I pull Mom Ning to the side and ask her again to tell Xiaolian her true identity. "Mom Ning, please tell our little Lotus. She loves you, she loves being a mother and she would be grateful to have her mother. Just explain everything."
"Levi, I'm scared. I can't lose her. It would kill me, literally break my heart. I've been here all the time and she could resent it.", Ning looks at me with fear in her eyes.
"Mom Ning I really appreciate you and everything you do for our family. I just want to acknowledge you in our pups lives. I love you as my Mother, it's not fair that everyone else can't love you in your rightful place.", I try to show my heart felt emotions.
We walk into the nursery together to start the feeding ritual. Everyone is awake and ready. Takeo is sucking his fingers and Tenchi is stretching. Little Maiko is looking at her mobile. They are growing so fast. I take it all in before starting on diaper duty.
Xiaolian walks into the nursery stretching and yawning. She walks over to each pup and gives a kiss on their head. She walks up to me pressing her sweet little body against mine. She grinds against my manwood making me hard instantly. I lean into her and lick her lips. Kissing her neck, moving to her ear lobe, and back to her lips.
She picks up little Maiko to feed. She pulls her breast out of her yellow gown. She lowers her eyes to Maiko watching her suckle. It makes me happy watching my girls do what the Moon Goddess intended. Xiaolian starts to hum softly while rocking back and forth in the rocker. She waits until our pup is full before burping her.
Next up is Takeo, then Tenchi is last. I sit beside Xiaolian while she is feeding Tenchi, I explain to Xiaolian that I have some information about her birth, her mother, and her family. She looks up into my eyes, "Lele, my mother died, my father died and all I have left is my brother...well until now."
"Baby girl, the information I have is true. I checked it out. If you want more than a brother, more than you thought, I will share. I just want you to be happy. Please search your heart and make sure you can forgive the people involved."
After burping Tenchi, She pulls my hand to her heart and says, "I can forgive anyone for the past. I want to only move forward with our future together baby." I look up at TangNing and nod my head. Ning asks Xiaolian if they could talk outside in the garden. I just know in my heart that they will be ok.
I watch from our window as they talk. I just want to be ready if my lil mate needs me. Our pups make the cutest sounds. Sweet little noise that melts your heart. TangNing sits on the bench underneath the cherry tree. She motions for Xiaolian to sit beside her. I can hear them talking.
"Xiaolian I have given this conversation much thought over the years. I've kept it hidden in my heart for years. Watching you become a mother I feel like it is time I share my hidden secrets. Secrets I didn't want, I was tortured into making and couldn't stop.", TangNing looks so strange with her head hung low.
"Ning, whatever is driving you this way scares me. You have been with me all my life. I've never seen you this way. Anything I can do to help I will."
"That's good because I plan to hold you to it. Xiaolian, you know all your life how your father told you that your mother died in childbirth? Well it's not true.", Ning looks so sad when she sees hope in Xiaolian's eyes. "Yes I remember. What do you mean it's not true?", Xiaolian says.
"You birth mother has watched you closely everyday. She has never spoken one word out of line. She has always said as she was told. You know how it is when your father spoke, It was law. Your mom never had a chance. It wasn't up to her. She just had to comply.", Ning watched Xiaolian for any kind of response before moving forward.
"Xiaolian your mother named you, she was your wet nurse and she raised you in every way she could. I know because I am your mother.", Ning just watched Xiaolian.
Xiaolian looks at Ning confused. I can see that she has so many thoughts going on in her head. "Ning why did my father betray my mother? Why did he do this to us?"
"Xiaolian I don't know his mind but I can tell you that he was hoping for a girl. I also know that it was his wife who wanted him to make me his concubine. She had trouble giving birth to your brother and was afraid the baby wouldn't make it. Many babies had died before and after your brother.", Ning tried to fill in the holes for Xiaolian.
"Over the years your father grew to love me almost as much as he loved you. I was very sad when he died. I had planned to keep his secret until I saw you become this wonderful mother. I knew you would need to know and I needed to share your children. I am their Grandmother after all."
"I only hope you can forgive me and we can build our own relationship as mother and daughter. I only have one last thing to show you.", Ning stepped to the side and let her wolf come forward.
Ning's wolf was an Alpha and pure bloodline. She stood so tall and regal. This is why Yuki was so pure. Her father's royal and pure bloodline mixed with the Alpha pure bloodline. Xiaolian wrapped her arms around the wolf, her tears falling onto the pure white fur. I had never met Ning's wolf. She looked up at me and I nodded.
Because I had never met Mom Ning's wolf, I asked her name in our mind link. "My name is Shimo (Frost), it's nice to met you Levi."
"Xiaolian my name is Shimo. I'm so happy to meet you. I hope we can be friends.", Nings wolf was very strong. "It's hard to believe that you are my mother because I always felt you were keeping a part of yourself hidden. Now I understand why. I'm very glad you told me because I want you to hold your position as Grandmother."
Tears were flowing down my mates cheek making me want to rush out to her side. I wanted to offer her some kind of comfort. I wanted to comfort both of them actually. I feel like they have been through so much. I just want peace for my family.
I walk out to the garden to comfort my mate and her mother. TangNing is finally in her rightful place. She looks up at me with gratitude. I hug her and then pick up my mate bridal style. I carry her into the house and into our bedroom.
I cover her with a blanket and then get in bed with her. I just hold her, waiting to see if she wanted to talk. I could see that she had so many questions. She had every right to feel wronged and happy at the same time.
"Lele, thank you for pushing Mom Ning to tell me. I need to have my mom with me. The pups needed to have their Grandmother Ning. All this time I thought she was a servant. I feel horrible about it. I know that I didn't know better and I treated her well....it's just hard to think of your mom as your servant. Yet this is all I've ever known."
I wrapped my arms around her and hold her while she sobs. After crying herself to sleep, there is no way I'll pass on just holding her. To be honest we have missed our cuddles. I love just holding my little Mate. I can't wait to tease her about this crying herself to sleep.
When I wake up my arms are empty. I look around for Xiaolian and can't find her. I look in the bathroom, the kitchen, the garden and then the nursery. I find her in the nursery talking to our pups.
"Your Grandmother Ning is so awesome, her wolf Shimo is beautiful. I can't wait for you all to get your wolves and snakes. Your daddy, my Lele, is of Royal blood so you guys are going to be of 2 pure bloodlines. I have never seen wolves with double pure lines. My pups are the first.", Xiaolian explains to the pups.
"Baby you should be resting. Why are you up at this hour?", I ask. "I just can't stop thinking about everything Lele.", Xiaolian says. I look at her and then kiss her passionately. I pick her up in my arms and carry her back to bed. I continue kissing her, moving down her body. Her moans leading me farther down.
When we finish making love I carry her to the shower. I wash both of us and rinse us off. I pick her up and carry her to bed. We both dry off before we get into bed. I hold her until time to feed the pups.
Mom's Ning and Bri were on diaper duty before we woke up. Our late night sex had us over sleeping. We both were very tired afterwards. I walked into the nursery to find Maiko ready to eat. I pick her up and carry her to Xiaolian. Watching my mate feed our pups warms my heart.
I walk over to kiss Xiaolian. Then kiss Maiko on the forehead. She lets go of her nipple to look up at me with a milky face. I stop to wipe off the milk. I wipe her nipple and Xiaolian moans. I taste her for myself. She taste sweet but not overly sweet. It's not like anything I can explain.
Xiaolian holds my mouth to her, I release her nipple and kiss her again. Maiko takes her nipple back. I can't help how it makes me feel. I'm so happy. My pups are healthy thanks to my mate. Xiaolian looks amazing. Her boobs are so full. Her body is thin but very well shaped. I can tell she has been working out. All of the baby weight is gone.
I go to the closet to get out my suit for the job interview I have. I look at my suitcase and remember I never unpacked from my trip. I pick up the case and look inside. The servants have unpacked. I find the blank book in the side pocket. I take it out and flip through it. I see where it has written everything that has happened since I returned home.
"Xiaolian you need to see this. I found it after I talked to the Moon Goddess. I think she wants me to do something but I'm not sure what. Have you ever heard of this blank book?", Xiaolian looks up at me with big eyes. Her face is pale and she whispered, "No, it can't be."
"It can't be what, baby girl?", I ask. She looks scared as she tells me the legend of the blank book,
"Legend has it that the Moon Goddess sends a blank book to the person who will change our country. He or she will take over the Empire to lead the wolves back from extinction. The legend says that the new reign will lead with a purity that can't be refuted."
"Lele, what about my brother? He will fight this. I don't want to fight my brother. I love him. He is kind and just. How could the Moon Goddess intended for this?"
"I don't know baby girl but I won't do anything to hurt you, our family or this country. We will figure it out. I promise you that my love."