Alanis
My phone rings and the nerves kick in. Maddie is in her bathroom; I have decided to break up with her because I can't live with the guilt that is eating me up slowly. She thinks this is a normal night. This is our usual routine; I come over to her house and we spend the night together.
I am terrified because I don't want to hurt her but in the end, that is exactly what I am doing. I am in her life to cause her pain. I promised her forever and now I have to let her know that forever is not possible anymore.
I hear the shower and I know I have about 20 minutes. The caller ID is Beau. The excitement kicks in because I know I won't be able to decline his call. I already miss him and it's just been a couple of hours since I saw him. I answer the call with a smile on my face and his voice makes me feel at home "Hi boyfriend" his voice is soft and very inviting.
