Ryan admits that he is not the most ideal group mate to have. He is neither the most intelligent nor the most physically built person to carry the team. Although he admits he is quite fat(in his mom's words he's only chubby not fat) and unattractive in areas where people tend to judge others, he stands to his ground that he is not really the most useless person whenever there is a group activity.
His friends were quickly pulled over by the already full groups, so it's already impossible to join them. He is thin faced that he won't be insisting on something that others really don't want. No matter how ordinary he is in the eyes of this class his bone is also filled with pride. If they don't want him, then he also doesn't want them! Simple as that.
After some deliberate thinking, he deemed if he won't make it in a group he wants, it's also fine to find company with his fellow classmates in misery.
