The next few days passed by uneventfully for Namjoon. He was still working for Jin, as was Yoongi and Jimin, but Namjoon was still avoiding Jin in favor of his space to heal from what he said about him. Namjoon wasn't dressing up at all anymore. He wore his usual work clothes and never dressed up outside or inside work, much to Jin's disappointment. That's how Jin knew he fucked up really bad with Namjoon. He noticed all the little things such as Namjoon avoiding his office at all costs, the change back to his 'normal' self, Yoongi's and Jimin's glares and disgusted looks at him, Namjoon not looking at him when they were talking, and Namjoon bring distant and withdrawn from him.
"Hey Namjoon can you come into my office?" Jin asked.
Namjoon's face morphed info confusion and then fear which broke Jin's heart.
"Listen I just wanted to let you know again how sorry I am. I really didn't mean what I said I promise that. I know I shouldn't have said it and I would do anything to take it back." Jin sighed.
"I know. It's just... it really hurt me. I thought you were different from everyone else only to find out you think the same thing everyone, including your wife and my ex, think. I honestly don't understand why you apologized you said what you said. And if you didn't mean it you wouldn't have said it in the first place. That means that some part of you thinks that. There's no taking that back I'm just glad I found out what you thought before I trusted you any further. I've thrown away all my 'girly wanna be' clothes so you don't have to worry about that problem anymore." Namjoon spat.
"Oh and they said you were cold and heartless but I never thought you could be so cold and heartless. I thought you were different after I opened up to you. I was so wrong on so many levels. What they said about you is correct. You're a cold, heartless CEO who doesn't give a fuck about anything but himself and his image. I honestly just wish you would have told me straight up that I looked stupid and not after I trusted you. I hate you so much. You hear me Jin? I fucking hate you." Namjoon spat while storming out of his office.
"Namjoon what's wrong? Did he do something else? Say the word and I'll kick his ass." Yoongi said.
"No he just apologized. I didn't accept and told him I hated him and that what everyone says about him is true. He's a cold heartless CEO who doesn't give a fuck about anything but himself and his image." Namjoon sighed.
"Damn. I'm sorry Namjoon. Jimin will be here any minute he's in the bathroom right now."
"It's fine. Tell him I went home." Namjoon said and left.
"Where's Joonie?" Jimin asked.
"He went home. He was pretty upset." Yoongi said.
"Is it about Jin again?" Jimin asked.
"Yeah it didn't end well. Namjoon told him that he hated him and that he was nothing but what everyone says about him." Yoongi sighed.
"Wow. Come with me. Let's go see him." Jimin sighed.
"Ok."
Namjoon was driving and couldn't help but think about what Jin had said about him and his clothes and about how he had hooked up with his supposedly ex wife. It hurt beyond repair he trusted him to be accepting to who he really was but he should've known that he was just like the rest of the men he's met. Namjoon sighed and denied to call Hoseok.
"Hey Namjoon what's up?"
"Can you meet me somewhere we need to talk."
"Sure come by my apartment I'll ring you up."
"Ok I'm five minutes out." Namjoon said.
"Ok I'll ring you up when you arrive." Hoseok said.
Five minutes later, Namjoon pulled into the parking lot and walked up to Hoseok's aprartment where he was ringed in.
Namjoon knocked on the door only to be greeted by a hug from Hoseok.
"What's up Namjoon?" Hoseok asked.
"Well do you remember when I used to dress up and be myself in high school?" Namjoon asked.
"Yes I remember. Why?" Hoseok asked.
"Well I kind of did that again because of Jimin. My boss, Jin, even changed the dress code for me to dress up in whatever outfit I wanted. The problem is when he fucked his ex wife and told my two friends exactly what my ex thought of me as. I really thought he was different than everyone else. Why am I so bad at this? Why doesn't anyone ever like me for who I am? Why do I even believe in love?" Namjoon sobbed.
"Hey it's okay Joonie. Shh deep breaths that's it." Hoseok soothed.
"First off, any man would be insanely lucky to have you as a boyfriend. Hell even I would date you. You're adorable, sweet, hot as fuck, and your personality is so wonderful."
"You would date me?" Namjoon asked in sniffles.
"I know I probably shouldn't say this when you're this upset but I really like you. A lot. I want to date you so bad and show you what it's like to have someone who truly appreciates you for you. Will you let me?" Hoseok asked.
"Yes." Namjoon said.
"Really?" Hoseok asked.
"Yeah." Namjoon smiled.
"Ok how about I treat you to lunch. My treat."
"Ok." Namjoon giggled.
Little did they know, Jin was watching everything with his invisibility power.
"So tell me about this Jin fellow." Hoseok laughed.
"Well I don't know. I don't really like him now. He really got my hopes up that I could finally be accepted for who I am. I was so wrong on many levels. It was like he was fucking his wife as if to rub it in my face. It really hurt. I don't really like him anymore after that. He's a really mean boss. I would quit if I had another option with pay." Namjoon sighed.
"I'll look into some companies for you to join. We might be able to set up an interview for you. Just try not to let it get to you too much. Now Netflix and cuddles?" Hoseok asked.
"Definitely." Namjoon giggled when Hoseok pulled him onto his lap.
"Where the fuck is Namjoon?" Jimin screeched.
"I don't know. We have to find him." Yoongi said.