So now that life officially sucks and I really want to die, I enter my house and locked the door behind me. I then undressed before climbing into the blood stained tub grabbing the knife as I did so. Sitting down in the tub I stare at the knife and its sharp blade debating where to cut myself this time.
When I finally had made up my mind I decide to just rub my balls with the side of the blade before resting the blade's edge under my balls at the point were they connect to my body and applying a slight amount of pleasure causing a small incision allowing blood to drip from it. This once more made me to start to go erect from the odd yet good sensation.
Then with a smile I began to run the blade lightly across the tip of my penis causing it to also bleed. I sigh before I started to run the blade ever so lightly across my chest and the side of my groin near my left thigh.
