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Chapter 59 - An Author's Thoughts

Always worrying about what they write

Never sure if it's actually good enough

Going over it, fine tuning and nitpicking

Rearranging it just to put it back

Constantly shadowing their page waiting

Anxious if anyone will even read it

Hoping at least one person would enjoy it

Delighted beyond belief when someone does

Ecstatic when they comment or reply

And more than happy to engage back

But the afterglow fades at some point

Leaving them to wonder if they'll return

Saddened a bit, because why should they?

It's understood that recognition takes time

More than a decade spent so far

Though waiting longer is only to be expected

So on to the next piece we go

Not quite able to crush the tiny, tiny hope

In the back of our mind

Of the reader from last time

Fine details finished, back to the shadowing

When seemingly out of nowhere

The reader from last time appears

Over the moon with silent tears

Silently thankful they can't see

It broadens the far off Dream

That maybe we can grow a little more

Maybe more people would be secretly waiting

To read the latest work as soon as possible

That their page would sparkle even a little more

Develop a few dedicated readers

And look back to the times when

A single someone gave them the courage

Unknowingly, seemingly effortlessly

Simply returning was all it took.