March 7/94
Fuck me, I'm so horny man!
I went to Jolene's boyfriend's hockey game and Jason was there. So was my new best friend Chad. He's awesome, we have so much in common. He knows I just want to fool around with Jason and not go out with him. He wants me to bring a girl to his party for him. Who eh? I don't know, fuck.
So at Chad's party this Saturday I'm going to kiss Jason, even if I have to get drunk to do it! Ha, I love all of these new friends we've been hanging out with. I just have to try and remember to keep school my #1 priority, that's all I need is to repeat a class, it's already boring enough. But I do pretty good, as long as I do the work I usually get pretty good grades. Math is most difficult, I really have to pay attention or I get lost. The rest I can usually just get by with a B without doing much at all. Boring shit. That's why I'd rather write about who I'm crushing on, and Jason has my thoughts on lockdown right now! This weekend will be good.
I mean it's totally ok for me to not want a boyfriend and still want to kiss a guy and fool around. I don't care what you believe in or what, but just because someone else may think it's wrong or it's a sin or whatever, I don't buy it for a second. I'm not really super into religion, even though I go to a Catholic school. It's only because my dad was raised Catholic. I mean, I think the bible is cool or whatever, the history behind it, the stories. But I don't take it literally. I think of it as a bunch of people just trying to tell it like it is. You do bad things, bad things may happen to you. You do good things, and good things will happen for you. I think I believe a lot more in karma than I do in hell. And what's so bad about kissing a boy? I think I can deal with the consequences of my actions. Ha.
Later