I am in the dream world, ah. No, maybe, I don't know where I am. All I know is that I am in a coma.
A coma induced by ava and Lazarus to teach me some skill, a technique that is essential according to them.
A few moments ago, I was talking to Lazarus, who threatened me to suck my blood dry and then got impressed.
Impressed that I read and know about a royal vampire, well, they are a significant part of azriella history.
Royal vampires rule the whole azriella, and even every race lived in peace, but due to a manipulator.
Their rule was lost, and since then, the actual chaos in azriella started, and the difference was subdued in dad's time.
Dad was just a ruler, and the whole kingdom even loved dad for their values and equality. No fairy was killed under dad's rule.
No slave was mistreated neither vampire and werewolves fought against each other, even tho the capital was the safest place.
There was a war, no doubt when dad was killed, I felt a small tear escape my left eye, making me think.
'Dad, I miss you and brother as well. I wish you both were next to me.'
I was out of my thought after shooting my head and looked at Lazarus, who had a proud smile.
His smiling face released me, at least there is a person who is not disappointed by me.
I wonder at times that I get the impression of a person quite fast and efficiently, but people...
I disappoint people easily, am I useless, why am I unnecessary are the questions in my mind, but no answers are there.
I cant sense when people come near me and attack me, I got taste oof a human, and that causes problems at times.
Just like now, I am scared of ava, and I am counting minutes on when she will attack again.
The person I thought will save me is gone, I need to learn to depend on my own.
'Selena, learn to depend on yourself. No one else or the disaster will be inevitable."
I thought and then like always I was disturbed from thought and was practically demonstrated and told
"people food."
Ava told us, making my heart leap and seated in my throat, no voice came out of my mouth.
I looked at Lazarus, who looked like he can kill anyone, but his eyes showed gentleness for once.
"eat it, Selena. I swear it has no poison."
Lazarus told me with a slight smile visible on his face, and it encouraged me a bit, and I thought
'Yeah, just like a few minutes ago, ava was not coming next to me to kill but to pat my head.'
Yeah notice my sarcasm, I can be sarcastic, so can my thoughts, I can feel two people looking at me.
They both want a response or something, ava was also standing next to me, and Lazarus was standing by my side.
'can I run? No chances are low. They will catch me.'
I thought and then looked ta the duo and nodded, gesturing to give me food. It looks yummy.
'control Selena doesn't eat it. It might have a herb in it.'
My conscience yelled at me, telling me not to listen to the duo and listen to ger instead.
"eat it, Selena."
Ava told me making me feel like the food has something r she is generally concerned.
I will choose the first option. I will eat but not until I get answers, I looked right in ava's eyes/
"tell me where I am and I will eat."
I looed in ava with no fear visible in y eyes, but honestly, my heart is beating fast; it wot be a shock if a vampire or Lazarus drink my blood.
ava was shocked at first, but she masked it pretty quickly and looked at me to determine my situation
'try all you want, I will never let you see through me.'
I thought and then a smile appeared on my face, which shocked ava more who got the courage and said
"eat first Selena"
ava told m with a business lady face, ston yet with a smile, making me think and practically yell
'i see that face daily, I am not falling for that.'
I thought and then looked at ava and crossed my hand near my chest to show that I am not afraid
"What is the proof that you will tell if I eat."
I asked with a smirk on my face, been tho I am at a loss, I won't let that show, not to ava or she will use it against me.
'deep breath Selena, take deep breaths, calm yourself.'
I thought and practically changed to make me feel secure and then looked at ava again
"so.... your answer?"
I asked with a smile on my face with my eyes showed nothing, no emotion at all making ava's jaw drop.
"Close your mouth before a fly enters."
I told her with a slight smile on my face, honestly it's funny to see her like that, totally awestruck.
Her jaw opened, her eyes show shocked, and her whole face has looked, a weird look if I am not wrong its admiration and shock both.
'Selena you are dreaming again, ava just tried to hit you few minutes ag how cancer face have admiration.'
My sensible body part shouted at me as if trying to talk sense into me and I agree but the look...
I want that gadget to take a picture of ava, ah a moral item, ah what is it, yes remembered it, camera.
I want camera to capture this face of ava, I heard a slight laugh by my side, Lazarus is trying to control his laughter.
'poor him I forgot about him, ah he can read my mind, he must be enjoying my rant.'
I thought and then a slight cough brought me back to the current situation, I think a lot hehe.
I love reading ad thinking a lot, I wish I was right at understanding people as well, and no one would have hurt me
sigh
I need to something fast, I don't want to get killed here or trapped here, I need my freedom.
I want to become a butterfly, which is beautiful to see and hard to catch, sigh my powerlessness is a big hurdle.
"ahm, enough of playing Selena, eat the food now."
Ava practically yelled at me like a mother, wait for a mother, I saw many novels a mother shouts at a child like that.
But cava is my mother, no that sounds wrong, totally wrong, ava must have a relation with me, but I will never accept her as a mother.
never ava can not be y mother, I will have no relation with a lady who partially saves me then hurts me
She is like a mystery I am unable to solve, and I want to answer that puzzle named ava before its too late.
"so is the deal on?"
I asked ava with an emotionless face, and I feel like we are in a meeting, not a royal meeting but something near to that degree metting.
"yes, I will answer every question you ask unless it is something personal."
Ava confessed more like told me in the coldest voice she can muster up, and I smiled.
'yay I got an opportunity to find answers'
I celebrated my small victory in my mind, feeling myself at ease and then got in severe mode and thought
'its time to bargain a bit.'
I thought and looked at food which was tempting and still hot and then looked at ava and declared
"good then, answer one question first then will eat"
I bargained, which I know will go in words state, but what is wrong, I am willing to take the risk.
I need to be sure that I am in a safe environment and with trustworthy people, at least have a few information in them.
I will tackle ava first than move t Lazarus and find info on him; he is centuries old it will be hard to extract the information from him.
But nothing is wrong if we try, I will try, as I aimed for it and started the pan to extract information, ava spoke.
"ok, ask."
She said, making me feel the shock and think on how ca so early agree to it, I feel suspicious.
I decided to ask the most basic and most natural question, I asked it with the little confidence I had
"Where am I?"
I asked and looked at the two of them, ava, and Lazarus had the face like I have asked something that I should not have asked.
but like always they both masked their emotions, Lazarus left near ava and stood next to her
'huh what is going to happen, I feel something is going t happen.'
in fear, I took a bit making me feel dizzy, and my head started to get heavy, and I had one thought
'i am cursed, the thing I thought happened, they added a herb.'