to his cheek
"I am forever yours baby" i said holding both of his cheek and wiping his tears using my thumb.
"Why are you crying baby?"
Eli placing both of his hand on top of my hand that still holding him
"Thank you for loving me like you do, for being there for me and for finding me. hmm if…If I am not your soulmate will you ever love me?"
"Baby everybody have their soulmate, except for human all others realm can feel their soulmate if they are at the same realm as them, but we always have the pull that give us the direction to our other half it's like an invisible string that connect us together. And much easier if both is not human as the pull would be much stronger. However finding your soulmate is really hard. You know why?"
"hmm.. No."
I chuckle seeing Eli shaking his head slowly a few time like he been thinking of something. He is so adorable I am so lucky
i found him.
"The deity that responsible of matching every being will find the most compatible soul to be matched. Our pairing is already predetermine in our fate. Saying so, a soulmate are only to be paired once in life time. It had to be you so if I don't find you then I will never have my soulmate"
Smiling I rub my nose to Eli nose "do you understand baby?"
Eli, just nodded his head and cuddle with me. "Thank you again Luc, for finding me. I don't know well about Love seeing my lack of interaction with others. I don't know if it's Love but last night when I know that we can't live together either in both world. I feel that my own world are crashing down, my heart is squishing hard that it hard for me to breathe knowing that I might lose you and I don't want to lose you. i just found you.."
"You won't lose me baby, I told you I will always be by your side" I can feel Eli nodding his head while circling my waist with both of his hand.
"Luc.."
"Yes baby"
"I like it when you call me baby" Eli hide his blushing face pressing his face to my chest, but I still can see the tip of his ear turning pinkish.
"And I like calling you baby too... I will have a lot of nickname for you along the way" I think Eli face a shade darker from blushing.
"Baby, remember I told you about magical and invisible dome surrounding your cottage. You said that you can't feel the different from inside and the other side?"
"Yeah, I never knew about it"
"Others human and even other being can't see through the dome, it means that the cottage is not visible to anyone except you and your late grandmother seeing that she lives here with you"
"ohh then that's why my other family never comes here, I heard that they never find this cottage. Even when they follow the exact address"
"And one more things baby, the atmosphere here is like in my realm but it infused with magic that allows you to live here. That's mean even if I change to my real form I can stay here with you" I can see Eli eyes brighten
"Really?"
"Yes baby, don't you say that you eighteen Birthday is tomorrow?"
"is today actually at twelve tonight" Eli smile is widened
"Then you can move here right? No need for you to stay with your family you already adult"
"Yes, but I still have two month to finish my school" Eli say
"I can stay with you here if you are okay with it and I also can send you to school and pick you up"
"I love to have you here with me Luc, living together here would be amazing. But driving me 2 hours… no its 4 hours driving a day. It's too much for you Luc; I don't want to burden you"
"Don't worry baby, you can sleep in the car when I drive you to school so you are not tired and don't you worry about me I am happy thinking that we can live together much earlier. Remember baby.. I am the king of Hell driving twenty four hours is so easy for me.
This human body will probably tire. But as I told you earlier you are the only human apart from your late Grandmother that can live inside this dome. So I need to take my real form and discharge this human body to be able to stay with you here"
"Is that's okay with you Luc? I don't want to inconvenience you"
"baby before I meet you I am ready to get rid of this body as I need to go back to hell, I born twenty eight years ago in this human body, my human mother send me to the orphanage and that's where my life started going back and forth form another orphanage to adopted family and when I turn eighteen, I just work here and there so I have food and shelter because I don't need cash so much. The day I found you I already let go of my apartment and all the things that accumulated during my stay here on earth and I buy the car and just driving everywhere because I feel that I need to find something before I go back. And I found you, my other half my love"
"hmm..Luc, what will happen if you stay here on earth with your real body?"
"It weakened me, but I can stay here for a few hours like max is 8 hours then I will feel my body become weak"
"Ohh…"
" and the good things is with my real body I can teleport anywhere I want, that's mean I can send you by car and teleport back here then by the time you finish your school I'll be back again. I'll just park the car at your school"
"Luc.. what if other student saw the real you? I mean you said that your real body is a bit different from human. Don't they feel its weird? I.. mean I mean is that... No. I don't think you are weird but other may think so..you know.."
"yeah I know what you are saying baby, don't you worry, I can be invisible to human eyes except for you and I also can change my appearance like what I look like now"
"OOoo okay"
"then I would like you to move in with me here Luc, I will tell my parent about moving out on Monday as is still a school holiday the whole week we can pick up my things at the house. What do you think Luc?"
"Thanks baby for accepting me, you makes me so happy and going to take your things at your parent house next week would be a perfect plan"