I sat down next to my Dad and put on my earphone. We were going to Grandma Shin's house near Middle Station. I hope when we go there, everything will stay smooth like Grandma already
As we entered the village I saw the old Japanese houses along the way. I never thought I would see them in real life. I was a lucky poor person.
When the Taxi we were riding turned left, we saw a black car not far away and then a man entered it. Somehow the man looks familiar but I'm not sure. I rolled my eyes, maybe I mistook the man, thinking it was him. I can't seem to move on. The black car came out of the Village and I followed it with my eyes before we stopped at the place where the man's car was parked a while ago.
I miss him, I thought as I think of the man I just met at the station a while ago. He really looks like a gentle and positive person. I am about to get married, yet I am already sinning against the man I will marry. Maybe Grandma Shin will let me marry an old man who is fat and greedy. I will run away by chance if that happens.
At Granda Shin's House
"WHAT!?" I can't believe what Grandma Shin said. He said my future husband visited her a while ago before we arrived.
"I'm sending him to visit you. I told you about him and then I also showed him your latest and old photo albums." Grandma Shin happily told us what happened when the man visited her.
"Grandma, why did you do that?" She let my future husband see my old photos. Oh! No. That means he also saw my picture when I was a baby without a diaper. That was so embarrassing...
"Mom, isn't it too early for our Y/N to get married?" Mom asked. My mother is right. It is too early for me to get married. I still have plans on my own.
"Yes, grandma, I still want to experience having two boyfriends before getting married" I will excuse myself but Grandma Shin does not seem interested in my explanation. When we went here to her house, my wedding immediately came out of her mouth. She did not forget our promise.
"Y/N is already an adult, she is 18 years old again. Here in Japan, people can get married whenever they want. I want to have grandchildren before I die. You know what Y/N, you are very lucky to get married to the man I decided for you. When he saw the photos of you, he told me earlier that you were really destined for him " what Grandma Shin said is so cheesy. Did she just promote my future husband so I will agree? It would be ok if it was him.
"Grandma Shin, tell me the name of my future husband?" I asked.
"It would be better for you to go to Busan and know him yourself. You will never get lost because when you get off at Busan Station someone is waiting to pick you up to take you to him" smiled Grandma Shin.
I am going to Busan Station. I'm nervous. Maybe I'm just not ready to face my future husband. I hope he can speak Filipino or English. I'm not good at speaking Japanese.
I am riding a special train where the seats are private and some doors serve as a barrier so that the inside of the train is not visible. I went straight to my assigned seats.
I sat down next to a Japanese woman. She was sitting beside my assigned seat number. I also arrived late at Dorasan Station to Busan Station. The woman next to me turned to me and I was surprised when I recognized her. I want to stand up, and run away on the Train. She was glaring at me while crying. Her make up was making her look like a monster. She was the woman who called the man Nii-chan.
"You!" I was surprised when she slapped me. Then she burst into tears. I was surprised at what she did. I suddenly want to slap her.
"Why did you slap me?! Did I do something wrong?" I asked, glaring at her too.
"This wouldn't have happened if you did not come here in the first place! Now I do not have any chance to prove myself to him" She's pertaining to the man. She wiped her tears and then looked at me badly.
"Listen, I have loved him ever since we were kids. If ever you hurt him, I will surely slap your face so hard and I will get him from you! I deserve him more than you" She stood up and ran out of the Train.
I was left speechless not because of what happened but because she said something I do not have any idea. Is she saying that her Nii-chan was interested in me?
I just felt that someone was beside me. I turned to look at him and I almost dropped my jaw when I recognized him. What is he doing here? He was staring at me and I couldn't take my eyes off him. It was as if he was luring me closer to him and I could do nothing.
"Y-you-" I didn't finish what I was about to say when he suddenly grabbed my nape and pulled me closer to him.
I was shocked when I felt his lips touch mine. Something made my skin's hair stand on end. I could not resist as he tried to move his lips. I followed his movements until I noticed something strange enter my mouth as I opened my lips. The scent of his breath and the soft feeling from his lips.
Why is he suddenly kissing me? I never thought that he is this wild.
I felt hot when the train entered inside the underground where the light from outside the window was gone. The inside of the train darkened. As a result, his movement became more aggressive. I just felt his hand moving around my body. From the arm, back, waist, and legs. He made me sweat as he squeezed my leg and pulled me closer to him. I found myself sitting on his leg as I faced him. I feel his manhood stood up and touched me. I feel that because he was trying to make me feel him.
Oh my! I am getting aroused...
After a moment of kissing, I never realized that he was already trying his way inside me until I felt the pain and pleasure between my legs. I never expected that I am going to have sex with someone I just met a while ago before my marriage,
"Move" he commanded. I could do nothing but to do and follow his order because even my body itself gives in the sensation I never felt before.
Why can't I refuse him?
I moved as he ordered while his hand was squeezing my chest and one of his hands was stripping me. His lips crawled over my ear and down to my neck until I could feel him covering my chest with his tongue and lips. My upper garment almost fell to the floor. I feel a strange sensation while moving on top of him and at least once I have not done this to the man I just met but him ... he made me obey him.
I put both my hands behind his neck and hugged him as I felt the strange thing coming. Extreme. I screamed and covered my mouth. I gasped as my strange feeling subsided.
Is that a Cum? Did we just cummed? We cummed while he was inside me. What if I get pregnant? Will my marriage be annulled?
Suddenly the surroundings lit up as the Train got out of the underground way. When I realized what happened I stood up and fixed myself. He looked at me and even he was shocked too. What did we do? I asked myself.
We had sex ...
Soon after, the train stopped and there was an announcement saying that we arrived at Busan Station.
"I am sorry. I am getting married" To my great embarrassment I suddenly left him and I did not wait for him to speak or let him explain. I was getting married and then I even sinned against my fiancé. Something happened to us and it was inside public transport, inside the train.
I burst into tears realizing that I like him and I was happy with what happened but I could not. I will get married. Even if I leave my fiancé, I am also not sure if the man I just met and had sex, feels the same way I did.
I do not want to gamble with uncertainty. I will only hurt myself.