I've been in two consecutive relationship when I was in college. But we didn't last for long. It's always a month or two for us to break up. I don't know what's wrong with me.
After my second break up. I stopped intertaining boys. I'm so full of it that I just want the last one for me. The one who will love me from all the flaws I have.
My mind was occupied with the thought of my past that I didn't realise I've been sleeping in his arms. It's so warm and comfortable, I could sleep in his arms forever.
I just woke up again when feel a something, this time it is on my forehead. I slowly open my eyes and see his beautiful eyes looking at me. I'm already lying on my bed with him sitting beside me.
I smile at him. I feel calm and safe with him. It's like nothing would go wrong when I'm with him.
"Sleep more Princess." His voice is like a lullaby for me. I look for his hand and he obliged my request. I don't want to feel alone. I don't know anyone in this place except him.
"Please don't leave me." that is my last word before I fall asleep again.
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I saw my self in our classroom for our first subject. But this time, no one can see me. They even walk towards me but they just passed through me. I'm like invisible. The class started and I saw myself listening to the discussion with Jennie beside my seat. And my eyes fly to the other corner of the room.
Then I saw him just like Prince Shone sitting. But he's not looking at the professor discussing infront but to myself whose very focused on our lesson. He's just staring at her. I saw the fragile Prince on him. His eyes looked so sad. I wonder what happened. And why is he looking at myself like that?
I tried to sit beside him. I want to know what happened to him. And why do I feel his saddness in his eyes? I was about to touch him when-
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I suddenly open my eyes and feel my tears. Why am I crying?
I get up but I saw him setting on a chair with his head lying on my bed. He's tired, I know that. Why do he have to be so perfect? He's a real Prince charming for me. He didn't leave me. How sweet of him.
He's still holding my hand. I want to feel him comfortable too. But how? I can't just carry him. I laugh at my own thoughts.
I giggle silently but then I regret it when he starts to move and look up on me. I feel suffocated with his stares.
"You can sleep on my bed." I told him but he didn't move a bit. He just smiled at me and kissed my hand. Why so gentleman? I know he won't do anything more than kissing my hands because he has his own dignity that no one could break. Yeah, he's still a prince.
Then if he won't get up then I will.
I sit on my bed and lift his head to rest it on my thighs. I slowly stroke his hair. I know he will be comfortable this way.
I remember my favorite song. I want him to sleep peacefully. I know he's been awake this whole night to guard me from anything.
Started to sing a a song for him.
I lie awake at night🎶
See things in black and white🎶
I've only got you inside my mind🎶
You know you have made me blind🎶
This maybe old song but is it one of my favourite song.
I lie awake and pray🎶
That you will look my way🎶
I have all this longing in my heart🎶
I knew it right from the start🎶
If this feelings of mine are true, then I'm willing to embrace it with open arms.
Oh my pretty pretty boy I love you🎶
Like I never ever loved no one before you🎶
Pretty pretty boy of mine🎶
Just tell me you love me too🎶
He's not just my Pretty boy but my pretty Prince.
I didn't even finished the song when I felt his heavy breathing. He's asleep now. I kissed his forehead for the last time before I sleep beside him.
"I wish you're my real Prince."
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I woke up with my body covered with a blanket. I'm still here in the dreamland. The sun's rays went to my room from the open window. It's morning already. Prince Shone is not here, he probably went home. He's been here since yesterday. I get up and change my clothes into a a the least comfy one I found in the closet. I don't want a fancy one. Just comfy one would do. It's a white dress that covered up to my ankle with flowery round collar.
I'm still here in this dreamland and until I'm still finding a way to go back to the realm. I have to find a way.
I was about to open the door when I heard a knock. I thought it's Prince Shone and open it immediately but it was a beautiful and elegant lady. The mother of this young lady I'm possessing.
I heard one of the maids here in palace that this Princess was not in good terms with her family. She is the heir of this kingdom but this infont of her was not her biological mother. But a step mother. Her mother passed away long time ago before her 7th birthday during the biggest war in the history.
After her mother's death. She distance herself to anyone and become rude to everyone except his father. Her only family. Her reason was still a mystery to me. That's all I know for now.
I thought she the most lucky girl I know. But you can't just say that especially when it comes to Royal family. They have the most complicated life.
"Princess Viona, how are you?" I'm surprised she ask something like that. Or it's just a act? That confirmed when I saw my father went to her side. I rolled my eyes when I saw her putting her hand on my father's.
"Better than before Queen and Father." I said Respectfully. If she can pretend infront of my father, I can do better. As long as I'm still inside in this body. I will protect this girl. She's been isolated for a long time.
"I can see you yourself back Princess." I smiled to my father sincerely before he hugged me.
I was an orphan in the realm. This is too much for me to experience having a loving father except for this bitch clinging on him. But I'll surely treasure him.
" Then that would be good, you can now focus on your dance practice for the upcoming celebration of the kingdom for its Victory.
My hands went cold. I forgot about that!
A torture for me since I don't have any talent in dancing!