a few minutes ago I woke up after being almost poisoned and puking to death, all thanks to the ava.
I feel like I was run over by a truck and I doubt that I even have the energy to stand, I feel like it was a miracle I survived.
if I stayed with ava, she will either kill me or poison to death, why does every person in my life try to kill me.
a few seconds ago when I woke up, I saw someone holding my hand, someone was wiping my sweat using a soft towel.
my body was hyper-alert since the food event, even I had a nightmare on it, I immediately rejected the touch.
"Selena, it me your royal uncle"
Lazarus said to me with a smirk, deliberately changing the royal vampire with a royal uncle.
I want to retort at him and tell him with a smirk visible on my face, but I decided to remain with an emotionless face.
my retorting sentence will be...
"Lazarus stop playing around, if I made your uncle then I will want to become vampire, do you want this innocent me to be a bloodsucker"
I would have said it with a pout and make everyone smile but I won't, I don't want to I will act dead instead.
I nodded to him after hearing it was him and then got the blanket near my chest and scooted away from him.
I am fragile, I am human compared to them, I cant fight neither run away, so I will use the trick.
"Selena say something don't stay like this"
Lazarus said making me flinch on my own since I was lost in thought and I ddint reply.
I turned to look at him for a while and observed sadness and guilt in his eyes, making me feel
'vampire feel hurt as well? I can't comprehend if that's true or not'
I thought and then ignored Lazarus like a plague and started playing with my nails.
I still have anger on Lazarus for telling me to eat the food ava brought the I know she will hurt me.
"Selena, ava didn't mean to hurt you, it was a mistake"
Lazarus sad in a guilty voice making me almost yell at him but no I will control and not say a word.
his words had an obvious effect on me but the more I thought the more it affected me.
'her mistake almost took my life, I don't know what will happen if I stay here for more than an hour'
I thought again totally ignoring Lazarus like I am afraid of him totally like in trauma.
'i will make you guys suffer, make you all die from guilt'
I thought and smiled inwardly on my plan, if hy think they can play with me then they cant.
'let's play, I will not utter a word unless I am forced'
I thought and planned one way to find and run away from this place, I can't stay here anymore.
or I will end up in danger. I can't bother being in trouble and keeping them in trouble.
"Selena, will you talk?"
Lazarus yelled at e and this tie I generally flinched but the air somewhat game comfort
as if someone was near, someone close to me is here and near me, is it brother, did he break the barrier.
millions of thought went through my mind, I had questions ton of them, all of them are unanswered.
"Selena, you dare ignore a cute uncle like me?"
Lazarus said while trying to put, he looks funny and honestly he looks cute, I want to poke his cheeks.
I tried to control my laughter and still remained motionless, I am in trauma duh feel it.
"Lazarus please leave me alone"
I told in a meek voice I can muster up and then looked at his hijacked trying to show I am still afraid to see his face.
"Selena do you hate e so much that you opened your mouth to only tell me to leave"
Lazarus said with hurt in his eyes and he looked like he was hit by a truck as if he was badly hurt.
as much I wanted to console him I can't, if I did I will get more into this mess then before I am.
"yes, I did. I want you to leave me alone"
I told Lazarus with fear visible in my eyes, I felt like fear was visible in me, I still fear Lazarus a lot.
"fine I will but you can't run away remember that"
I nodded without saying a single word, totally not sowing any emotion but as he turned to leave.
I felt my eyes water and then I felt like crying, my body shooked violently and I controlled my urge to scream.
I want a break into sobs but I don't want him to see me in my weakest state, they will take advantage of it.
my emotions are never stable in this case, one moment I feel like trusting them the next moment I feel like acting as their enemy.
they are crazy I will wait till I am sure who to trust or who to not if I am left alive by then.
he left the room and I quickly left the bed and threw the quilt away and tried to find an escape
I found one, a window with a rock underneath it, easy escape but the risk is high and I can get injured badly.
then I arrange the chair and stop up with all the strength in my body and kept myself steady.
I was about t jump from there when I heard whispers and I went to check who was talking.
"What to do about alexander?"
Lazarus asked totally ignoring the fact that I might be listening to it
"send him back what else"'
ava said in monotone making me cringe then Lazarus continued and said the statement which made me curious
"you know he won't leave useless Selena meets him"
his statement made me curious because the brother was here and he wanted mt meet me, I wanted to cheer but I can't afford to get caught.
"We can't let the two meet or the secret..."
ava said in a sad tone then sighed but Lazarus statements made me more curious about what the secret is
"ava it's not a secret anymore"
ava was having shock as a little huh escaped her mouth
"what do you mean?"
she asked shock and then Lazarus sighed and spoke gain when I moved a bit back since I thought the talk is over.
"she must have heard us"
Lazarus told ava to which ava said
"you want to bet"
Lazarus laughed and then told ava with a cold voice
"if she has then it will break her till the extent that threatening her will be easy"
Lazarus told ava who immediately rejected and said
"why threaten her she will agree to learn as long as Alex is safe"
Lazarus heard ava and started to argue on alexander and then another debate started
"he is the royal prince he cants be hurt"
ava continued the next attribute of brother but I feel like they work against him, I must find a way to alert brother.
"he got power but it's useless"
Lazarus continued and then ava added
"yeah its is, he is too powerful for his own good"
Lazarus told ava with a smiling voice cheerful voice
"his one weakness is Selena"
Lazarus told ava which socked me to the core and thinks
'oh no they are targetting brother, I must do something to stop that'
ava asked another question in my mind that Lazarus indicated me and someone else.
"you say as I there are others"
ava told then to stay silent for a while only to ask there are any.
"there are ?"
Lazarus sighed again and told ava the name I m dreading to not be taken at all, it the second person I want to be safe and secure.
"yes, Ashley and Selena two ladies who can rule him over"
Lazarus told with a taunting voice, I can't see their face but I can feel the emotion in their voice
"We need to speed up or we can't achieve the goal anytime soon which will cause a problem"
the Lazarus continues without waiting for ava's reply or anything from her as if he knows she won't utter a word.
"I know we need to over throe valentine soon before he leeches all the good things away"
ava told Lazarus and they walked towards the door making me tiptoe and reach the chair.
"let's go back"
they both entered the room and looked at me who was on the chair and I turned to look at them.
"if I can't leave this place then I better die"
I yelled at them and jumped from the window, the building was tall and the edgy rocks were a terror.
I closed my eyes and await my end, to find me the death pleasure than living in hell.