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Chapter 15 - 15. Answers

He took a seat next to me. I turned my self to face him. Grabbing both my hands between his he brought them to his lips laying a kiss on top. It sent a shiver down my spine ending with a tightening between my thighs. I could tell he knew with the smirk that appeared on his face.

"I can smell you little wolf, and how sweet and inviting you are."

I can't get distracted again not this time.

"No. I need answers."

"Of course ask away."

"What did you mean by one of your names?"

"Well I have been around a long time I have had many names over the centuries. Reaper, Horseman, Avenging Angel, Samael, Angel of Mercy, Thanatos, Hel, Pale Rider, Anubis the list is endless. But I prefer Azrael my original name."

"Angel of Death!"

"Yes. dose that frightened you little wolf?"

"No."

"Now I thought you wanted the truth, I thought that would mean from you as well."

"How do you expect someone to act when you tell them you are an angel more then that the Angel of Death.

"I don't know I have never had to have this conversation with someone before."

"What's your wolf's name you mentioned how much bigger he was then mine.?"

"Anubis."

"Thee Anubis from Egyptian mythology."

"Yes."

I had a feeling after my conversations with Professor Zeil and Reign to who he might be. To actually hear him say it just added a million more questions. Was I really scared of him, I know I should be. When he first admitted his name it sent a chill of fear through me, but then quickly disappeared. I felt lonely for him again not knowing why? Then I wondered how much of a life could the Angel of Death have. Who am I to talk I just have Micah and Aurora. AURORA!

"What did you do to Aurora I haven't heard her sence the day in the woods, she's never been out on contact this long."

"We had a conversation that day in the woods she knows who I am. We decided this was a journey you needed to take on your own. She'll return when you're ready."

"You what? How can you have a conversation with her and I have no idea? What else are you? She submitted to you that day never have we bowed our head to anyone. We are the daughter of an alpha we never even had to bow to our own father. We simply did out of respect."

"Now that's the question you have wanted to ask. What else am I? Little wolf I'm the Alpha of Alphas the first Lycian. And Aurora didn't submit she only did so because I asked like you I had no power over her which is unheard of. Never has a werewolf or Lycian been able to resist my alphas call except you Little Wolf."

So Aurora already knew everything and she left me hanging. Alone to figure this out on my own haven't we been alone long enough. If he is what I think he is we may never have to be alone again. I still had questions I needed him to answer.

"The burning you feel it to don't you?"

"Yes."

"What dose it mean. I heard it was a sign you have found you mate, but why dose it feel like I'm dying when your near me? Why dose it stop when you touch me. Why did it go away when I tasted your blood?"

I felt panicked like I was going to lose it. My heart started racing, my eyes started to water. What was he doing to me. I needed to hold it together I wasn't done with my questions but he had pulled me on to his lap our hands hadn't broken contact. Until he cup my face to look at him.

"Because your mine little Wolf and I'm sorry it's so painful for you to be near me I think it has something to do with me and everything I am. The blood stop it from hurting right?

"Yes"

"More proof your fated to me."

"But why? Why me I'm no body just an orphan girl with no body nothing special I mean your basically a king and I'm the house maid that just made a mess on the floor."

"Far from it, I know your part angel there's so much more to you then you realize there's no one in the world like you or has there ever been except for me."

He released my face and moved his hand to my back. Slowly he started lifting my shirt and placed his hand on the skin of my lower back. Rubbing in small circles. The contract ran a wave hotness through me. His other hand held my chin in between his fingers keeping my eyes directed at his.

"You are mine!"

His gaze never faltered. Until he moved his lips to my ear and placed a light kiss before he continued.

"Mine to protect."

Turning to the other side I felt his tongue graze along my ear lobe.

"Mine to hold."

He then laid a supple kiss on my lips.

"Mine to kiss."

He proceeded the gesture twice more.

"Mine to protect."

"Mine to punish."

He said in a throaty whisper. I let out a ragged breath. Only to lose it completely with his final proclamation.

Moving his hand to the back of my neck, and pressed his forehead against mine looking seductively into my eyes. I could feel his warm breath against my lips as he breathed. All the light blue was gone and the crimson almost black. His hand slide down behind my jeans cupping my cheek then began the journey to my front. Continuing behind my jeans then my panty he moved down to the opening of my sex.

"Mine to Fuck."

He slid a finger against my clit and stared moving so slowly in small gradual circles. I press towards his hand inviting for more speed and pressure. He didn't comply. With a raised eye brow and a sheepish grin on his face her removed his hand. A whine escape my lips and he snickered. He stood and held the hand that was just in side me to his nose and inhaled, not bothering to hide it.

"You have the most pleasant nectar little wolf, my own personal brand of honey."

I know I was scarlett red he made no mention of it only continued to smile at me. Jerk not playing fair.

"I uh?.....Azrael has the pain gone away for you like it did for me I mean you didn't drink any of my blood?"

"No I still bare it, but I do so willingly. I haven't felt pain or anything for that matter in so long I don't want to lose it. All I have to do it touch you and it goes away and I plan to touching you in ways you never believed little wolf."

"If you are who you calm be then you have been alive sence the being of everything? Do you really believe in fate? Is our future really written in the stars?"

"I have been around a very long time. I have had millennia to witness true fated mates. There is no other bond like it in the world in any species as there is in an Lycian pair. But a fated angel pairing they write prophecies about Sol. I never pictured a mate for my self until 45 years ago when I first felt the scorching pain in my chest. I heard about the feeling never thought much of it till I was plagued with it my self. I never remember anyone every describing it as crippling, but there I was cursed to chase it and never finding the end."

"So you have been fallowing me for 45 years? When that pain started for me was the night I heard Aurora for the first time I was 16."

I couldn't help but picturing him alone for so long it made me sad for him. My heart hurt I just wanted to reach out and comfort him let him know I will never let him be alone again. Then a thought crosses my mind something's been eating at me I'm close to it, but just out of reach as the thought drafts away.

"You are what I have been running from?"

"Yes little wolf you've been running and I have been searching until now. I don't know how to explain to you what I felt that day I found you in the collage, when I touched your cheek for the first time, and the pain disappeared. I was in shock and disbelief that I finally found you. At first I didn't think you saw me, but after I touch you and took in your scent I knew you was pretending that you was frightened so I didn't push it. I decided then I would let you come to me."

"You disappeared so quickly that first meeting and left me to figure it out my self. You took my peace with you that night the silence that came with your touch the voices disappeared and Aurora was in her own heaven. The pain was gone I finally felt what peace and safety felt like. Then you left and took it all with you, and I was alone again. Missing something I didn't Even know was possible to have I cried that night."

"I apologize little wolf I thought you was scared of me I never would of left you if I had known. I will never leave you again you are mine."