1.) The Next Morning.
I woke up. Siena goes to me. "Don't cry mama Sasha…" said by her.
I open up my arms. She hugs me.
Ash; in his tank top and gray yoga pants, was staring at us from the door.
"Thanks…" I said to Siena.
"I know you are not fine…" said Ash.
I stand up, smile a little. "Maybe… Just one last thing though…" I said to Ash.
We went to the beach. Ash was in his summer attire, damn it! Pop up manly man chest in his tank top and shorts, his bulgy-wulggy decorating his shorts.
I smirk in my lewd thoughts.
Sienna was on her inner tube floatation device, as she goes to me. She just stares at me. "Fine…I'll smile, Dieter wants me to smile anyways" I said as I smile. Seina smiles back.
2.) Ulric sets up the grill. Claudia is not around though. Ash and Seina was playing.
Dieter,beloved nephew, Just like I promised. You will be part of the sea, so you can swim, again and again, further, and further and very, very far away as free as you want to move.
I hold Dieter's Urn
3.) He wanted to be spread his remains in the ocean on sunset. Well. I promised, I will enjoy that day. I remove my clothes and reveal my black bikini. Ash looks at me. He smiles and he removes his tank top. Siena runs to Ulric as she looks at Ulric grilling some burgers.
4.) I tried to be happy that time. Ash looks at me in the afternoon as we took nap. He holds my hand and kiss it. Hold it near his chest.
"Feel that…That's my heart…" said Ash. It throbs.
"I know, you are just…trying your best Sasha…It's okay…I'm here…" said Ash as he pulls me closer as I cry on his chest. Since my mother died. I have no other reason to be a gold digger, but Dieter has a sickly body, that's why I swallow my pride and do what the best I can do. I was lucky its Richard, whom made me into his sugar baby. But… It's still sucks… I feel alone, so alone… As I hug Ash; he kisses me on the head and tap my head as he says, "Cry, cry your heart out…"
5.) We took a nap." Ulric woke me up. He was carrying the Urn of Dieter.
"It's time…" He said. We stand up as I look at the peach pink sunset with splash of orange and bluish gray. I smile as I walk to the beach, I open his urn and let his ashes swim in the water. Wave after wave until nothing. This Urn no longer has ashes. Ash goes to me and hug me from the back. I hold his hands as we go home.
6.) I was there, in the pool, Looking at the silent ocean… I hope Dieter was swimming in the ocean, wherever he is. Ash was standing there.
"Want a hug?" he asked. I nodded. He comes closer as I cry my heart out. "Be sad, be sad for now…" said Ash as he kisses my head.
He releases me as he goes to the sunbed. "Join me…" he said as he lays down. I scotch closer to him and hug him tightly.
"Someday, somehow, you will recover… Just let your heart out, next to mines…" He said. I feel asleep. In my dreams, Dieter, Seinna Me and Ash was running in the shores like a perfect family,
7.) When we woke up, we travel back in the Mansion. I look at Dieter's room. I touch his things, The teddy bear I once bought few years back, his tiny clothes, the pictures. I miss him. But, now. What will my reason live? I smile softly. Maybe I'll have more reason to live someday…
8.) I sleep there.
The Next Morning. We went back to the office. People are, staring at me and Ash. Some is whispering. In the meeting. I made Ash some coffee as I watched the board meeting.
"Mr. Blue. Please understand… Please…stop this relationship between you and your Dad's sugarbaby…" said by the Bald one.
"What do you mean?" asked Ash.
They show pictures of me and Ash kissing.
"This is a Scandal." He said. Claudia and his Dad goes inside the board room with Ulric. He shows the marriage contract of me and Richard. "This document is not valid… He has a different signature here, compared to other signatures…" said Claudia's Dad; Markie. I look at it. It's not his usual signature, This one has a Richard Cursive, Not RichBlue cursive which he usually do.
9.) "Ladies, Gentleman, please… let's arrange this meeting later this afternoon.." said Ash.
They go out, living, Ulric, me Ash,Markie and Claudia alone.
"So… What now?" asked Claudia.
"I don't know…" I replied.
"I bet you are just, gold digging because of your nephew…" She said as she sits down the couch.
"I don't know…" I said.
"You know… Bad Publicity… Did he told you about… anything?" said Ulric.
I look back. "What do you mean?" I asked her. Then I realized. "Because I'm a sugar baby of his dad." I said.
"Good, you are aware." She said as she sips coffee. Markie looks at his phone. "Then I say, Maybe… you two need to… stop being…in love?" asked Markie.
"But, I love Sasha." Said Ash.
"Ash Stop, This is bound to happen sooner or later…" I said.
10.) "So… What now?" asked Claudia again.
"You know I love Ash." I said. "This is Bad Sasha, pretty bad." said Ulric as he shows some pictures from the news paper, it was yesterday photos. "What do you mean?" I asked.
"You two are just fuck buddies..." said Claudia as she shows some news in her phone.
Sugarbaby screwed Sugardaddy's son…
It was about Ash screwing his Dad's Sugarbaby. It says I screwed the father, now even the Son, on a fake marriage, showing how much of a Gold digger I am.
11.) "Uhm… What's this?" asked Ash as he goes inside.
"Negative publicity…I told you about this Ash" said Ulric. He takes out his phone and show it to him.
Ash looks away from me.
"The marriage was not even true…" replied Claudia
"I know Ash." I said. I go back to my table and take my things away.
I go down to the elevator and return to the mansion. Take my things as I pack it. Ash just looks at me in the hallway. He was saddened by it.
12.) I go out from my room with all my things. Ash hugs me. "Please don't go." I hug him back. "I'm sorry, I rather die than you going down with me." I said. I kiss him as I go away. Ulric was waiting for me in the car. I look back. Ash looks at me.
We just, stare at each other as far as we can as Claudia waves to me goodbye.
It was night time, in my old apartment. I go inside.
There is someone. I look at the shorelines. Someone is looking.
"Richard?" I said. I go outside, In a way, I. I miss Richard. No one was there.
Ulric looks at me. "What are you doing?" Asked Ulric.
"Nothing." I said as I go back upstairs.