Alanis
He doesn't want to have anything to do with me and can I blame him? I hated him all my life and I didn't even know anything about him. Just the fact that he was not like me and he was on enemy territory. Now am I telling him that I don't feel that way anymore and I expect him to feel the same.
Do I want to be friends with him?
No.
That cannot even work, no one will see us together and not asks questions but I want to see him, from time to him and I want to talk to him. I want to eat breakfast with him and watch him express nervousness. I want to look at the confusion on his face when I say something he doesn't understand.
"You know running all the way home will be faster," he smiles.
"Yeah but you're not strong enough. Remember you still need meat," I remind him and his eyes open wide but it just for a second. He is confused again. God, I fucking love that expression.
"Fine," he agrees after a couple of seconds.
