Luna's POV :
Somehow I expected Soo-Ha's reaction but it was too harsh to bear. However, I have completely transformed myself into a frozen princess, but still, Soo-Ha has been always close to my heart.. She was the only one who was dearest to me in my family. She was my younger to me by 2 years, so I was always drawn towards her as watching her reminded me constantly of Jung Woo, my little brother whom I left alone in my last life....
I loved him so much... but I couldn't even see him for the last time in my final moments...
The unbearable pain and guilt of leaving him behind last time slowly amplified my love unconditionally for Soo-Ha when I found her...
"Soo-Ha, I know you disgust my family, but please don't hate me! I have always loved you truly as my little sister even though we were separated--"
"Where was your sisterhood when I was thrown out of the house along with my mom? Where was your all over pouring love when my dad begged before your egocentric dad but still he didn't help his own brother!!.. My dad had to commit suicide as a bankrupt company owner! Your ruthless father forced him to die!.. And you are the daughter of that barbarous person! You- You all are fucking murderers! You all killed my dad! You all are responsible for everything!" Soo-Ha was yelling with teary eyes.
My heart was stabbed with unbearable pain. "Soo-Ha, I was only 9 years that time... Even though I begged before my mom dad to let you stay there... I only had one person dear to me and that was you... I tried everything to keep you by my side but they didn't listen to me. I cried, I begged on my knees before my dad but he didn't change his decision... I had to let you go helplessly..
After growing up I tried to search for you everywhere but you disappeared in thin air.... Today miraculously I found you again! I couldn't control my emotions and came here putting my self-respect, ego- everything aside.. I am strong enough now to take you home! Come with me! We will live together like our old happy days! We will read bedtime stories for each other, we will eat together...stay together.." My eyes were all watery while I was explaining her everything.
"Home? Huh! That place is fucking hell for me! I will never step inside the mansion of that malevolent person! Do you even know how my life has been miserable all these years? We even had to live on the streets for several months! My mom had to work too hard for providing me food! Still we didn't even get to eat anything for several days! She fell ill from overworking too much! I couldn't even pay money for her hospital charges... I had to see her dying before my own eyes! Do you imagine how horrific it has been for me to suddenly lose everything at once only due to your brutal father's egocentric decision? He only cared for his reputation and threw out both of us to helplessly die outside! But- But he was wrong! I didn't die! I am still living to watch that brutal person die before my eyes! I won't forgive anyone! I just- I just pray that you all die a miserable death! You all deserve to die! I won't have mercy on you too.. My mom in her last moments asked me never to forgive anyone from Kim Mansion! I will just wait for the day...you all will deserve a harsh death! I will pray that Kim Merchandise should go bankrupt! I will finally get inner peace that day!" Soo-Ha was cursing me mercilessly with violent gaze.
What could have been more pitiful than hearing the person you have always loved- praying for your harsh death!
I smiled painfully a bit. "Are you better now after expressing your rage? Did it calm your heart?"
She glared at me. "Don't act unnecessarily kind to me! You have been always on magazines and newspapers! You have been a powerful heiress now! Why the fuck you are behaving all sweet with me? Do you think I will fall into your trap of kindness? Do you take me as a fool?"
"No Soo-Ha! I have never acted with you in my whole life! You have been the only one in my family whom I have showed my true-self... You... remind me of someone who was the most important and adorable person of my life! But I had to left him behind....
After you came to my life, the void of loosing someone so close to you filled up a bit... I will be always thankful for that Soo-Ha!" I answered in a sad voice.
She conveyed a disgusting expression through her eyes.. "You...people...don't deserve love Luna! I will always regret those days I loved you as my dearest elder sister! You...don't deserve those kindness!" She was swearing at me consistently.
I couldn't state anything except looking at her with my mournful eyes.
"Ahhh today's my first day at job and thanks to you I am late on my first day!" She looked very agitated.
"Woah Soo-Ha! You grabbed a job? I am so proud of you!" I was really happy for her.
She looked at me with an annoyed expression, "yes I don't have a princess lifestyle like you! I don't have servants roaming around me! I don't have much money or fame though I deserved to have all that!
But still I always had to work too hard for providing food for myself! Unlike some people born with silver spoon!" She spoke abruptly while looking at her wristwatch.
"No Soo-Ha, I didn't mean to hurt you--"
"Nevermind! I should get going now or I will miss my train! And if you don't want to be cursed again pretend like a stranger whenever you see me! I don't have slightest intention to keep any relation with you! So please don't meddle with my life anymore! I hope I won't have to see you again in my next life!" Soo-Ha walked away hastily after expressing her anger. I stood there silently while watching her walking far away..
She accused me of something which I never did to her... I never wanted my uncle to commit suicide or I never wanted her to leave Kim Mansion.
I hate to call myself a victim but yes, I was a victim of our separation.. Even after finding her again, it seems there have been an inevitable distance between us now. But still.... I can't hate her...
"I don't want to be born again Soo-Ha! I don't want to live a cursed lonely life again! It would have been better if I was never born again as Luna... I wish, if I could live my life happily last time as Ha-Eun!" I murmured while watching her disappearing slowly from my sight with teary eyes....
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