It was clear that Hilda wished for all the good things that had taken place in her past life to remain the same.
However, she was striving to change those events which had brought her a lot of sadness and suffering.
She would not let any of the events that had harmed her previously repeat themselves.
In the same way, she wished for the pleasant events to remain constant.
It was without a doubt that she was being greedy by wanting to experience only the good things in life but sadly, she had failed to realize that not everything could go according to our expectations.
Turning a blind eye toward this sad truth about life, she wished to have the same good relationship she had with her little brother in her past life, this time as well.
When she was first introduced to Edgar, her little brother, in her past life, he had reacted similarly.