We came back....to NAT's room and my ride on my man wasn't successful cause...Nat ruined it...or well she saved me from it.
"How naive are you? How desperate? or a dumb girl are you...that..you forgot that you have to make your man wear a condom. These are the basics girl. If I hadn't been there..you would have done it." she would have jumped at me while saying or screaming this..if she hadn't worn a seatbelt. "I'm so sorry and....." words didn't came out. "Girl..you know how to play with your vagina and keep it happy but it doesn't mean you keep it at risk...and most important...it won't matter to boys if you are pregnant....plus don't ever depend on others to take care of you....boys don't carry condom girl...you have to have it yourself and that to according to your flavour". she smiled at last one...
The car stopped ..I turned around to open my belt and saw that we weren't at hotel..or my place...cause it was 7 in the morning...
We were at a shopping complex. "Go n buy yourself a condom"she ordered.....go...move girl. "ok" I replied. It was my first time buying it but as I am the #casual type...it didn't bothered me a bit. "A condom of any brand but should have a good quality"I asked the shopkeeper. First he stared at me as if I was asking him to deal drugs and that to even for free....then slowly bent forward to me and whispered...c..o..n..d..o..m. It irritated even more than his bald head. "I'm buying a C-O-N-D-O-M (shouted at my top voice)...not a gun or something that you have to whisper in my ear..." He looked here n there and then went inside...leave others...the aunty beside me stared at me as if.....yuck..
"Look at her clothes and plus she got no respect for others. and..she is saying it so loud.. don't be like her.. don't buy such things..otherwise... I'll marry you... " A middle aged women told her daughter..who was a...well..middle schooler. I knew very much of her intentions of making me hear those words of her. I unlocked my phone and...put on my ear."Listen... you wear a blouse..in a saree that is even shorter than our..crop tops...then your....so called..sophistication is not lost...you know what...you are not living.. you are just a SEX slave who has a master who can remove your clothes anytime...and you want to know what your slavery is named as... it's called.. MARRIAGE. Right now I can file a case for you under the crime of threating your child. They are your children not your slaves. Bye have a good day". I picked my condom and payed for it and turned to face her...her face was...either white or blue. Her daughter was in shock too. I said "just be who you are...if you are being something and your one percent instinct says you are not happy... search for the problem and find you own path".
I moved towards outside...saw Nat standing there. She had a smirk on her face...I was confused. "Who said you are not smart ...I can see how well you have grown up...the test was to make you buy a condom but..I knew this problem would arise...so I was coming to help..but you are the...fire...everybody..needs. Good job".she said with wiping off fake tears. I..got..teary eyes again..but this time...I controlled them within the eyes...wao...how did I did this.
She dropped me home and I don't know..why but was happy...and the air seemed cleaner today..even though I hadn't slept.
But before I could hit on to the guest room..cause..I want to sleep alone...the housekeeper told me I have a visitor...I went to see who it was...because...I don't have anyone.
It was the...geek..guy from before.
The school FRIEND.
The fuckboy.
The.