Well as you know now I have gave my life to the man up stairs. Now things don't bother me as much as it would have long time ago. The day has come for my best friend to get married. But before I go there I'm going to tell you'll about the events that went down before she walk to say I do in front of her family.
Erica what's your plan for today ask Karen. Oh nothing just left church heading home. Oh ok well we need to meet up so you can get fitted for your tuxedo. OK I'll get my bruh to drop me off to you. OK Erica I'll be out there waiting on you to get here.
I walk to Karen car I get a phone call from lyrical aka Lil Fred. What's up little sis? Nothing chilling about to get fitted for my tuxedo. Oh for real we on our way so we can get fitted. OK well be here. Who is we Lil Fred responded. It's me an Karen we together. OK we on our way now okay we'll be here.
Me an Karen inside getting me sized up for my tuxedo, I get a hey lady from a friend of mines. So of course me being me in my smart mouth. Hey bitch I ment hey girl how are you? She was like hey I'm doing good just chilling and living it up. I was like cool that's nice to know. I went back to minding my business.
I get a call I'm outside sis from Lil Fred. We head outside to meet up with them to get them fitted for their tuxedo and dress. They getting fitted for their things for the wedding I step outside to answer a call I received. Hey bae how are you doing? I took the phone down in look to see who it was in it didn't have a name. I was like who is this and who are you? She answer your lover. Bol girl which one hell that could be anybody says Erica. Don't do me like that I was your lover. Bol girl stop your madness bye says Erica.
I go back in we finish up all the fittings. We apart separate ways to head to our houses. Soon as I got home I was relaxing in chilling, until I got a call from my bruh Lil Fred.
Man sis tell me why this hoe had some nigga in her face. Bruh who you talking about? Erica. Man that hoe I go with Jamie. I woke all the way up out my sleep for this tea. wtf happen bruh? What the nigga said to her? What did she do? Man this hoe ain't do nothing but smile in his face. Noooooooooo bruh you lying bruh. No sis I seen that shit with my own eyes. I listen to him cry the whole night and he cursed her ass out like a dog. I listen to him go off on her I'm dying laughing cause she a sneaky hoe. I'm laying there I get a call from bruh.
What's up bruh? What's going on?
I left her ass I'm at my grandma house now. Ooh okay bruh stay there till you calm down bruh. OK sis if it wasn't for you telling me to calm down then I would of hit that bitch said Lil Fred. I'm glad you didn't hit her says Erica. Bet sis I love you Lil sis keep your head up I'll always be here for you. In my head I'm saying that's a lie he telling but didn't say nothing.
What you doing sis? Nothing drawing as usual says Erica. So bruh you went back to her didn't you? Says Erica. Yeah sis my mama told me to go back to her. Lil Fred you weak as fuck nigga. Your mama tell you to kill yourself you going to do it? Asking you a question Lil Fred. Nawl man my mama got the upper hand over me, she said she going to take me off her living will if I leave her. She going to stop helping me an doing stuff for me. Mind you'll his mother is a molester, she had fucked her kids and had her kids fuck each other. I was like wtf fuck her bruh she messed your life up since you was a child. He was like I know sis I know. Sis I have to stop talking to you and block you. Ok fine don't never speak to me again after this blocked.
The day after all that went down I went in found out he was messing with little kids when he was younger. I was mad surprised but I know the two that told me about it wasn't lying. They raised him after they took him from his nasty ass mama. I never thought Lil Fred was like that until they told me. I get a phone call from my doctor saying I needed to come in. I go in to find out I had to go get a procedure done. I call up Karen in told her what was up. Karen take Lil Fred and Jamie out your wedding. Why should I? Erica, because he don't need to be in your wedding or round kids. Speak to me Erica what's going on? I said what I said so it's other me or them in your wedding. OK they out I would never choose them over you says Karen even doe I know it was a lie. So as the day's get closer we excited we ready to be in the wedding. So something in my spirit saying something not right.
I call Karen up. Hey Karen I have a question. Yeah what is it Erica. Is they still in the wedding? Yeah they are because I couldn't find nobody to replace them. Oh okay well guess what take my daughter out your wedding and take me out your wedding. That's how it's going to be? Hell yeah because you fuck with the enemy in I don't talk to people who fuck with the enemy. You going to stop being my best friend over this? I didn't say that I'm just not going to be in your wedding. I hung up the phone in never spoke to Karen after that argument. Her big day came in we saw her pictures an stuff from the wedding. My home girl big red was roasting them kids and the other stuff. I told big red to stop it, because that was not nice. I told big red look I thank God for him waking me up from being blind sided by people that wasn't real with me. Erica you know that was a sign from the Lord upstairs. Yeah I know big red. He stopped you from messing up somebody wedding. I know because I would of shot that bitch if I seen her big red. I'm glad you didn't go says big red. I sat in thought to myself, big red is right the Lord stop me from doing something stupid that could of cost me my freedom.
As the day ended I was thinking to myself was it worth it? How did I let the devil come in mess up my joy? In as I lay I was like wow everybody not your friends or your bruh or sis people play fake all year round. But how could I let this hinder me. I would never know but he really showed me who my real friends are in my ride through this storm that's coming.