Bol what you doing Jordan? Nothing chilling why what's up Erica? Ooh nothing just bored out of my mind Lol. What you doing later after you leave school Jordan? Nothing working and home so I can get ready for bed for school the next day. Oh okay that's what's up I can't complain make your your money. Yeah so what you doing after you leave here Ms Erica? Nothing but go home get something to eat and rest that's all. Oh okay that's what's up. We left TMI together. I happen to run into a old friend of mines I haven't seen in years her name is Jazz Hayden this girl here is wild. She wasn't no ordinary girl she was a street smart hustler and also book smart. She knew how to rob a person sitting right there in they face in don't leave nothing behind.
But some how we managed to become best friends but I was totally different from her. What's up boo! Nothing just chilling heading home in get some rest. Ooh okay so when can we spend time together? I don't know I be in school and I be tired afterwards. Do you still live over there by mama still? Yeah I do. Can I get your number and you get mines so we can link up together later, okay that's fine I don't mind.
I gave her my number in left. I got home took a nap in packed my bag for the weekend I was not ready for this devils pit. Then he pulls up to the house I told mama I don't want to go she said its court ordered. Tell me why you don't want to go I still ain't say nothing. He pull up we got in he said this weekend we going to cut grass rack and wash in study this weekend. Soon as we got there he made us wash his cars me Jr and lil Ronnie. He had the music blasting we couldn't hear him. He got mad came out the door and beat us. He stomped Jr on the ground cause he didn't hear him calling his name. I got pissed off I wanted to kill that bastard.
We went in the house cleaned up and took baths in sat at the table. Its was time for education time so that means hours sitting at the table tired. After four hours of studying he tested us on what we learned not knowing my brother Jr and lil Ronnie had learning problems. He tested my brother Jr first he got some wrong he slapped him in beat him. Then lil Ronnie was next he didn't get his abc's right he beat him until he fell a sleep. Of course I was the last one he questioned. I was scared that if I got it wrong I'll get beat or abused with a weight belt or hanger. I made sure I got it right so he wouldn't beat me. It got late like 2 or 3 in the morning we still up learning he said bed time until work in the morning.
We went in laid down I felt somebody touching me Erica Erica get up. I got up in I looked down in seen my brother eyes open in I told him to hush in lay down. I walked to the back. Where he said drop them clothes in get under the cover. I did what he said. I got up in took a bath and got ready to lay down. I see some eyeballs looking at me. I'm laying there thinking to myself why am I still alive. My brother Jr rolled over in hugged me in told me everything is going to get better keep your head up and keep us safe. I smiled in went to sleep. Next morning we all got up in went to cut grass. I had a slang blade my brother had racks in he just made sure we was doing our work.
The weekend was coming to a end we was heading home. He said I love you'll. We love you too but in my mind I really hate him. I wished he was dead but I didn't say it out loud. We made it home in I ran into my neighborhood friend of mines Andrew Jackson. I miss you so much. I really need to talk to you friend to friend. Okay talk Erica. Well he have done harm to me again and I don't want to go back out there no more. He held me in his arms its going to be okay just keep the faith somebody will see you through you troubles. Why wont you speak up Erica? I cant I love my mother in my life to much. But why keep letting him do this too you when is you gone wake up in tell somebody what's going on? Are you going to wait until you die? No okay then get some courage in stand up in let somebody know.
We played a little more until I got tired in went in the house in took a nap. Then I get a knock at the door Erica let me in. I let him in my room. He came in wrapped his arms around me its gone be okay. He starred in my eyes in kissed me wait what are you doing Andrew? I want you to be my first. I want you to be mines and I want to be your first.
In my mind I'm thinking you cant be my first it was taken from me but I didn't say it. He kissed me from top to bottom and crest my lips with his tongue he ate my sweet juices from my pussy he said mmmm Erica I moan Andrew I'm about to cum. He stopped in entered me he took his time slow stroking. He looked in my eyes in said I love you but then he came inside of me I jumped up what you did? He said my bad I'm sorry I got up in bath but never knew that day was gone change my life.
Time passes in my birthday was coming round again. We went back out to my father house again in was put into slave mode but didn't know I had a surprise in the oven. I got sick in he took me back to my mother. Three months has passed since me in Andrew messed around. I kept feeling sick. My mama was like you need to make an appointment with your doctor so I did. I went to school in got sick again so they called my mama to come get me at this time my birthday haven't came yet I'm 16.
My mama came in from work so we could head to my appointment from the school. Me and my mother get there we wait for in hour before I went to the back. The nurse came in an took my pressure and all was fine so the nurse ask me what's wrong with me. Well I been throwing up everything I eat. I thought it was a virus running it's course but then it never went away so I came in. Why you waited this long to come in Ms. Williams I don't know. Well go pee in a cup in let me do some testes for you. Okay so I skipped to the bathroom in filled it up. Left it in the window. Ms. Amy came into the room hey Ms Williams hey Ms Amy how are you great just feel a little sick. Well I got your results back in you are pregnant noooooooooooooo I can't be pregnant. Yes you are pregnant now I'm gone send you to tmh to see a doctor okay.
I'm laughing in smiling leaving the room my mama ask why are you smiling I'm pregnant. 😨😨😨😨 no you lying tell me you lying. Ms Amy came to the door in confirmed it my mama said ol hell no my clubbing days are over I'm a grandmother now. I need one more drink before I give it up ugh only you would get pregnant. So the next day I went to school I told them what happen.
I got home I went from smiling to sad because I don't know for sure who baby it could be. I drink some bleach and peroxide together trying to kill myself but that wasn't in gods plan. I went to school in got into a fight pregnant in all going Ham fuck that bitch fuck everybody. I didn't have to do nothing but stand there so I got into with one of my favorite people Mr. West. I said Ill kill myself. I got on a bridge in was going to jump until he grab me. What is you doing Erica? I want to die let me kill myself. Why you trying to kill your self Erica?
Because I don't know who's the daddy. Why you say that because because what? I can't say okay we going in to talk so he picked me up in took me in. Talk to me baby girl so I explained to him what my father did to me. He paused me wait right her I hear Mr.Nard yell my name come here baby girl come talk to me. I told him the same thing I told west so they both had me on heavy guard the whole day till the police came. I told them the whole story and they went in got the devil off the streets this time. My mother came up there while I was talking to the officer. She started crying because they was going to send me to the crazy house to get help. I sat in the hospital my family came up there they grab me in held me in told me to keep my head up we got you. My oldest brother didn't know nothing he broke down crying imma kill that nigga Mike it's not worth your freedom let them handle it. Erica I was supposed to protect you in I'm going to do it no Mike imma be okay imma get help so stop crying in finish school.
They left they transportated me to the nut house for three days. After I got out Mr. Nard and Mr. West didn't let me out they site period at school. When the day was over they was there until they lock my father away in jail. You know I thought the devil was gone for a while I was wrong but guess what God wasn't done yet.