Chapter 7 - Part 7

Part 7

Selena's POV 

I dragged Jace onto the bed causing him to gasp. His eyes widened in shock as I but my lip nervously.

I was a little confused so why he was shocked because I thought he watched porn so I mean this shouldn't be a surprise.

Fuck how did I allow him to watch pron? How the hell did he even watch it? You know what those are questions I feel as if I do not want to know the answer too.

In return, he pulled me closer towards himon causing me to let out a gasp.

I leaned in to kiss him and he immediately kissed back. His tongue tangling with mine, thrusting deeper and deeper. I groaned against his body and he gripped onto my hips pulling me closer.

Fuck that porn really changed him.

I pressed him against the bed and hovered over him. His hands slid to my neck as I sat on his torso before sliding above my breasts rubbing deeply causing me to moan.

I started to ride him above his trousers and he stopped to moan. I arched my back pressing myself deeper against him and I slid my hands up his shirt.  

I pulled his T-shirt off, his chest moving up and down due to his heartbeat racing. I bit my lip and I brushed my hands over his chest.

My lips started leaving trails of kissed against the chest but then I stopped, feeling my conscience make up all the reasons why this was a bad idea and I couldn't help but listen to it because it was right.

This was wrong.

Yeah I mean I could have sex with him since he looked like a sex god.

But I couldn't.

I ain't a slut maybe a bitch but not a slut.

And Jace was autistic, he's allowing his emotions take control over his thoughts and I just feel like I'm manipulating instead of actually helping him use his brain in a more logical sense in situations rather his heart. And right now his cock as well.

I got off of Jace causing him to tilt his head confusion as his mouth opened and I ran into my room trying to catch my breath.

Fuck I can't believe I was actually going to have sex with him.

I couldn't do that to him or Pattie who entrusted me to take care of her only son. I couldn't mess with his head and take advantage of him this easily. Like he should do his first time with someone he loves.

Which isn't me.

I hear footsteps behind me and I turm around to see Jace come into my room with a frown. I looked down not knowing what to say. He was as confused and troubled as I was.

"Wats wrong?" he asked in a sad tone stepping closer to me but I backed away causing him to tilt his head in confusion and he slapped his hands back to his sides.

I sighed turning away from him. "Nothing, I just can't have sex with you ok, and don't ask me why." I said with a frown trying to make him leave but he just nodded and hugged me catching me off guard.

"Sowwy," he said with tears in his eyes and I wrapped my arms around his neck needing to feel comfort without being aroused or something.

"Why," I asked confused before leaning my head back to notice his tears and I placed my hands on his cheek wiping them away.

"You didn't w-want to do it, and I f-forced you. Girl no want t-touch, then no t-touch" he asked releasing me from his grip as he realised he didn't ask to touch me now but I sighed hugging him back.

He remembers the conversation about not touching a girl without her permission.

I couldn't help but smile at the face that he listens to me and actually remembers what is say. It's rare with those that aren't autistic to do the same.

I suddenly yawned realising how tired I am and so does Jace as He dragged me to the bed and forced me to sleep.

Idiot. Wow, that's like the 100th time I've said that well he is but he is and a big one.

Once I laid properly in bed, Jace immediately wrapped his arms around my body and I was out cold.

The next morning

I woke up feeling my stomach rumble and I watch Jace already awake letting out a giggle as he hears my stomach too.

"C-can we g-get breakfast?" he asked putting his bottom lips out to pout and I let out a laugh knowing that he knew I was hungry.

I nodded. "Don't need to tell me twice" I said and we both race to the kitchen.

He quickly sat on the stool causing him to nearly fall off but he steadied himself using the counter whilst I made bacon and sausages. 

I watched as he grabbed the bread sticks from the table and started to act like they were drum sticks, banging them on the tbale.

Once I finished, he grabbed the fresh hot bacon and started eating it causing me to let out a gasp.

Shit didn't that burn his tongue? well he's stuffing it in his face, so I'm guessing not.

I shook my head at his superpower of eating hot food and start eating it my breakfast.

He watched me intensely as I ate and i raised my eyebrow in confusion but he let out a smile before kissing me on the cheek. I let out a laugh at his random actions but shake it off.

"C-can w-we go to the park?" he asked jumping up and down as soon as he finished his breakfast and I raised my eyebrow.

Oh, so that's why he was so hyper.

I thought he ate lots of cookies because he becomes a crazy person when he eats lots of cookies.

Don't ask.

Let's just say there was a time where Jace had found the cookie jar and thought 'you know what would be a good world record to set, the number of cookies that can be eaten by the human body' and well let's just say I doubt he was even close to the world record.

Like even halfway.

Actually, I don't even know if there is a world record for cookie eating.

But if there is, his stomach did not appreciate the attempt.

Because he ended up puking his guts out for a house straight the next morning.

I let out a sigh causing Jace to frown but then I nodded and Jace immediately jumped up causing me to jump up as well at his sudden excitement.

He grabbed his shoes and wore them in like a second.

Erm okay then, who's in the park though?

Like is he waiting to meet someone?

Is he waiting to be a friend? Like a guy friend or a girlfriend?

Girlfriend as in a friend who's a girl, he obviously doesn't have a girlfriend.

I hope at least.

I noticed his outfit though. "Erm aren't you gonna change?" I asked since he was in his PJs and so was I.

He shook his head.

Guess we're going in our PJs.

He dragged me out the door like an I'm a rag doll.

Damn, he needed to control his body strength. 

We both reached the park and there were full of dogs, which made me realise that this was a dog park.

So he got excited about this.

Oh, okay so no girlfriend or I mean guy friend or a friend...

I saw him go up to this dog and play around with him.

He looked so adorable.

Wait did I really just say that?

I went to the swing and sat on it for a couple of minutes before noticing an ice cream van.

I immediately ran towards it.

Well what can I say, I'm a sucker for ice cream. 

I got a chocolate one and started to eat it.  After I finished, I started looking for Jace but I couldn't see him.

Shit, this was the second time I've lost him.

Wow, I couldn't even look after a person.

And we're outside, so this is going to be a harder attempt at finding him.

I looked everywhere around the park but still no sign.

Then I went walking back to my house thinking he went home but on the way, I heard a laughter which sounded like Jace.

I ran to the noise and see Jace with a couple of people running around like a maniac.

That wasn't good.

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