" Get off! Stop! No... Please", I kept shouting, hoping they will stop. Instead they laughed at me.
I kept on struggling with them but it was not working. They were much stronger than I was and there were two of them. They kept striping off my pants, as I began to beg them to stop.
Then I felt a finger go inside me. That inmate had his fingers in me. I tried struggling more but it was making matters worse.
" Can you stop moving, already? I know you really want this", Kwame sneered
" Please, stop it! I beg you, don't hurt me... Please", I could feel tears in my eyes.
" What the hell is going on here?!" A voice boomed.
Oh no! I knew who that voice belonged to. It was General. What was he doing here?
Kwame and his friend quickly got off me. They stood there, looking very frightened. I dragged myself a little further from them and General and tried covering myself, wrapping my shirt around my body.
I was relieved, on one hand, that whatever they had planned, did not work out. But, on the other hand, I was very frightened about what was about to come.
General looked so angry. " I asked what was going on here? Are you just going to stand there and look like caged animals?"
" Um... Nothing. We were just trying to show your new 'boy toy' some new moves. That's all", Kwame dared to say, even though he was just as frightened as I was.
General walked towards both of the men, " I will deal with both of you later".
He looked down at me. " Are you okay?" he asked
I slowly nodded. The words could not even leave my mouth. I was so scared.
" Get dressed, and come with me. NOW!" he shouted, making me flinch
I slowly put on my pants and tried getting up from the floor. I felt so tired, all of a sudden. But I managed to stand, and followed General out the door. As the two men just silently stared at us.
I followed General back into his office. We entered his private room when he quickly locked the door.
" You dared to allow another man touch you?" he angrily asked
" No, I promise you, it is not like that. I just went to the bathroom to get a shower and they attacked me", I tried to explain.
As soon as the words left my mouth, I felt a smack on my face. He slapped me. The General slapped me for the first time. Then proceeded on choking me whilst I tried to plead for my life.
" I told you I would kill you if you ever allowed another man touch you. Now, you will get what you deserve", he spat out
He tightened his grip on my neck, as I struggled to breath. I could feel my legs giving up on me. Then suddenly, everything was turning dark. He finally let go off my neck, making me fall with a thud.
I was breathing heavily. I shook in fear and started coughing violently. I slightly touched my neck and I could feel his hands on them.
" Don't think I am through with you, disgusting fool", he suddenly grabbed my arm and lifted me off the floor. Then violently threw me on the bed.
He got on top of me and started hitting me, while I begged him to stop. He continued to hit me till I was bleeding on my face, before he stopped.
I was so scared. General had done so many horrible things to me ever since that night but, he had never hit me before. Till now. I was crying, shaking like a leaf. I coiled myself and continued crying.
" I'm sorry. I am sorry. But, you are the one who makes me hurt you like this. I told you I don't like to share, and instead, you willingly gave yourself to the first man that came your way. I don't like that", he hugged me, making me flinch at his touch.
That action angered him more. " You are disgusted by me now?"
He looked at me in the face, making me cower in fear. "No, please. I am not. Please don't hit me anymore, I beg you", I said weakly
" You are happy when someone who is not me, touches you right?" he asked, still fuming.
" No, please", I replied and tried to cover my face in defense.
" So, this is how it going to be right? Okay then. I am going to rub those men off you. And I will make sure you never forget this night", he said and started to strip me off my clothes.
I was so scared to fight back. I knew what he was going to do to me but I did not have the strength to fight him off. I knew General was ruthless, but this side of him, made me fear him more.
He raped me, over and over and over, throughout that night. I will never forget the unbearable pain I went through. I was in so much pain and just wanted everything to stop. It was like a night mare I could never get up from.
After he was done, he left the room. My eyes were swollen from so much crying and I could barely open my eyes. The pain finally took over my body, making me fall unconscious on the bed.