Kira POV
It's a been a week since the whole incident with my not really biological sister. No one dared to argue nor questioned me that night. I don't even know what they did with her body, it's not my problem, never was.
Well nothing interesting happened during the past few days. And by interesting.. I mean I haven't kill anyone.. Better yet.. No one tried to kill me.
I've been avoiding everyone since I came back to Standford. I haven't left my room at all... not even for food or blood. Rachel always brings it for me. She's literally the only person I've been talking to and the only person I haven't been ignoring so I guess I'm stuck with her until she starts annoying me to the point where I flip and break one of her limbs.
"You're gonna have to talk to him someday you know," she said walking over to me with my breakfast.. aka my first bloodbag for the day.
"Who?" I asked inserting a straw in my drink. She give me the 'you know exactly who I'm talking about look' and I roll my eyes focusing on my baby.
Well yeah I do know exactly who she's talking about. I haven't seen him since that night. I'm not sure if I even want to see him.
Like can you blame me tho? From what Rachel has been telling me, he's back to his usual behaviour. And by usual behaviour.. She means he's back to sleeping with every werewolf and vampire girl in this school.
Boys will always be boys.
"He's always asking about you."
"Um, am I suppose to care?"
With everything going on in my life right now. I certainly cannot deal with Christian and his annoyingly hot body. He already made it very clear, that he doesn't have feelings for me and tribrid me doen't have feelings for him either, so unless we have a crime to commit, I don't have a reason to deal with his crazy ass.
"He does care about you," she smiles laying down beside me.
"Yeah, like a sister," I mumbled under my breath. "You're dumber than I am if you believe that shit," she mutter under her breath.
She's right.
Or is she?
"Do you wanna talk about your sister now?" She ask giving me a little smile. Suddenly, the mood change.
"I know how it feels to__"
"I think it's time for you to go," I snap at her.
It's not really my intention to be a bitch to her but....
I really
Really
Really
Don't like talking about my feelings.
I slowly walk over to the trashcan, disposing my empty bloodbag. I knew she was going to say something like this, I saw her staring at me with sympathy once and I had to lock myself in the bathroom for a few hours so I wouldn't knock her tf out.
"Just know I'm here for you," she give me a faint smile and walk off closing the door behind her. Sure
That's what they always say
I sigh and walk over to my window seat, where I spend most of time, either writing or thinking. 'Just know I'm here for you'. Yeah I've heard that shit before and it's usually from the those that left me in deep shit
...
The headmaster did me a huge favor, assigning me this room. It's spacious and I have my own bathroom.. soo.. no reason to leave.. But I'm hungry.. ugh
Nowadays I'm hungry 25/8 and that shit is annoying.
Sometimes I just be staring at a leaf and my brain is like "Aw girl... Guess what we haven't thought about in 2 minutes?"
Then bam, all of a sudden my dumbass starts thinking about lettuce in a burger. The worst thing about is, I don't even have the appetite for anything like that, but everytime I think about normal food, I think about blood and everytime I think about blood... oop.
So now I have to distract myself from anything that reminds me of food.
Oh wait... I haven't wash my hair since I got here. You have no freaking idea how much i hate washing my hair.
Ugh, well since I have nothing better to do, I might as well torture myself washing my own goddamn hair.
My natural hair isn't even that bad, I have a 4a type hair which I'm very proud of. I'm just too lazy to dry that shit everytime it's wet, especially when it shrinks, that's the most annoying part even though I'm used to it.
I quickly turn off the shower and hop out grabbing the towel. I wrap my hair up with a big ass towel and proceed to dry my scalp... I hate this.
Already fucking fed up of this shit, I throw the towel in the basket and wrap myself up in another. Pfft, whatever the towel didn't dry, a blow dryer sure will.
I blow dry my hair for what felt like hours and was about to open the bathroom door when I catch a scent.
Now who the fuck is that?!?!
It's not Rachel, I know that for sure. I'm more than use to her scent already. Yet, this persons' scent is very familiar. I smell annoyance
"Finally!!!" Christian shouts hopping off the bed... myy bed!!!!
'How long has he been in here' I mentally ask myself.
The soap in the shower was too sweet for me to notice any other scent and I was too busy practicing my vocal skills to hear him when he came in.
"What tha hell are you doing in my room?????!!" I shout at him tightening my grip on my towel. "I'm checking up on you... Duhhhh," he reply rolling his eyes..
"Well I'm fine, you can go now," I said walking over to my closet. Instead of 'getting the hell out' like I desperately want him to, he didn't budge, his gorgeously beautiful grey eyes fix on body. Don't tell me his pervy ass is checking me out
"Isn't it illegal to stare at your 'little sister' like that?" I snap at him.
He doesn't reply right away and I was definitely expecting a snarky comment. Something seriously caught his attention.
I wonder if he can see through my towel...
"Your back" he said walking over to me. "What about my back?" I ask awkwardly trying to look behind me. Ugh, it would be nice if I can do 360° with my head but I can't... unfortunately.
"It's not healing," he says running his fingers over my back. I totally forgot about that. The night of the bloodmoon when he clawed the shit outta me, I didn't even realize that I had claw marks on my back. He touch a certain spot and I flinch. "Sorry" he whisper retrieving his hands.
"Why is it not healing?" I ask turning around to face him. That's when I realise how close we are.
Like wayy to close.
Like get tf out of my face Christian!!
"Um," he coughs backing away from me. Well this is awkward
"I should probably get dress," I say grabbing a suit, and head towards the bathroom.
It's kinda obvious that he's not planning on leaving anytime soon. I quickly lock the bathroom and change into my usual style of clothing.
You have absolutely no idea how much I love wearing the color black. I changed into a black rip jeans and a black jersey.
It's not like I'm planning to leave my room... or maybe.
"That was fast," he breathe out. His eyes glue to one of my books. Awww! He can actually read
"I'm a vampire dumbass."
It's kind of annoying, how one guy can look so hot and annoying at the same damn time.
"I didn't know people still read 'Twilight'?" He mutter.
He flip through the pages before he finally scoff and throw it on my other pillow. Disrespectful much
"Most of the things in their aren't even real," he adds lifting his body off my pillow. "Yeah well guess what.... Taylor Lautner is real, and that's pretty much all I care about in the book and the movie," I argue.
He rolls his eyes and turn to look at me. His eyes piercing through my soul... or body, yep definately my body.
"Ya know.." I said, "you never answered my question,". He took like two minutes to reply. "Oh about the healing thing," He coughs... duhhhh
I nodded and he began, "Yeah um. Most werewolves and vampires heal naturally and quickly but sometimes it's different depending on the circumstances, like the other night, you weren't just clawed, you were clawed by a wolf, on a bloodmoon."
Believe it or not, I still see his wolf form when I close my eyes.
"So why am I not healing already?" my skin too pweedy to have these big ass scars on my back.
"Because your mind is blocking it."
Oh
Well that's interesting. I always knew my mind was tough anyways, that thing blocks everything. I need a new mind, this one is too complex for just me to handle.
"Anyway.." he breathed out walking towards the door, "let's go!"
I was actually wondering, when he was gonna say that. That's the thing about him.. He's that mysterious badboy that everyone is so afraid of.. But if he's so bad.. Then why do I feel so comfortable around him?
"No."
"What did you just say?"
"I said... NOOOOPE!"
I feel like, I'm pissing him off right now.
I like it
Ney, I fucking love it.
"There's absolutely no way in hell I'm leaving this room! Especially with you" I shout walking over to my window seat.
Wrong! There's no way I'd leave this room with anybody that's not him.
"Besides..." I add staring into his eyes, "I don't trust your eyes, they always look like they wanna rape me."
I did not just say that. Fuck! I meant to think it, not say it.
He bust out a laugh... leaving me standing by my window all uncomfortable and shit. "Oh hunny!" He said in between his laughs, "you can't rape the willing".
*coughs*
"Ha! What makes you think I'd wanna sleep with you?"
"Chica, everybody wants to sleep with me," he smirks. He has a point
"Are you gonna come with me or not? Because I can easily share the human outside with someone else," he yarns. He knows damn well I would never turn down that offer.
"Fine!" I reply very quickly. "That's what I thought" he smirks. Muthafucker
It's my first time leaving my room in a long time.. I barely remember the halls.
This... this is the same hall I was killed in. I remember everything, the way he grips me against the wall and drops like a useless bloodbag. That's all I was to him, a human bloodbag.
Maybe if I wasn't hungry, things would've gone differently. Or maybe it wouldn't have.
Christian wasn't there, I didn't have anyone to look out for me.
I could easily blame him for everything. He was there when I was bleeding out but instead of assisting me, he attacked my attacker.
I can't help but think that I wouldn't have died if he paid attention to me.
What's done is done. There's no point in blaming anyone...
But... if I wanted to blame someone, I'd blame Christian.
"Are you okay?" Christian ask snapping me back to reality. Aw, look at him, he looks good when he acts like a nice guy.
"I'm fine."
I'm not fine.. I wanna kill somebody.
"Where are we going?" I ask. "Backyard."
He answers... woow
I hope he's not taking me to dig the hole I'll be buried in. Just kidding... maybe
...
"I'm here if you wanna talk about it, ya know," he says walking towards the back door. Here we go again
"Talk about what?"
You know what I realize?
I'm actually good at playing dumb.
Talk about what, huh?
My anger issues?
My greediness?
The fact that there's someone out there that is waiting for the perfect time to kill me?
Me, not wanting to be a witch because I hate my grandmother?
Me, getting irritated everytime I think about my fucked up life?
How I can never see my parents again because of what I am now?
I don't wanna talk... I'm fine
"Vanessa."
Vanessa, Vanessa, Vanessa, who's Va- oh, that Vanessa...
Well atleast he didn't say, 'your sister' because that would've just made things alot worse.
"Why is everybody so concern about me?!" I snap.
If I don't talk about it, then it means I don't wanna talk about it.
"You're bleeding" he said in a calm tone.
Not gonna lie... the first thing that came to mind was 'do I still have a menstrual cycle?'
Then I realize it was my hand because I was really about to panic. Like really panic and freak tf out.
I didn't even realize my hand was curled up in a fist.. and my claws are dugging through my hand middle. This isn't the first time it happened.
It actually happens everytime I try to conceal my anger.
"Calm" he said rubbing his thumb against my fist. I close my eyes and slowly take a deep breath in. Getting angry always increase my hunger, alot.
I nod to him signalling that I'm fine now so he can stop rubbing my fingers. He smile and open the door leading to the backyard. I have a feeling that whenever he acts nice, he's just trying to make me feel comfortable.
Which isn't so bad but I like the real him more, nice Christian is too suspicious.
Aiite, imma focus on the beautiful view out here.
I gotta admit... this place is beautiful. It looks like a great place for a garden, the ground is just grass and it looks like they actually trim it often. Man, I don't know if he really brought me out here to distract me from reality, but it is working. I'm totally caught up in the beauty of nature.
"Why am I here?"
Like I said, 'Nice Christian is too suspicious'... too suspicious
I guess I was too caught up with nature to the point that I barely realised we aren't alone. I was expecting it to be just us but there are six other people out here, with the exception of Alli, Lisa and Rachel.. The others i've never seen in my life. One is human. Ooo one is human
"About time!" One of the guys shouts. In a couple of seconds, he was less than a km away from me. Tf, he coming so close to me for? I don't even know this guy
"Thought you guys were dry humping or something," he winks.
I gotta admit, he's cute. He has brown eyes and his body.. wow. Don't get me wrong, he's not as hot as Christian but he sure asf is attractive.
Somethings about these vampire men are just irresistible, and it's not just the fact that they look alot younger than they really are. They're just... goddamn fucking irresistible
"Is there something you wanna say to me?" He smirks cocking his eyebrow.
Great. I bet he thinks i'm checking him out.. which I am.
"Yeah.. Move!"
Everyone else starts laughing.. Well except for Christian, his sense of humour is as complicated as everything about him. "Hmm you never told me she was fiesty," he whisper to Christian.
"I came here for blood, not a cocky vampire" I growl. That dude might be cute.. but he's way too cocky for my liking.
"Well actually. You're here to train," Christian says walking over to Alli and the others. "Train? Yo listen up white boy!! I didn't sign up for this!" I shout after him.
"Do you want him or not!?" He shout, not even looking back. I know he's talking about the human, he's so cruel. Ugh. This isn't fair.
I sighed and speed over to the girls. "So are we gonna start this or what?" I ask folding my arms.
"Well hello to u too Kira," Both Alli and Lisa said in unison. Ya'll already know I'm not friendly.
"Alrighty!" Christian said, a little bit too cheerful. "These are your trainers.." he adds pointing at the two males and three females. "And him.." he smirked pointing at a very, very tasty looking human being. "He's your lucky prize."
"If you survive in peace," the cocky guy chuckles.
"Why are you here?!" I ask already irritated by his existance. "Oh don't worry your pretty little head hunny, you'll find out soon enough," he smirks.
I glare at him and his cocky ass glares back. Our glare down goes on for a while until Christian clears his throat and the guy winks and walk away towards the bench.vI don't give a fuck if I look immature doing it, there's no way I'm going to lose in a glare down. Nuh-uh,
"Any news on the woman with the wolf tattoo?" I ask Lisa changing the subject... She's the smart one
"Yeah about that" Christian butt in. "There's something I forgot to mention". I raise an eyebrow turning my attention to him. He better not fuck with me
"Almost every mature werewolf... has a wolf tattoo," Rachel sighed.
Somebody kill me now
...
"Stare at me again and i'll pluck your eyeballs out!" I hiss at the cocky boy. Ion even know his name
"What can I say.. You're sexy" he smiles, genuinely. "Tell me something I don't know."
"The name's Jackson by the way."
At this point I'm convince that he and Christian are related. They're so damn alike.
"I don't care," I scoff and walk over to my first trainer.
There is this huge circle and only one girl is standing inside. From what I can tell, she's a vampire and by the look on her face, she's not a friendly one.
"This is Damie.. and don't let her silence fool you, she's a lot stronger than she looks," Christian said walking off to sit with the others. I bet she is
"Yeah you should know!" Jackson shouts. "you're the one who slept with her!". Ofcourse he did
I watch as he rolls his eyes and walks overbto him. I was expecting him to punch Jackson or something but he just sat beside him completely ignoring his comment, ugh. The girl blush for a while before turning her attention back to me. She sure has a very punchable face
"Okay so the aim is to defend yourself," she starts. Bissh talking like I can't already do that
"Aiite ladies!! Let the games begin" Jackson screams. Ugh does he ever shut--
Bam she goes punching me in my gut.
"That's unfair, I wasn't ready," I mutter holding my gut. "Rule number one.. Always pay attention to__"
Before she could finish, I punch her back exactly where she punched me. "Rule number always pay attention to your opponent," I smirk.
Payback's a bitch
With my skills and reflexes, I keep hitting her, not giving her a chance to recover and defend herself.
"Damn! I can see why you like her" I hear Jackson whispers to a certain guy from afar. That alone is enough to distract me. Distract me enough for her to kick me in my damn face.
No not the face
Fuck! That hurts
"Is that the best you've got?" She smirks watching me spit the blood out.
At that moment the two other males and one of the females who were sitting with Christian join her out of nowhere. One male is a werewolf same as the female. Well the other male and Damie.. eh. Swimming in the same boat. "Four against one.. I'm impress," I smile wiping the blood of my cheek.
Time to kick ass
"Remember.. let your body do the thinking". Christians' words ringing in my ears. I can feel his eyes on me... And believe me when I say 'that does the trick'.
"Hit me," I growl holding my fists.
"What the hell is she doing?" I heard Rachel shout. I didn't hear him reply... but I can feel his smirk.
The werewolf girl attacks me, clawing me in the face.. what the fuck is it with you people and my face? When I said 'hit me' I didn't meant my face.
That's it. Fun time's over... Time to let the beast out to play.
One of them try to kick me from behind, that's when the adrenaline kicks in. I dodge the werewolf and break his leg. Before he could fall, I quickly devour into his neck and claw it off in a matter of seconds. Blood all over my hands.
"Who's next?" I growl.
One down... three to go.
Damie comes at me.. fully heal and ready for revenge. I try to dodge as much punches and kicks possible. Until the vampire guy attack me, choking me with his big ass arm from behind. Both girls starts punching and kicking me.
"Hey!" Christian shouts getting the guys' attention. That was all I needed.
I bite the guy arm really really hard with my fangs and tackle him to the ground. I grab his arm and pull it directly behind him, breaking it in the process. The shewolf comes at me, but before she could hit me, I attack her first snapping her neck. Yeah, I'm smart enough to know that's not gonna kill her. That's why my petty ass, goes back and slice her neck with my claws. Not gonna lie, em' claws are very very useful in times like these.
I turn my attention back to the vampire dude, who as expected, heals really fast. "Is that the best you've got?" He hiss. Boy stfu
He attack me.. and I let him. I don't know why.. but pain is like adrenaline to me. Weird? I know
When I finally had enough, I dodged the third punch and end up ripping out his heart. "Is that the best you've got?" I smirk dropping his heart.
My angry ass turn my attention to Damie. Her eyes fill with fear and I think I know why. I'd fear me too bitch
But I don't care. Their death can easily be blamed on Christian, he is the one that brought them into this.
I tackle her to ground and starts clawing her. Her blood spilling all over me. I still don't care... I want her dead.
"That's enough Kira!" Alli shouted. "The aim was to train... not kill"
Stop?
I don't want to.
And I sure as hell not going to.
She can't tell me what to do. It's enough when I think it's enough.
"She's dead Kira!" Jackson exclaims pulling me off Damies' badly torn dead body. "Don't fucking touch me!" I scream pushing him off me.
I'm so fucking hungry
I have so much angry build up in me. I speed over to where the human is. I need blood. Before I could grab him, Jackson appeared in front of me. "Get the fuck out of my way Jackson, or I'll kill you too,"
"If I were you..." Lisa mumbles, "I'd listen to her"
But he's not moving.. stubborn much
Okay then... I warned him. I snap his neck and grab the human by his neck. "He'll live," I growl at them before turning by attention to this amazing specimen.
I punch my fangs into his neck. I'm pretty sure they compelled him to stay quiet and not move a muscle. Because that's exactly what he's doing. I drain him of every single ounce of blood in his body. Everybody looking at me with disappointment as well as other emotions I couldn't care less about.
Except for Christian. He's not judging me or anything.. but there's something else hidden beneath those grey eyes.
I drop the guys' lifeless body on the ground and growled looking at Lisa, "I'm still hungry." Someone please stop me before I do something I might regret later.
"Don't even think about it," Alli said to me stepping infront of Lisa.
"Kira this is not you," Rachel breathe out stepping closer to me. Sure it's not.
My hands, claws and most part of my body is cover in blood, lots of blood. I push her out of my way and is about to attack Lisa when... "Kira stop!" He shouts, his voice raspier and more serious than ever.
Isn't it ironic that no matter how hard I try, I cannot calm myself down... but he can? I hate that.
I hate that I listen to him.
"C-christian I_" I stutter turning around to him. "I know" he whisper hugging me. His strong arms wraps around my lower back, this is as close as it gets to hugging a brother.
"I have a problem" I whisper. "I know, Love" he breathe out rubbing my back. "You're safe now". I believe him
"You're safe with me," he whisper.
And for the first time in my life...
I feel safe in someone's arm...
Not just anyone arms.. Christians'