1yr 7months
The alpha,
I'd come to terms with this.
I had to, right? After all, I had taken over this body and remembered; I had been trapped in another world; it is clear that I too am not fully human.
Humans didn't have the ability to command with a voice, humans did not beat things that were non-human and they did not have strength like mines.
Still, I rather stay in my own little world. I wanted to not believe that creatures besides humans did exist, but I remembered from the glimpses, worst things was out there than this wolf in front of me.
Things that if they found their way to our world we would barely, just barely, survive. How did I know that?
It was just a feeling, and well since I basically lived off my feelings, I agreed with that feeling.
He was like my wolf except he had a human half, and he was an alpha as compared to my pet red-furred wolf who was just simply that, a huge wolf.
I thought of my husband who kept popping in my head recently; shirtless, sweaty, wearing a tight bright coloured shirt and his suit... Sleeping ah so many images in my mind, I felt as if I would drown with need for him but then I got mad.
I still haven't gotten laid.
In fact, from the fragmented memories, I remember each time my sister got laid she could not move after for most of the day and even then she hobbled.
He was a monster, but it was him always coaxing her and she usually fought until she gave in.
Yet all this time there was nothing, I thought was he secretly seeing someone, giving way all my stuff to some end uh **tch! wah! I'm so mad! wah! I want to cry! wah! I want to throw things!
I'm suffering here!
He had so many females over the years, that I was mad as f*CK and he could still have another. I sighed, I'd solve my needy situation sometime when it gets out of hand.
After all it; takes two to tango and look even now a handsome male was in front of me even though he was not really human, 'if I got laid by him would this man mistakenly maul me?'
"No, I wouldn't I -"
Shit, that would be tragic as f*ck me trying to get some relief only to be mauled.
'Wait... Would I erm end up becoming his mate or something?'
"No, I'd have to sink my fangs into you as I pump you full-"
I felt horrified at the image that rose in my head ah... Yeh, I change my mind I'd continue using that vibrating toy I have.
(oh my I almost died here, smh, she said it out loud and he answered. I wonder how his face looked, bahahaha!!! probably like face paralysis, hahaha)
Sipping my favourite coffee with three shots of espresso in a large mug with almond milk vanilla syrup and caramel, it was hard getting what the f*ck I wanted here, but the wolf did a good job he deserved to be patted. Yeh, I patted him and flashed him a sweet f*cking smile because now he was my hero.
He had a stiff look on his face and I thought he was a bit dissatisfied or something, so sat next to him, rubbing against a bit.
(sigh Satrya that poor wolf)
The carrot cake was next, but first I needed to use the bathroom, I remember where it was, well o think I did, meh, nevermind!
I will locate it somehow, so standing I muttered some bulls**t explanation and headed in what I thought was the directions of the toilet hoping I was right.
Honestly, my sense of direction was subpar already, but upon locating it I thought:
'yeh, I was decent enough to find the place.'
The place was nice, all sweeping glass and metallic black trims; the tables were wood. I did not want to think of the poor tree they had to cut down for mines, washing my hands loving the beautiful pink and polished thick glass, the automatic tap and the drier.
I felt kinda pampered for someone who didn't bother with that unnecessary sh**, since I can do it myself and well my skin again is flawless.
Looking in the mirror I gazed into it, my face was kind of oval almost sharp cheekbones, shaved sides that were a bright pink at the ends, my lips and shirt were to, my eyes wide, yet slated--if you place a cat and me beside each other our eye shape would be almost exactly alike. My nose just there, as usual, I wore no jewellery, saw no need to anyway, the jeans I wore was high-waisted and baggy, straight-legged ending just above my ankles showing off my strawberry printed socks, with sneakers in wonderful neon pink.
perfect, I know right, haha, no need to compliment me, I know I look good...crazy..but good.
Turning away, I breathed out. If I was a weak woman, I'd have crumbled at the looks I received from these women. Truly what I wore felt comfortable, would look passable normally because I had the shape that went with anything.
tiny waist, medium-sized breasts, and flared hips straight toned legs for miles..see, perfect.
However… I didn't meet the standards for this place but it is for coffee and cake damn it! Why would I need to wear an evening dress, pair of heels, makeup and jewellery worth an arm, leg, and a shoulder?
just for cake and coffee..eh..erm..ok..ok..the ah..coffee and cake cost a few hundred but meh.
No need to dress up and look...I was allowed entry nonetheless!
Around me women wore dresses that probably cost as much as the food I consumed a month, with my bottomless pit for a stomach my food bill normally is usually around a billion, I'm not even exaggerating. If I didn't hunt, I'd be poor or receive spousal support.
Right, so back to my inward comments of these women; their jewellery that was quarter as much as my home or more, and their makeup well ... all I can say was they all were flawless.
While me; I stuck out like a sore thumb asking for coffee and cake instead of the meal that was probably fifteen or twenty thousand a plate gods; I wanna be a chef too.. I'll be super rich in five months woot.
Ah, my mood was good, superb, fantastic!
F*c*! that coffee was strong, maybe two shots would have been better, ah! This is what you get for premium sh*t. I stopped, my head cocking on a side watching the woman, she was all sleek female, her dress really low to the front forming a deep V almost to her navel ah... Was this a party place or something no need to slut-shame here, but ah, this dress just for a meal had to reveal so much, I bet her partner and all the thirty males got a pleasant eyeful.
If I was a dude, I'd have no desire for the food but for seeing those twin peaks that were teasing me.
All in all, she had nice curves, I suppose, but something of hers was clinging to something of mines.
This won't do. He was mine and my favourite right now for bringing me such lovely coffee.
She needed to move her ass; I stared a moment, nothing happened, then I stared some more this time about twenty seconds longer still... Nothing happened. OK, this really will damn well not do! I lifted a hand then I snatched her from the back of her throat and tossed her aside.
"Garbage, should stay on the floor to be cleaned later," it made no sense, but it was all I could think of right now.
The woman in question when I spared her a glance before taking my place, I noted that she was snarling at me, her eyes flashing blue. I smiled then thought to myself; so she was a wolf to how sweet.
I wanted to laugh this b*ch thought cause I was human I'll back down well sh*t I just don't have to hold back, and I had coffee. My excitement bar was maximum, haha haha.
(And here comes the woman who got somewhat high from coffee *facepalm*)
I was f*cking invisible, oh yeh. She moved fast but not fast enough, her hand shot out. I snatched it, dragging her to me and punched her so hard she coughed, blood falling at my feet.
"You look good bowing before me, now I think-"
I knew danger. My wolf tries to attack me every day and well I toss his ass, I'm always close to being kidnapped, or assaulted. It's like I had a target on me that said "oi target lock fireeeee!!!"
So when I bent backwards lifting my leg up to back kick the c*nt, who dared try to hit me from behind then followed it up by doing a handstand snatch him up with my legs after and then flipping him over to slam him into the ground.
I thank myself with both hands clasped together and bowed to my other self in my mind, that I started using logs as strength training.
When he slammed into the ground and I lashed out with my hand at the next until I was almost overwhelmed by six people, laughing, I made quick work of them. Then I stood, blood staining my shirt.
My emotions grew dark, really really dark I liked this fucking shirt! my stalker had bought this! It was soft and smelled good, making me feel all happy-go-lucky whenever I wore it.
"You will get me a shirt with this scent, this material and fucking Colour or I with a snap you in two like a fu*king twig. And the next time I catch you sidling up to my property, I will make you eat your arms and legs!"
I turned to the stunned waitress and pointed at her continuing; on one side even though I was pissed, I felt like maybe I should chill a bit but just looking at her I just could not for the life of me be calm.
"If you dare to graze him again or sniff him, I will f*c*ing slit your throat and dance in your blood!" I took my seat and continued,
"Bring me my f*c*ing cake!" I snapped.
I acted like nothing happened after I felt better. What woman wouldn't?
I had cake in front of me; I thought then if I was an emoji ill have those hearts in my eyes with pure blissful love, an adoration to the morsel in front of me.
So anyway, I ate my cake and watched the silent male. He watched me with a hot look on his face, the coffee, and the cake. Oh my the cake, ah I was losing it.
"You said that out loud!" he said. I shrugged, stuffing my face and licking my lips. My back was burning. Ah and was staring, I turned my gaze on a side and saw the female still on her knees and I cocked my head on a side.
"Did I say that erm thing while kneeling out loud?"
"You did,"
He replied with a blank face; I facepalmed myself and turned to the female,
"Get up and go away, look for my shirt,"
She did scurrying away; it was a pathetic sight, unlike how she was in the beginning, how sad; I shook my head placing her in the back of my mind not really forgetting her because you know the shirt, then I shot the alpha a question.
"what was she, a wolf?"
"An alpha" I laughed.
Jesus, they were like damn magnets to me, didn't he say alpha females were rare? What the f*ck...