Erica Erica Erica yelling big red. What the hell you want big red? Oh nothing just wanted to aggravate you that's all I'm bored. Bol take your bored as to sleep. Hell nawl Erica I came to aggravate you. I drove from my state to your state to aggravate you. Ughhhhhhhhhhhh big red take your ass to sleep I'm tired nigga. I roll over big red sitting right there Hi bol. Lol what do you want with me big red? Come with me to my appointment. Ok let me get right I'll go with you. Ok yelled big red.
Just to give you'll a clue on big red. I been knowing big red since I had my little girl. She used to be with my baby all the time until she moved away long time ago. She was my sissy that my daughter loved so dearly. We meet up again when she came back up to my home town. Just know big red ain't nobody to be fucked up with because she would shot, cut and fight your ass without no worries. She is an will always be my big red aka my sissy.
What's the plan for today? Because I know we going to more then just an appointment. Yeah we about to go riding round an have some fun to get you out the house. Yeah yeah said Erica. So what's the tea Erica? What you mean what's the tea sitting here looking confused. I seen your post on the blue app. Oooooh ok girl it wasn't nothing but a lot of fake shit that was around me. Big red pause with a look on her face I can tell she already know who an what it was about. Soooooo bitch you gone sit there in act like I don't know who you talking about. I started laughing as if that shit wasn't on my mind. Like how could you choose mother fuckers that you barely know over your so called best friend? It kept playing over in over in my mind how I got fake love around me. I told big red it's over with now I said what I had to say in left all they ass alone. Ok so another subject please with a little attitude. So big red was like ok girl we about to go to this appointment then hit up some stores and grab some food after we done. I shook my head yeah in a way I didn't really want to do nothing.
We pull up to this this spot where they don't speak no dam English. So big red order her food look let me get that curry goat, peas an rice and some plantains. What you want Erica I'm standing there looking like ummmmmm. Let me get the oxtails peas an rice and plantains too. We get our food to go back to my crib. But we made a quick stop for some gas at this station. Soon as we pull in I see the one who stab me in my back. Ooh what a day to run into her on especially the way I was feeling. Big red said aye Erica ain't that's that mother fucker that turn her back on you for people she barely knew. I sat there shaking my head in said out my mouth yeah that's her. So big red said you want to fight her or nawl you know I stay ready. I said nawl it ain't even worth it. I just turned my head like I'm good on everything I love. It took me some time to grow an not respond to ignorant or childish shit. But I ain't gone lie the devil was trying to get me.
Big red pumping the gas in looked in the car like girl you good. I nodded in said yeah but deep down I wanted her to hurt like I did. But I just let karma handle all of it because I knew something was going to happen real soon. I just don't know but I knew something was about to happen. But I looked at big red in said look you the only one I have in my corner that I can depend on and trust. Big red looked at me in said you been my sister for 10 years or better you not going no where an nobody going to take your place. I looked at big red like dam I love her with all my heart. You the real deal big red and I love you girl.
We pull up at the crib or whatever in I get a call from a block number. I answer it "hello" who is this? It's me sis. Who the fuck is me? I don't know no me. It's lyrical aka lil Fred the nerve of you calling my mother fucking phone. Listen I'm sorry I only did that because she don't want you around me because she think we fucking. Bol are you fucking kidding me so you stop talking to me because this bitch tells you to stop talking to me oh wowwwww. Man keep that shit moving you fake just like the rest of these mother fuckers you dealing with bye get off my fucking phone. Erica please just listen I'm sorry I don't want you to hate me. I looked at the phone like I could see him. Nigga bye get the fuck out of here. If you was a real man you'll know how to tell your bitch to stay in her place. You let this trailer trash fuck up a friendship of 13 years was about to be 14 years over assumption.
Bye man I can't fuck with you no more because the right amount of money or pussy you'll switch or fuck over a person. I'm good on being your friend just know it will never be the same. I hang up not even 20 minutes later. Hey Erica did he give you some money an jewelry? Yeah why is it any of your business. Because I told him to stop dealing with you and associating with you. Ok hoe that's find I don't lose no sleep. That's all you got to say bitch? Because I don't have shit to talk about to you or his fake ass. She hangs up so at this moment I'm ready to fight a bitch about my respect. It ain't over his ass it's the fact you keep trying me about a mother fucker I never fucked or sucked. I'm pissed big red come back to the back of the house in say do we need to pull up at that raggedy, shitty as toilet roach infested ass trailer. I looked at big red like let's ride bitch I'm ready to fight. But I nawl I'm good because I won't block my blessings because of ignorant mother fuckers. I continued my day with big red because I knew she wasn't going no where at least I thought.
When you think somebody down for you. You got to watch your back front an sides. Because people play the role all so well. I had to see who was real and wasn't in that day made me realize I had to be more careful.