March 13/94
hello! I'm in love! Hahahahahah. What the fuck, right?
On Friday we all went to the Riverside arena and then to Jolene's boyfriend's house. It came out that Jason likes me, so I was kinda with him. We just kissed a little but he knew not to ask me out this soon.
That was Friday and Saturday we did the exact same thing. Last night though everyone went to Chad's sister's party. At first, it was kinda boring cause Jason wasn't really talking to me but then I just went up and hugged him. Then we were inseparable the whole night. Maybe he's just shy.
The only thing I'm afraid of is that it might turn into a Sean relationship. Sean is this ass I dated in grade 10 and we kinda just made out all the time and had no communication. We only dated for a couple weeks til he broke it off with me. I think he didn't like the fact that I chewed out this grade nine girl for flirting with him. Whatever. He tried to get me back on our Cedar Point trip but I told him no fucking way.
But Jason isn't that shy I guess. Well, he was drinking last night so, you know. But he is so awesome! I'm in infatuation. Yes. Just lusting over him. Love is for pussies!
Until Later!
Hello again! Yes, it's still Sunday, but it's night time now. Jason called me and we talked for two hours! Holy Shit eh?! This is good, this is really good! We have different interests in music, well actually I like all the stuff he listens to but I have a wide variety of music I like. Shit, I even listen to Mozart now and then.
But I guess he really likes me a lot and is afraid to ask me out cause he thinks I will say no. Yeah Right! I would fuckin jump him as soon as he asked me! God, a year since I've had a boyfriend! And I actually want to go out with a guy! I can't believe it. This is so awesome, Jason is so awesome.
Until Later for real.