Crowleys POV
I feel horrid for killing her mom. And almost about to kill her father. I sighed and ran my hand through her soft black hair. Beautiful. She was perfection. Why did god give everyone a soulmate? Including me? I felt so weird with Mary. She was 18,and I appear to be late 40s. That's legal....but completely weird!! But since why do I care? I watch her sleep. She's so....cute. I've never felt these emotions until now. With the human blood in me, I feel so much. I wonder if she felt anything back. I stared at her. She snores softly. She's adorable. Then she starts to flail around. I stare at her intensely and then she screams, sitting up and panting. I jump to my feet and sit on the bed as she starts to cry, very loud. Poor baby had a nightmare. I wrapped my arms around her and rocked her." C-Crowley I had a nightmare" she whimpered out." I know sweetie. Tell me what happened." I commanded." W-well I had a dream I was with dad.....he told me I was the worst child ever and that he hated me so much..." she starts to cry again. I hold her close and she calms down. I start to let go of her but she grabs my arms." D-dear?" I ask. " please. Stay with me. I need someone." She said, pulling me towards the bed. I sighed, and kicked off my shoes. I took off my pants so I was In boxers, and out of the suit I was in so I was shirtless. I got in bed with her and she clung to me." Goodnight bab- I mean uh good night Mary." I said, blushing. She smiled at me and kissed my cheek. I wonder how soft her lips are. She didn't kiss me enough for me to know how soft they are. She slowly falls asleep in my arms. Time passes. I want to feel her lips again. What should I do? I should just get it over with. But she didn't give me consent. That's wrong...this is completely wrong! I got up and replaced myself with a pillow so she could sleep. I put on my shirt and pants. I held my head and silently did some work. I heard a demon come in, and I went outside with him so she wouldn't wake up. "Sir, they are celebrating leaving her.." he said. "The Winchester's?" I asked. "They are having drinks.' It made me angry, then I smiled. "Okay...." I went back into the room and went to her, sleeping. I held her close. Her eyes opened sleepily. She smiled at me. "Can I kiss you?" I asked softly. She nodded and I leaned it.