They lost track of time just kissing and gently touching each other. Saint had never experienced anything like this. His whole body started to feel like it was on fire.
Zee hadn't felt this way in a long time, it was like he was losing control but he liked it.
Saint was so lost in the kiss he almost forgot it was just practice for Zee. He felt himself starting to get hard and knew he had to stop before Zee found out and it ruined their working relationship.
Saint pulled away but Zee chased him needing more kisses. Saint wriggled in Zee's lap and noticed something poking him. "Zee..." Saint sighed he didn't want to stop but Zee would probably be mad when he realised what was happening "...We should stop, I'm making you confused." Zee was panting "You make me a lot of things Saint, but confused isn't one of them. I want this and I want you not just for practice or work but because you're amazing." He kissed Saint softly then continued "But if you don't want this or I'm making you uncomfortable we can stop."
Saint didn't know what to say. He rested his forehead against Zee's and just let himself breath for a second. "Zee, I want you too, but I'm scared. I've never had a boyfriend so I don't know what to do or say. Are you even gay Zee? I've dealt with men in the past who just wanted to try things and can't just be some experiment for you. If that's what this is to you we should stop now and just keep things professional..." Saint had closed his eyes he couldn't bear to see Zee's reaction.
Zee just wanted to squeeze Saint and make anyone who had ever hurt him pay. Lifted Saint off his knee and held his hands. "Please look at me Saint..." Saint was still scrunching his eyes closed tightly. "Ok, can you just listen then?" Saint nodded "I'm so sorry people have tried to use you in the past. But that's not who I am. Surely you must know by now I have feelings for you?" Zee was happy to see Saint open his eyes so he continued "I'm not gay, I think I'm pansexual. Do you know what that means?" Saint didn't speak but he did keep his eyes open and shook his head. "It means that gender isn't important to me. If I like someone it's more about their soul or the energy they give out." Zee made sure to look into Saint's eyes for the next part "Saint, your energy is the purest and brightest I've even known. I need you to know this isn't an experiment for me. I really like you. Now I need to know, how do you feel about me?"
Saint felt a tear drip down his cheek. "I think that is the most beautiful thing anyone has ever said about me..." he said trying his best not to cry. "...Zee, you make me feel things I didn't even know I could feel. I miss you when your not around and when I get to see you I get butterflies in my stomach. You make me forget the rest of the world when we're together..." Zee was beaming at Saint's words "I like you a lot Zee, but I don't know what I'm doing and I'm scared. What if things go wrong and we still have to work together?"
Zee thought for a moment then answered "We can go as slow as we need to go Saint, don't forget this is all new to me too." Zee gently wiped away the tear and kissed Saint's cheek. "What ever happens let's promise to stay friends and make sure our work is the best it can be. How does that sound?"
Saint was so happy he could burst. "Ok Zee, that sounds great. So we're just going to go at our own pace..." Saint felt a little shy but continued "Does that mean we can kiss more? I was really enjoying it."
Zee let out a laugh "Oh thank God you said that Saint, I so need to kiss you again..." Zee kissed Saint's forehead, cheeks and finally his lips. Saint pulled Zee close then lay back on the couch so Zee was on top of him. "Is this ok?" He asked between kisses.
Zee hummed his agreement and continued kissing Saint. They adjusted their positions so Zee was between Saint's legs and their whole upper bodies were pressed together. The kissed and kissed until their lips were bruised and they were both hard. Their erections rubbed together and Saint shivered.
Zee was loving every second of this but he didn't want to go too far too fast. He pulled away slightly "Saint, I think we should stop for a while. I don't want us to rush anything and end up regretting it later..." Saint felt a bit disappointed but he knew Zee was right. "Ummm," he replied and at the same moment his stomach rumbled. "I guess we should get something to eat anyway..." he said with a smile.
Zee sat up after placing one last kiss to Saint's lips. He stood up and said "Come on bunny, it's my treat this time." Saint laughed "Did you just call me BUNNY?" Zee blushed but braved it out. "Uhh, yeah I did. Cos you're cute like a bunny. You got a problem with that?" Saint was still chuckling and replied "Well if you're calling me Bunny I'm calling you Koala. You look like a cute Koala!" Saint stood up and put his arm around Zee's neck. "How about that KOALA?" Zee just laughed and pinched Saint's cheek. "Fine by me BUNNY!" They both laughed and headed to get their shoes.