August 11 1:10am
hello. I'm so depressed. Okay, I was strong all afternoon and I didn't call Chris even though I cried all morning. But of course he didn't call me either.
Okay obviously he totally hates me. But I saw him at Tim Horton's and I kinda ignored him. I felt bad when I got home so I called him. He knows I still like him, well of course, why wouldn't I? But I just felt totally stupid talking to him. He said he's not into the long term stuff, but I know for a fact he went longer with his ex-girlfriend than he ever did with me.
He must hate me and he's too nice of a guy to tell me.
I love him so much it's so hard knowing that he'll never feel the same way again about me.
Fuck it.