That night when I got home, I couldn't stop thinking about what Blake said about us just hooking up casually. Yeah it would definitely be fun, bit that whole friends with benefits thing never works out, I've seen the movies. I know I wouldn't be the one to mess it up, and he doesn't seem he would either. Still I had a bad feeling about this. I didn't care that he's dangerous and supposedly a criminal; actually it was something that I liked. I needed danger in my life.
The next few days Blake wasn't at home. I hung out with Aya, but my mind was always wondering where Blake was.
Until Friday night...
Kiefer was at the party, he asked me to go but I wasn't feeling up to it (which was a first), and Anne was working.
It was about 9 p.m., so I went into the bathroom to take a shower and change into my pajamas. I was wearing a black tank top, and green plaid booty shorts.
When I went back into my room and opened the door.
"Ahhh." I screamed, attempting to cover my half naked legs with the wet towel that was in my hands.
After I realized it was Blake laying down on my bed his hand folded underneath his head, I grabbed the towel and started to hit him with it.
I started to yell at Blake between hits.
"What!"
Hit.
"Are!"
Hit.
"You!"
Hit.
"Doing!"
I screamed and continued to hit him,
but it wasn't hurting him it was just amusing him, making him laugh.
"Okay, Stop. Put the towel down."
Blake said slowly sitting up on bed,
his hands up surrending, trying to hold back a laugh.
"You almost scared me too death!" I said.
"Yeah, I know. You should have seen your face."
"How did you get up here?"
"Climbed the tree. Ya know you shouldn't leave your window open like that, people can sneak in." He said and then laughed
"Yeah, I'll remember that for next time." I said a sarcastically.
"So what are you doing here? And where the hell have u been?" I asked.
"Came to see you. Why do you miss me?" He asked with a smirk.
"No, it's just I had to eat lunch with my cousin and his jock friends. Also I had to watch there stupid football practice."
"Sorry, I've been busy" clearly not caring.
As i threw the towel down forgetting that was practically wearing underwear, I could see Blake's eyes slowly to make their way down on my body, lingering over the way my body looked in the shorts. Noticing my damp hair, that was still wet from the shower
The way he stared at me didn't make me feel insecure, it also didn't make me feel like I was just a piece of meat which his stare usually did. It made me feel beautiful.
He sat at the edge of the bed, and I slowly moved closer to him staring down to him.
"Is anybody home?" He asked in almost a whisper.
I shook my head, telling him no. beacuse I couldn't get the words to come out of my throat. I was beginning to get nervous; my heart was starting to race, Just remembering the feeling of my lips against his, how it made me feel made me want to kiss him again.
Blake put his hand on my hips, bringing me closer to him. His beautiful blue eyes staring in to mine, I slowly lowered myself onto him so that my legs were standing his waist as he still sitting on my bed.
His hands went from my waist to my face cupping cheeks, bringing my face towards his. I felt his lips crash into mine, I could feel his tongue against my lower lip. I parted my lips allowing him to enter. I gently bit his lower lip, and Blake let out I small moan in to my mouth. His lips left mine, and went down my neck where he gently started to suck, and I softly moaned.
Blake flipped us over on the bed so that he was on top of me in between both my legs. He was sucking on my neck, as I ran my hand down his back I could feel his sculpted muscle underneath his shirt.
As I began to slightly lift off Blake's shirt, he lifted himself up and took it off throwing it on the floor. Before he went back to kissing my neck he removed my shirt and unhooked my bra. I could feel his mouth on my breast, while his other hand was massaging the other. I began to miss the feeling of his lips on mine, So I pulled his lips back to mine while his hands massaged my breast.
His lips left mine, and his forehead was against mine I could feel his hot panting breath against my face.
"Are you sure you want to do this?" He asked
I nooded my head to tell him yes, because again I couldn't get myself to say it.
After that both our pants were off, I could feel him inside me while his lips were on my neck and my hands rubbed his back.
It was amazing. The only other guy I was with was nothing compared to Blake. I had to bite my lip to keep myself from screaming his name. It was like I needed him to kiss me and touch me, It made me feel warm and alive.
After we were both done, Blake rolled over me and laid on his back besides me.
We were both breathing heavily. As I looked over to him I could see the rise and fall of his chest.
"That. Was. Amazing." He said in between his breaths, while he stared up at the ceiling.
I nooded in agreement, not being able to speak.
He rolled onto his side, so he was facing me.
"Are you in love?" He asked with a smirk on his face.
"No." I said
"Good." Blake replied, then rolled on top of me and began kissing me again.
****
When I woke up the next morning I was naked, And I began to remember what happened.
When I looked over to the side of the bed where Blake was, I saw a note lying on the pillow.
"S, had fun. I'd like to do this again sometime. -B"
****
After reading that note and realizing what just happened I started to have a nervous breakdown.
I couldn't believe what I did. Yes, it was amazing and being with Blake felt right, even though it was wrong in so many ways. I decided that last night was the first and only time I was going to be with Blake.
Blake disappeared for the rest of the weekend, so I never got the chance to tell him that being with him was a one time thing.
When I go to school on Monday I made it my mission to find Blake and talk to him.
I saw Aya at her locker and told her everything that had happened. I felt like I could really trust her, and I wanted to know what she thought about this.
"Oh my god! You little sex kitten, you." Aya said with a smile on her face.
"Didn't know you had it in you. Honestly you must be amazing if you got Blake Frost coming back for more." She continued.
"Shush. It doesn't matter anyway, because that was a one time thing." I said as I went in my locker to get my books.
"Why? Why? Why?! This is a good thing. Can't you see? You both don't want anything serious, you just want some fun. God knows you deserve it." Aya said.
"I don't know. I'm just not sure." I replied as I shut my locker door.
I went to the girl's bathroom before class, so I could just be by myself for a second without having to think about Blake or Kiefer or any other complications.
When the bell rang I knew I was going to be late for class. I hurried down the empty silent hall, when all of a sudden I felt a grasp in my upper arm and quickly pulled me towards a door.
I was pulled into a dark small room. I barely could make out the figure that was leaning against the wall. It was silent except for the sound of my heart beating fast against my chest and my small quick breaths. I tried to move as far away from this person as I could, which was easy or successful because the room was so small.
I could see the person coming forward, so I tightly shut my eyes and all I could think about was how I was going to die.
I could hear them moving, and then a sound of a light bulb clicking on.
"Samantha..." a familiar voice said, and my eyes flung open revealing Blake standing there with a smirk on his face.
I was so angry. So I immediately started to hit Blake on his chest repeatedly.
"You Jerk! You scared me to death! I thought I was going to die." I said in between hits, which were clearly not hurting him because he didn't even flinch and his expression didn't change.
As I continued to hit him he grabbed my both forearms in his hands, which got my attention. I looked straight into his eyes and forgot about everything I said before. Me not wanting to be with him anymore flew right out the window.
Blake slowly moved me back towards the wall, and held my arms over my head against the wall. His body was on mine towering over me, and I was pinned on the wall.
He looked down right into my eyes and all of a sudden his lips crashed down into mine rough and passionately, and soon my lips parted allowing him entrance into my mouth. His hands left mine and slowly made their way down my sides. They ran down the back of my thighs and pushed me up so that my legs were wrapped around Blake as I leaned against the wall.
I moved my hands up his strong biceps, over his shoulders and through his messy dirty blonde hair.
Blake's lips traced the side of my jaw, and I tilted my head back so that he could easily make his way to my neck. I could feel him teasing me with his warm breath over my neck that sent tingles throughout my body.
When his lips finally connected to my neck, I had to hold back moan as his tongue softly ran over the skin on my neck.
Since I was against the wall and I held my legs around him Blake's hands went free They roamed at the hem of my shirt slightly pushing it realizing that we were in a closet in school my hand went over his gently pushing them down.
I knew this had to stop before we both got
too far. As I attempted to speak nothing came out, the feeling of his lips against my neck clouded my thoughts.
"Blake..." I said in a whisper.
"Hmmm..." He said as his lips were pressed against my neck.
"We can't... Not here." I said trying to catch my breath.
Blake's lips left my neck which made me feel incomplete for a second. He leaned his forehead against mine, and we were both breathing heavily. He looked into my eyes, which sent shivers down my spine.
I let my legs unwrapped from around him and placed them on the floors. Blake was still against me, hands on either side of me keeping me pin to the wall.
He looked into my eyes, and at the moment I wanted to know what he was thinking about.
"Blake.." I said breaking him from his thoughts, and he realized that he was keeping me from leaving.
"Miss Dela Vega and Mister Frost I'm so glad you made it, with 10 minutes left of class. I hope you both have nothing to do after school because you will be joining me in detention."
Great! I thought to myself as I walked back to my seat. I could feel the eyes on me people with shocked expressions looking between me and blake. We just walk in late together; I didn't understand what the big deal was.
I met Blake for lunch as usual.
"So, that was fun." He said with a smirk on his face.
"It was alright." I said trying to hold back a smile, because it was definitely fun.
"Don't deny it Sam, you loved it and just can't get enough of me." He said with a cocky grin.
"I'm not the one that pulled you into a closet, am I?" I said which got him to shut up.
The rest of the day went by uneventful. I got through the rest of my classes and when to the detention room after school. I texted Kiefer before and told him that I was late for class and got detention.
Detention wasn't too bad. Blake sat behind me, and I could feel him playing with the ends of my hair that fell on to his desk.
After detention I left with Blake. I began to realize that we weren't going in the right direction.
"I know that I haven't live here that long, but I'm pretty sure you went the wrong way. We had to turn left a while back to get to my house." I screamed over the sound of the engine, as we stopped at the red light.
He just turned back and smiled.
I thought he was taking me to the mountains, but we weren't going in that direction either.
When we finally came to a stop, we were nowhere I've ever seen before. We stopped in front of a small little dinner.
"You should have told me I wasn't going home." I said to him as we sat down in the booth.
"Well it was spontaneous decision." He replied
"This is nice." I said, really not meaning it because it was a small greasy diner in the middle of nowhere.
"Listen, it's not the best but they make the most amazing blueberry pie in the world." He said, which shocked me.
"I love blueberry pie." I replied
"Me too." He said, with a smile.
"My favorite color is blue. So when I was little I went through a phase of only eating things that were blue, stupid I know but I was a kid. But anyway, after a while it wasn't the healthiest choice, so my dad told me I had to eat other food so I can grow into a big girl. But after every dinner he would always let me eat one slice of his blueberry pie." I said without really thinking. Then I realized where I was and who I was with.
"Sorry. I have no idea why I told you that." I said embarrassed.
Blake just had on a genuine smile.
"No, don't apologize it was nice." He said as he went and held on my hand that was on the table. Which immediately caught my attention.
He realized that he was holding on to my hand for a few seconds too long and quickly take his hand back.
Thank god the waitress came and clear the awkwardness.
"Hey Linda, 2 blueberry pie, and 2 coffees." He answered.
"You're a regular?" I asked.
"Yeah sometimes when I can't sleep at night this diner's always open." He responded.
"Oh."
"But this isn't just what I wanted to show you, there is more." He said, and I smiled at him.
We both ate and talked about little things, it was comfortable and I was having fun.
"We should go before we're late." Blake said looking down at his watch.
I followed him out this bike and he drove for about 5 minutes another trailer through the forest.
When we stopped we were still surrounded by trees.
"Come on." He said and grabbed my hand and guided me to follow.
I had to admit his hands on mine feel really good, it felt right.
I can't believe I just thought that, oh my god.
"Here it is." Blake said breaking me from my internal conflict.
When I looked up, we were at a beach. It was small and would only be about 2 blocks long. But there was the ocean, and the sun was just about to set.
"Oh my gosh, this is beautiful." I said looking at the sun setting.
I looked down and I could see he was still holding my hand. He must have seen me looking so he quickly pulled back his hand.
I sat down on the sand, not caring if I got dirty. I just wanted to take in this beautiful scene. I looked up at Blake who was still standing behinde me, and patted down on the same beside me gesturing for him to sit.
Blake sat down beside me, and my eyes were still locked on the beautiful scene in front of me. I wish I had my drawing pad and pencils; it would be an amazing scene to draw.
I glanced at Blake to see him not staring at the sunset but staring at me.
I gave him a smile, and then I shivered as a breeze passed us. He saw that and put his arm over my shoulder and I moved closer to him.
"So is it safe to say that this bad boy player has a soft side?" I asked Blake.
But he just looked at me with a smile, put his finger to my lips and shushed.
"It's a secret." He said with a wink.
When we slowly passed my house and parked at his, I could see someone sitting on the porch. But once it realize we were stopping it immediately got up, and I could see it was Kiefer.
When Blake turned off the engine I jumped off the bike as fast as I could, so I could stop Kiefer from whatever he was about to do.