My journey

Most definitely a long one. Almost immediately you will realize it is far from what you expected it to be. Which is fine, considering it's far from what I expected it to be.

What could I have done differently?

Would it protect me from all the pain and trauma I've endured?

Would it change how completely and utterly lost I feel?

How will you know  unless you know my journey? I promise not all of it is as solemn as this dull ass introduction. There were happy moments, funny moments, and hopeful moments too. Where should I start?

I guess I'll start where any good story starts.

The beginning of the bullshit.