Day 1

Oh, darling, my darling, my frail insignificant yet amazing sparkle of delight in my mundane and mediocre day. Oh how much I miss you. The coconut scent your hair whiffs off, your small chuckle whenever I say something remotely funny or how you admire me from afar and fear my every word, fearing they could be "I will leave you".

Oh, how do I dare speak of you my darling as I do? As I sit here on our sofa where we shared laughs, whiskey, and cigars as we philosophized over how life came to be?

I dream of feeling your soft warm hands drag themselves over my body as you pull me closer when I leave. I dream to watch the sunset set its glory releasing a dark orange tint in your eyes while the calming waves of your voice fill my ears with peace and love. Calming me down making me feel safe and relaxed. I have never felt as safe as I have when you laid my head on your chest and played with my curly black locks while smiling at my sleeping figure as we danced in eachothers heads as the saviors sent from the unknown entety named God. Oh, how I miss lighting your cigar with the flame of mine as the fog covered your face yet once it left the cheeky smile never left your plump lips.

-xoxo Y.L