Deans POV
"Cas I need to talk to you about something" I say. I put down my weights and walk towards him. I check him out. The blue suit really suited him. I bit my lip and looked down." Well...uh...I've decided to give up on Lisa." I say. " I already made them loose memory of me...." I tear up and look down. I blink." That's good Dean." Cas smiled at me." You're becoming less distracted." He said. I sighed. I get more distracted at him. I'd never think I'd be bisexual. I'd never think I'd fall in love with an angel, I didn't believe it was possible. Now I don't believe if he loves me back, does he have the capability? The way Castiel has sacrificed most of his being for me...it's beyond me why he does it. He should be in hiding from us. But he stays. I wasn't sure of the reason. Now I'm in love. I had researched on Angels. They were to not have feelings with mortals. But now look. Bending the rules, like we did with fate. I looked up at him, into his striking blue eyes and messy black hair." Cas I'm more distracted by someone else." I said softly, crossing my arms and letting my muscles flex. Should I even be telling him this? Am I even good enough for him?? My heart raced as he stared up and down my body. We slowly got closer. All I ever said to him was" personal space man" and now all I want is him to be in my arms. " Who is it Dean?" Cas asked. He sounded....hurt. I looked at everything but him. Then into his eyes. They hypnotize me. I was scared. He'd laugh at me wouldn't he? Of course he would, Angels with mortals is wrong! I gulped and shakily said" it's you Cas....you're my angel...."