I spent a few minutes inside Last Station. When I got out, a man immediately met me and asked my name. He is chubby and old. Is he the one that I will marry? I felt sad thinking that Grandma Shin decided to let an old and chubby man marry her beautiful granddaughter. Somehow, I felt betrayed.
He bows his head and guides me inside the black car. I decided to sit at the back because I am not comfortable sitting beside him. He rode me in a black car. She's probably the one that I will marry in the future.
I can not really accept this. Why him?! I asked myself, trying to find a reason why Grandma Shin chose him. Not to insult but he looks too much for me. Doesn't our age gap seem too much for each other? Maybe he is not a Pedophile. What will be my future from this man? Grandma said then that I will marry a handsome man but the man in front of me is not even half handsome. Why does he look like a Sumo wrestler?!
I cried. Why did my Grandma choose a Sumo Wrestler type of husband?
"Excuse me? A-ahmm... may I ask about your Occupation?" I tried to ask. I need to marry at least a man who has a stable job. I am already starting to accept my fate but I still want a man who can support me and our future children.
"Driver" Then it is already enough for me. As long as he does not smoke or drink alcohol every day.
My grandmother said that my fiancé came from a rich family, but why does his job is driving? Maybe his salary is too much. He looks rich in fat and not in money. Is Grandma Shin just fooling me so that I don't get hurt by the fact that I found out? But it hurts too much even if I tried to understand her and accept my reality.
Maybe this is really my destiny.
"Don't worry. I will be a good wife to you, just give me a beautiful and handsome daughter or son. Ok?" I really should have just run away with the man I just had sex with inside the train and forced my father to withdraw from the marriage including the house that he bought here in Japan.
I really wanted to cry right now.
"Mam? What are you talking about?" the Driver asked in surprise and even scratched his head. He slowed down a bit and started facing me with a confused reaction.
"I am talking about our future ... Wait, why are you calling me Mam? You should call me Wifey or Sweetheart, right? Because we are going to get married soon" Is he crazy or he still did not know that I will be his future wife?
"I am not the one who is going to marry you, mam. I already have a husband and child. I am here to send you to your future husband" he even showed me his family picture inside his wallet and they looked so lovely. When I heard him explain I felt fireworks starting to explode inside my chest. Is this what they called happiness? It means that everything I thought before was not true. I even insulted him in my mind. Oh no.
I am sorry...
"Oh my! Thank you!!" I really cried when I found out from him that he is not the one that I will marry in the future. If so then who will be?
The driver took me to a Beauty Salon. They fixed my dying hair and made me beautiful like a Goddess. Next, we went to buy clothes and shoes at a boutique and shoe store. I don't understand why I still need to do all this stuff when I just need to meet my fiance. He explained that my fiancé will think that I am beautiful. So, they are admitting that I'm ugly?
"I will leave you here mam," He said goodbye when we arrived at a beautiful house with a large garden. He left me in a very nice place alone.
Is this the house we will live in after the wedding? I thought after looking around the area.
"Excuse me? Are you Y/N?" Suddenly a man spoke behind me. I turned to the owner of the voice and I was shocked to meet the person who spoke to me.
It is him. What is he doing here? Memories from earlier suddenly flashback into my mind and I felt embarrassed to face him because he was acting like something so disgraceful did not happen. What a great pretender
"I still remember what happened," He whispered.
I felt all my blood rush to my head in extreme embarrassment. He did not need to say more.
He just smiled at my reaction. It was as if he already knew what was going to happen. Is it destined that we will always meet? Why are we meeting again? I am getting married and I do not want to be a sinner for my future husband. Meeting this man is already a sin.
"What are you doing here? You shouldn't be here" I don't know what to say. "I need to go. My fiance is waiting for me" I turned around and walked away but I was surprised when he stopped me.
He grabbed my hand and pulled me towards him. The two of us slightly collided with each other and our faces were very close. My whole system got confused and excited when he smiled at me. He was holding my waist carefully to support me and that action already has a big impact on my heart.
I'm afraid we'll repeat what happened earlier. My heart will explode with too much force as if at any time I will have a heart attack because of him. I have to stop him because something bad might happen and I will betray my future husband.
I am sorry but I cannot love you.
"I think I need to leave now. I have an appointment today, please let me go" I begged but instead of letting me go he just shook his head while still smiling and staring into my eyes. He even holds me tightly so I will never have a chance to run away.
What the hell is wrong with him?!
"Anata wa utsukushīdesu" (You are so Pretty) What is he saying? I do not understand
"Can you speak English? Because I don't understand Japanese." I started to lose my patience because of his action. I tried to forcefully remove myself from his embrace. I need to go or else I need to leave or else I can't stop myself from giving up.
"Watashi wa anata o tebanashimasen"(I won't let you go) He pulled me again and stopped me again.
"What?!" I confronted him.I am no longer happy with what he is doing. I'll be dead when Grandma Shin finds out that I am with the other man.
Forgive me, if only I have the freedom to choose I will definitely choose you and be with you. I am sorry.
I hope you are the person that I will marry. I hope we are destined. If only...
"I am your fiance"
I was stunned.
"What are you talking about ?!" I asked laughing. Now he started to claim that he is my Fiance.
"Somebody told me that I will marry this woman when she gets old" I was surprised when she spoke English and then she took a picture inside his pocket and showed me a photo of a baby without a blanket and I know who it is! It's me!
"So... Her name is?" I asked again. I have to make sure that the person he was talking about was me.
"Y/N! It's you!" he said happily.
I was so happy that he mentioned my name. I jumped up to him and kissed him on the lips without even thinking properly. I just felt very happy.
"You will be mad at me because I will make you tired for a week" I laughed threateningly at him seductively.
"Really? Then I will make you beg for me to stop" I was surprised by what he said. I was just joking.
"Let's continue what happened earlier after the wedding is over because I will make you more tired" I almost dropped my jaw at what I heard.
I was surprised by what he said but eventually, he kissed me too.
"May I ask, what's your name?" I asked him. He smiled sweetly and my heart almost melted at his smile.
"Kuroo"
"Kuroo..." I mentioned his name.
"My name is Kuroo Tetsurou and soon you will be my wife, Y/N" I don't know but I was shaking too much.
"Watashi wa, anata o aishiteimasu" (I love you) this is the only world I know in Japanese.
The End