27 days passed since I told Greyson about wanting to get pregnant, but there is still no sign of pregnancy. I don't mind jumping into bed again with Grey until we get a baby.
My mother's words came to mind as I stard at my reflection 'why get pregnant now, you have a hole life a head of y'all' Which is true but I'm an impatient person and I really want to create a family and see a person that has mine and Greyson 's DNA.
It gets me hype.
"Hey, Estella any sign of pregnancy?". Grey asked while grabbing my hands and pulling me close.
I gave him a frown." No. This is so frustrating" I responded.
"Hey I want this too, I even think I want it more then you,But I also know it's takes time to get pregnant, for some people it's easier and for others it's hard. So please turn that frown upside down." His words always made me feel better, in respond all I did was kiss him all over his face.
"I love you" we said at the same time then said "jinx" also at the same time as we laughed it out.
I was trying to finish my homework, but Eric came by to discuss business with Grey, making too much noise, but any way...I'm studying to be a veterinary related with the agronomy animals, such as in cows, pigs, horses,etc.. It's my last year. Which I'm so happy but kinda stressed by it because I feel lots of pressure.
It was 11:48 pm and Grey and I were watching a movie. Like we do every Friday night. We were cuddling and I decided that the movie was getting a little boring so I just started to leave little kisses on Grey's neck. He then grabbed my face with his right hand and pulled my face towards his and started to kiss me turning into a make out, I took adventage of this situation and deepened it more.
When I notice what we were doing, it was too late to stop it considering I was half naked and I also didn't want it to stop. So the next morning, I see Greyson sleeping peacefully while he had his left arm wrapped around my hips.
Later that day Eric took my husband out for a little trip today...So I'm at home alone,with no one to hold...so I decided to watch some old school High School Musical... I was a Fat fan of HSM when I was 8.
I started cooking at 6 in the afternoon cause Greyson had texted me about half hour ago saying that he would be home by 7.
About 7:25 Greyson came home with Eric and we ate some tacos, I was going to make pizza, as I was watching Tv a comercial appeared made me change my mind.
As the time went by I grow more worried.
I'm currently at the doctors waiting to be called. I decided to get an appointment because of the whole pregnancy thing, it's actually harder then I thought it would be. Greyson thinks I'm at the mall with my friend. I just didn't want him to get worry about me, so i lied.
After being in that place for almost 2 hours I went home.The doctor told me somethings that could be making it harder for me to get pregnant. I just hope it's nothing too serious I thought to myself as doctor took a blood sample from me and told me to be back in two weeks.
When I was getting home I ran into Eric. "Hey,Where did you go?"He asked.
"oh..hey Eric.. I went to the mall"I replied.
"Nice,what did you get?"He curiously asked.
"Nothing, I was just looking at some baby stuff.."I nervously replied.
"So it's official?!" He asked really excited.
"No, well at least not yet..maybe soon" I said in a sad tone.
"Hey Estella don't loose hope,sooner or later it will happened.." He said in a warm tone.I simply smiled to him.
"Well I'm going back with Grey..talk to you later E... And thanks" I say backing away from my brother in law.
"No need to thank me.. plus we're family after all...Bye."He said and walked into his apartment and I went into mine.
When I walked inside I saw Greyson laying on the couch.. "babe I'm back" I said as he sat up on the couch.
"Hey... finally.."he replied and tapped on the couch the spot that was next to him, Indicating me to sit down next to him and I did.
Greyson then rubbed his neck,And I knew exactly why "you want a massage?" I asked him and he nod. He turned his body a little to his right and I got behind him and started to rub his neck. "yeah,thats the spot.."Greyson moaned. I decided to bite his neck softly and then continue to massage it. "What are you, a vampire?" He said to me.
And I giggled. "No, but I could be if you'd like me to" I said making Greyson laugh. His laugh was cut off by a yawn that came out through his beautiful lips. "Let's go to bed Grey. I'll continue to massage your neck there." Greyson nodded and decided to carry me braid style to our room.
Then Letting me down on the mattress and he quickly took off his shorts and T-shirt,laid on his side of the bed,On his stomach. So I could continue massaging his neck and back.
The days pass and I almost got caught by Grey, because I told him I was going to my best friend's house when really I was going to get to the results from the blood sample. He wanted to take me to Amy's himself because he was free until 2p.m. and wanted to spent some time with me. I had to improvise in the moment that Amy was going to come get me. I had secretly texted, she agree and told me she would be at m house in 15 minutes, So I got off the hook by telling Grey we had 15 minutes to make out, he obviously agreed. Related to the test results I went through that trouble for nothing cause it turns out, there was a mixed up. I don't usually get pissed so easily but this made me burst into flames, Amy had to calm me down. I had to redraw blood and a pee sample.
As the weeks went by, I kept researching about possible cases, I even went to a spa for a whole week to release my stress but nothing, I was also doubting what is it wasn't me but Greyson who needs to be checked.
One evening Greyson came running in the house with a white envelop, I immediately got nervous as I saw it had the hospital's stape on it, Greyson now knows that I went to the doctor and is probably
really mad. "Estella!!" Shit I thought to myself when I heard Greyson call me. " Babe I got this is the mail."He said and I swallowed hard.
"What...what is it?" I said nervously waiting for him to stop opening the envelop. Once he opened it He smiled real big. Which made me smiled even bigger cause I'm probably fine. I took the paper away from Greyson and started examining it. And notice that these aren't my results. But Greyson's.I was totally confused. "What ?... huh? Okay why do you have this?" I turned to him with a serious expression .
"You think I haven't notice that you're constantly on your phone searching for the results on how to get our family to be bigger? Your entire history on your phone for the pass 5 weeks have been 'Why can't I get pregnant?' 'How to get pregnant?' 'how long before the baby bump shows?' And other thing. So I know how much this means to you..and It also mean a lot to me. So I did some research myself and read that most of the time it's the men's fault..so I got my exams and turns out I'm capably of giving you a family.. it's just a matter of time." He replied. I didn't know how to react to this so I let some tears fall. And he wiped them off my cheeks with his left thump.
"You make me really happy." were the only words that came out.
He replied "I love you and I married you to make you happy for the rest of your life.."then he kissed me.
"Greyson,I'm confused when did you go for the exam thing?"I asked Greyson.
"Eric convinced me into going that day,He took me for a trip. Sorry I didn't tell you anything about it. I just didn't want you to get worried or anything." He told me while taking his shirt off and shorts.
"Babe it's fine. I'm glad you're fine and capable of making the family bigger." I told him while I applied some lotion onto my legs, while he entered the bathroom to take a shower. God I'm nervous. I'm scared of my exams coming with something horrible. Maybe my doctor is right and I have Ovulation problems like when eggs don't mature in the ovaries, But I did read there are solutions.
The weekend came fast and we got to Peter's House, my older brother, we sat downs had some snacks and talked all morning. My brother has a 4 year old son named Brad,who was recently with his uncle, Nate, he isn't his actual uncle, Brad has grown up with Nate and Peter. Brad's mother didn't leave her child behind, she's just a business person and has to do a lot of traveling. Peter told us that he got a new job because his last job started paying him less because of some weird problems, him and Nate met through his best friend who happens to be the mother of Brad. It was nearly 8 p.m. when we got home on Saturday from Peter's house. So I immediately started cooking,while Grey and Eric decided to set up the cameras for a live. I stayed near the living room entrence,while they decided to go through the pile of mail, Reacting to every kind of thing they pulled out of the boxes and envelopes, read mostly all the letters on camera, and put on some clothes the fan were so kind of sending them. What caught me off guard where the next words that came from Greyson's lips.
'Hey Eric and Greyson, I'm Sofia. I'm your number one fan. I've been there since the start. Just wanted to say that I'm so proud of how far you guys come so far and that don't let anything bring you down.Just know that I'll always be here for you two,NO MATTER WHAT. I love you guys so much.'
PS:Greyson congratulation on your married. Tell Estella that I'm happy that she married you because she really was the one for you. Plus I always Shipped you two, Ever since you uploaded a photo with her for your clothing line. So here I know that at some point you two would wanted to have a kid, I wanted to be the first to give you something for you to give for your future baby. Well Bye I love you guys.
"Well Sofia...I really don't know what to say" You can tell by the tone of his voice he was smiling. "Those were really kind words and you made me happy, and I can't wait to put these lovely and adorable shoes on the baby. I can't wait to show them to Ella, she'll literally die from the adorable size of these shoes."He said.
I took that as my cue and walk fully into the room "What is it that I'm gonna die for?" I said asking my way to the boys.
"This" He held up the shoes once I was infront of the camera.
"OH MY GOD! THEY ARE SO ADORABLE!" I yelled with excitement. "Who gave you these!?" I asked,now holding the baby shoes.
"One of our fan, Sofia" Said Eric answering question.
"Thank you sooo much Sofi. They are perfect. Thanks. For real. I got no words."I sat down and stared at the camera with a little sparkle in eyes while thanking Sofia for the gift.
Eric took the shoes away from my hands. " let me try them on" He said,while trying to put it on his big toe. I immediately right away took them from him.
"You're going to mess them up Eric." I said and slap him on the back of his neck.
"Ow,you bitch" He reply.
"Oh now you're getting it!" I said and started chasing Eric, He took off really quickly, I felt as Greyson took the camera off the tripod and followed us while laughing.
After 4 minutes of running I gave up and gave Grey a kiss and made my way to the kitchen to continue to cook,Grey and Eric kept going on with the live for a few more minutes.