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Chapter 45 - 46th I'm A Nervous Wrack

Nervous Wrack was waking up at about 5 am. Great. It's too early again. Why do I have to have sleeping problems? God, I hate insomnia. He turned around and shut his eyes again. Next he woke up at 8 am. Alright eight is okay. Slowly he stood up and worked his way through clothes on the floor to his cupboard. Nervous Wrack pulled out a black jeans and a gray T-shirt and put them on. Quickly he took his phone and wrote Care he should bring a sandwich and an orange juice for breakfast. Then he sat down on his chair writing poems on a piece of paper.

How did I even ended up on here? Caged in a room, isolated from the others. Was it always like that? Or do I just don't remember? What do I even remember? The earliest thing was, Care and I were in the woods. I was a kid. I grew up there I think. Care was always there for me. Always on my side. Always cared for me. Always watched over me. My older brother.

We wandered through the woods looking for food and water. One day I lost Care. In the night we were running from an evil shade when I was slower then him and fell behind. Luckily the shade vanished but I couldn't find Care. First I was afraid. Who will take care of me? I was only a kid. After a few days he found me and I was so happy to see him again. Now he keeps me locked up to keep me save. Or the others save from me. I don't know. Why am I such a threat? Am I dangerous? What's wrong with me? Is it really my starte of not being okay and my fear of nearly everything? Are they scared of me? Maybe I'm a bad influence on them. I know I got a lot of problems. But what could I do? I don't wanna do this. I don't want to be like that. But I am. I have no choice.

Suddenly he heard a knock on his door. That must be Care bringing breakfast. Nervous Wrack sighed and called:"come in!" Numb opened the door and had a plate with a sandwich and orange juice in his hands. Smilingly he entered and put the food and the juice on the table. Nervous Wrack was surprised it was Numb and not Care like he awaited and finally was able to speak again. "What... what are you doing here?", he asked.

"I thought I surprise you and let Care have some free time. He takes care of you every day bringing you food and stuff and I thought I could do that for you today" Numb answered still smiling. There was an odd silence in the air. Nervous Wrack was still a little perplex. How is Numb so nice? Did I ever saw him like that before? Is this even him? Do I even know him anymore? Or was he always like that? Why does he do that? He decided to just accept the situation and let go of all the questions. It made no sence.

In the afternoon Nervous Wrack was on his phone writing that he wanted something special for today. Because Numb was with him for today, he wanted to eat pudding with him.

So after half an hour Sugar brought in two bowls with chocolate pudding. Numb and Nervous Wrack happily ate it. It was so good.