Xu Feiqun supported the unstable Li worriedly. He was sleeping very peacefully when he was suddenly woken up by a call. He was even more shocked that the call was made by his drunk friend.
Li was always rational and calm. He wouldn't get drunk casually as he always stayed away from them. He didn't know what his friend had encountered to get him out of his character.
Xu Feiqun was very worried when he knew that his little boss had gone home after all he was acting very weird in the morning and to top it all his little boss had to face the witch in the afternoon.
He knew that the Han family didn't have a peaceful atmosphere but he still didn't expect Li to return drunk.
"Little boss, this is so unlike you."
"Did something happen at home?" Xu Feiqun asked worriedly trying to get something out of Li. He wouldn't dare to ask if his little boss was sober but he was very courageous when Li was drunk.
Li had a cold expressionless face. Feiqun felt as if the expression from the study god was pasted on Li's Face.
Li still looked normal and sober, one wouldn't be able to figure out that he was drunk even if he was staggering a little until he opened his mouth.
"Nothing happened and I didn't want to drink either" Li had messy hair and the end of his eyes were a little smudged making him look a little tired but he still looked very handsome.
"But Azraelle forced me"
Xu Feiqun was confused listening to the weird name and wondered who it was, so courageous that the person even dared to force his little boss to drink.
"Litlle boss, who is Azraelle" Li couldn't hold back and asked curiously. He had heard that name come out of Li mouth for the first time.
Li pushed away Xu Feiqun and looked at him incredulously as if his underling was as a strange creature that hadn't seen the world.
"You don't know who she is?"
Xu Feiqun scratched his head under Li strange gaze. How was he supposed to know who she was?
"She is the goddess of life, death and rebirth" Li finally explained with a serious look
Xu Feiqun Looked at his little boss dumbfounded. Did his little boss finally went crazy!?
"Brother Li?" Xu Feiqun called out hesitantly
Li didn't reply to him, his gaze was stuck to a person who was staring at them from an unknown time.
Qi Cheng wanted to go to the toilet at the end of the corner, he thought that he would report about the broken faucet in the morning but he didn't expect that he would bump into Li and feiqun and still listen to the nonsense uttered by Li.
"Ah, I hope you can keep this a secret. We won't disturb you any further" Xu Feiqun also saw Qi Cheng leaning against the door.
Feiqun hurriedly pulled Li hoping that the study god would remain loyal to his seatmate. He knew that his little boss was most afraid of little trouble after all it was against the rule to return late and even more drunk. He wanted to solve it as quickly as possible.
He didn't know what was Li going through so he tried his best not to trouble Li in other matters. He was very thoughtful but Li refused to move.
"Brother Li, what are you doing? Let's go back" Xu Feiqun tried to pull Li and made a bitter face
"I want to talk to him" Li stubbornly remained in his place "You, go back"
Qi Cheng remained silent staring back at Li without any change in expression. Xu Feiqun resignedly sighed and went back knowing that he couldn't persuade Li.
Li staggered forward and fell. He was fortunately supported by Qi Cheng in time when Li thought that he was going to kiss his long time friend, the cold floor.
"Why are you so drunk?" Qi Cheng looked into Li with deep and black eyes.
"I'm not drunk" Li replied, his voice without any ups and downs which a normal drunk person should have "I just don't have the right mind at this moment"
Qi Cheng helplessly looked at Li and his eyes wandered around the handsome face with some expectation "Why don't you want to live anymore?"
He directly asked the question that had been on his mind since morning. He was going to have insomnia if he couldn't get the answer.
Qi Cheng didn't suspect anything when he saw that Li didn't die according to the original trajectory, he thought that Li would if he hadn't reached there in time. He didn't know Li in his previous life so it didn't bother him when he heard the news that his schoolmate died from suicide. But now in this life, he couldn't remain indifferent about it.
Li looked at his expectant expression and thought that it wouldn't matter even if he told the truth. He didn't care and he wanted to tell someone about it. His heart was heavy and burdened
"I am exhausted" Li leaned against his body hoping to warm his cold heart "Why do I have to live again? I was already dead."
Li could still remember how the warmth left his body little by little. He couldn't feel the pain from his tattered body as he laid down numb. "Can't I die peacefully?"
Li turned around and hugged the warm body close to him.
Qi Cheng stared at Li shocked. Cold sweats broke out and he hugged back Li tightly as his body shivered. He would have never thought about it if Li hadn't told him that. He could never imagine how much pain Li had to bear.
"What about your family and friends? They love you very much" Qi Cheng could see that the people around Li loved him very much, even Feiqun who looked very stupid and naive cherished his relationship with Li.
"I know but I also know that I am very selfish."
Qi Cheng took in a shaky breath and made a decision "I am also like you, this is my second life."
"I was abruptly pulled back to the time when you saved my little brother, you were already dead in my previous life" Qi Cheng continued nervously, he could feel the warm breath on his neck
"I was sent back from the very same day when you died, Maybe I was sent to stop you from dying"
Qi Cheng could feel Li smile against his skin. He knew it was stupid but he wanted Li to know that he was there for him.