May 3/94
I finally talked to Jason today. It had been four days since we spoke last. He kept asking me when we were going to break up. Hello, what the fuck?
He's like, "we're never gonna see each other anymore." He said he's busy for a month.
Fuck you, buddy.
Then he goes, "I give you permission to fool around with anyone for a month." So I said okay! He's like "so we're just going to be seeing each other for a month okay?"
I go, "sure, sounds great!" But in my head I'm thinking about what an asshole he is, right?
Then I had to go, so he says "have fun with some guys tomorrow and I'll call you if I'm not too busy, okay?"
I'm like, "alright sounds good, Bye!" And I hung up. Like why the fuck kind of slut does he think I am.
I seriously think he was joking but still, if I went and fooled around with Brad, I would not feel bad at all at this point.
I know we're going to break-up. Maybe not for a few weeks but by the way it seems now, it's gonna be a mutual kinda thing.
Later.
Love,
Me