Alanis
It's been a week since I've seen Beau and I miss him so much. He hasn't come to school and my mind has been roaming. What if he is being punished again for this? The last time we had anything to do with each other; his father locked him up in a cave.
Maddie hasn't been to school too; I haven't been able to face her. So, I'm glad I haven't had the opportunity. I've seen his friends around. They always come to school when he is absent. The last time I asked about him, Isabella almost had my head. I don't want to make the mistake again. I don't even know if he has told them anything.
I spend the day totally not focused on anything and as the day ends, I regret even coming in the first place. High-school is not my priority. Beau is. I haven't told my family. I don't know how to, but I need to.
I have been reluctant and for the past week, I somehow convinced myself that I am getting myself mentally prepared to open up. I need courage; I have none.
