1.) It was a good morning. I woke up, next to someone you love, is one of the best feelings in the world. Claudia goes inside Ash's room . We scattered. Claudia grins and winks. Making me and ash blush. "Jesus Christ Claudia…" he said. "I just wanna say… What are you doing…step-son." She then runs away. Oh my God. I did not think about it. "CLAUDIA!!!" shouted Ash as he starts to run towards Claudia. Claudia runs away laughing. Ash's body… Is he working out. Come to think of it. In the office. I was looking at Ash. He starts to resemble Richard on richard's younger years. Very handsome, he's even taller than him, a little more… daddy-er not dadbod daddy-er, like. DADDY.
2.) Back home. Everyone seems to be panicking. It was in Dieter's room. I quickly run inside. "He is stable…don't worry." said The Doctor. He checks at my nephew along with Siena. 'thank God, That was close…" said Ash as he holds Dieter's hand. Dieter squeezes his hand.Claudia goes near me. "Is it me, Or… Ash is starting to be… More of a father material. " she said as she bites her lower lip. "You know. No wonder, he has this… "Daddy-Daddy Charm. Both like, Daddy I've been a naughty girl. And I wish he's my dad." Said Claudia.
3.) Next morning, Ash was singing with Siena in the kitchen, in his tank top and pajamas, very cute to watch. Dmitri was laughing too. "Hey join us!" said Ash. I smiled and join them. 'Wow, Butr I was thinking, until when you will be playing as family… Just saying." Said Claudia. I stopped. "Claudia!' said Ash. "Ash, in the name of the law… She is still your stepmom, don't tell, you are fucking her and playing house, coz of your…Uhm…mommy issues?" asked Claudia. "Claudia, enough…" said Ash. "Ash. Just saying…Chill." She said. Ash and I looked at each other.
4.)Later, we go to the office. We never talked. It was true. He likes me because I kinda look like his mom. "Damn it! Ash! What's this?" asked Ulric. "Uncle… Let me explain…" said Ash. Ulric slams the table. "If your dad seen this, you are very much… Sasha, leave us alone for a while…" said Ulric. I go out.
5.) It looks intense. Then Ulric grabs Ash by the collar. "Have you heard… It seems Sir Ash… Just opened and account for some Dieter kid…" said by someone. I look back. I go inside. "Uncle, No. I have seen that… Sasha…" he said. "You what, on my nephew's name?" I asked. "Trustfund." said Ash. "50 million dollars is NOT a trust fund! What will…Sasha, why are you here?" asked Ulric. "I need to know. Ash, why are you not telling anything to me?" I asked. "Oh look, why aren't you happy, Gold Digger?" asked Ulric. It's true though. "Ash… I'm sorry. But. I am afraid that Your kindness…went TOO FAR. "Sasha, I can explain." Said Ash. "No, no…Not at all. Not at all. I'm… shocked…" I said as I go out.
6.) we never talked the whole day. I go to Dieter, he looks at me. He smiles, I rub his head. If I will not stay here and be with Ash, Dieter would die, dispite I love Ash. At the same time, why am being too proud… to be… Face it Sasha…You are still a gold digger of a different color. Despite… I love Ash.
7.) "Yeah… I can see in your face you internal monologue…" said Claudia. I go out and close the door. I just realized, why the fuck is Claudia here anyways? Despite being Ash's step-cousin, " That look, You are realize it don't you. You know why I am here…Step-cousin. Oh please. Sasha, I'm sorry. I'm not playing concubine, You know how much I like Ash since we are very young…I don't mind… 3-some with you two though, But. Look, Mama dear-dear… I'm marking my territory. Damn Ash, is even more daddy as fuck than before." said Claudia as she licks her lips as she comes to me and whispers, "I wonder what Ash saw on a Gold digger like you…Please. I'm better. You are just abusing his kindness, filthy money… taker…" Ash sees us. "Uhm… Is everything all right?" asked Ash. 'Oh, duh, everything is cuddly…owo…" said Claudia in a cheery girly manner as she whispers, "Stepson fucker…" and goes away.
8.) "Uhm… Sasha…I'm sorry, You deserve to know…I leave money for Trust fund on Dieter…" said Ash. "Ash… Dieter's not going to be well… It's too much." I said. Ash sighs. I hug him. "he was happy having a sort of dad like you though… Like few days ago…" I said. "But…How…how about you… Your life, your…" he said. "Ash. I do love you." I said as I kiss him.
9.) Later that night. I was in my room. I felt thirsty as I go out. Ash was crying. Ash was…crying? He looks at me. I look back. The doctors, was inside Dieter's room. That ringing feeling inside your ears. Siena was crying outside. Claudia was trying to calm Ash. I run toward's Dieter's room. I go inside it. "Time of death…."
12:51. A.M.
I cried, I cried while holding dieter's hand. It's cold, It's very cold. Ulric goes to me. "Sasha…let's go, the funeral homes is here. Ash and Siena hugs me tightly.
10.) In the Funeral Home. We prepared, I took Dieter's suit. Ash was still crying too much, like a kind person he was. For me, I,I gone numb. He hugs me as the three of us, watch Dieter's coffin being incinerated. 'I just remember…dieter was always cheerful but he always said, I rather spend my times with you guys…I don't understand what he said though.
I wish you are really my dad
I wish I will be with all with you for as long as I can
I wish I am cured so, I can work and help my aunt
I wish you and aunt will be happy….
He said All that…" said Ash.
I sink in Ash's back as tear can't stop flowing in my eyes. "Sasha…" said Ash as he moves me to his chest and kiss my head, hug me close as I break down and wail. "I was prepared for this! I know it will come soon! I know it will come, but it hurts! It fucking hurts…." I said.
11.)"Let it out…" said Ash. As I cry and Cry. The Ashes was given to me in a tiny Blue pot with a blue pendant. We went to the mansion. I place him near the fireplace.I was so emotional I started to Kiss Ash as we slowly go inside his room.
12..) But We stopped. 'Not like this…" He said. "Come close… I want you to hear my heartbeat…" he said. "But why…" I asked. "I want you to know, someone, still cares and still alive…" he said. I laugh a little. I hug him tightly. "Cry… Cry your heart out…" He said. As I kept crying as I close my eyes. Ash was humming a lullaby. As he caresses my hair. I fall asleep, sink in his chest.