I was ready to give up everything. I was tired.
I know it was too early to give up, considering my young age. Others would say that I am just a child being overly dramatic, but in all honesty, I was tired. The hardships are not judged according to our age, because even the youngest people already have painful experiences.
Especially with a shitty family and life.
People who have to be somebody they do not want to be, just so they could fit in with others. Just so society would not judge them. Be controlled by the words of other people, we are nothing more than puppets.
But sometimes others forget that, unlike puppets, we have a heart. We have feelings as well; we are not robots who others could control or hurt like it was nothing.