Fighting against an inexperienced child is hard. For someone who used to engage in a life or death fighting, it is not the best thing to do. It makes them feel stifled and suffocated at times.
Though other veterans and masters might say otherwise. For Leila it is hard. Taking away someone's life is easier for her than making others learn in this way.
This is why she has always avoided sparring with her group mates. A reason why she had seeked for the group to make a trip to some wilderness other than the fact their skill sets required it. If she imparted them her ways, who knows if she might kill them in an accident. The lanky man from the last attack in school was the greatest example.
It made her remember the time when someone has attempted to kidnap the young Leila. If the police had not found her in time, she might have caused a massacre. She's bloodthirsty in nature in her first life, and that part of her is carried over in this life.
